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Dinner. Chess. And Command & Conquer.

2007-03-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

yes i am here to revive my blog. after countless complaints lol. OKAE FINE. niao la. niao. niao some more on tagboard. okae niway.. after a damn long break from blogging.. i shall kickstart it with what happened yesterday. yesterday was 7eam.Lachrymose outing day! we celebrated Ron's bday. Time realli flies.. one year ago we were still playing LAN in a private room in e2max. and now, we have 3 idiots who are struggling in hcjc and 1 faggot who is currenlty in army sispec.
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I never ever had any ordinary good frens. never. my frens will never be the guy-nxt-door kinda person ever for some reason. but i never knew it will be so extreme. lol omg what has become of us. it started with an ordinary jap dinner at the ninja restarant @ citylink. den it turned out to be a parody of command and conquer. i swear. i realli have no idea why we have become so god damn intellectual lol. and surprisingly OMG SOME PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY SMARTER DEN I TOT!!!! LIKE j.wong lol.

Wee Yong (right) : Come ron. We must meng pretend to be intellectual and play chess. I heard girls love intelligent guys.
Ron (Left) : Not with ur intelligence =D

One of the reasons why u shud not go army. They make you look like a potato. I swear james was looking so spastic when he was thinking when he was playing chess due to his spastic hair cut LOL. his head was like a total potato.. picture a potato on legs. u have jeriel wong kuan kit.

I dun know why we were so intellectual yesterday. ron was like: i am bored. brb. i go buy a chess set. LOL DAMM RANDOM. den we seriously end up playing chess lol. and i learnt a new way to play chinese chess from wee yong. the general can sit on the car for 3 times in a game. but soldiers cannot ride on elephants cuz they are too short. LOL DAMM CRAP.

Wee Yong: Na Li Bu Shuang?

Couple of the year. For the gay asian man's magazine that is.

Wee Yong: I love to feed my nose ice-cream.
Ron: I love to look pissed when i eat ice-cream.

Hi. We are the 4 from the Chess Club. Our hobby includes going to nice restaurant and leech the free flow green tea and play chess and exchange lame jokes.

CHESS SET OF THE YEAR. REALLY WUN PLAY TILL EYE PAIN. PLEASE DUN GET BLACK AND WHITE CHESS SET! PLEASE GET FANCY ONES.

Command and Conquer. That was what I learnt at dinner. *smacks head*

Just. Lack of Slepp.

2007-01-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

i had insomnia till 4am + last nite. it was horrible. it was not as though i din try to sleep early. i went to bed early, but i just can't doze off. if u asked me why i had insomnia, i can't give u an answer. i myself dun realli know why either.. it's not as though i am unhappy or anything =.= i just couldn't doze off. u know that feeling, when u get more and more alert as every second passed, u know ur mind, and body's are all tired. but u just can't be able to fall into deep sleep. it's realli frustrating.

i woke up at 6am. feeling kinda irritated and realli realli tired. i think i have really aged. i used to be able to cope with sleep deprivation, i couldn't now. it's the 1st day of sch and i am like almost dead from the lack of sleep. RAR i hate insominia. and it was just painful. to know I WANNA SLEEP BUT I CAN'T SOMEONE SAVE ME RAWR. and i tot i could shake it off, mebe i am just getting sued to it. but as seconds passed in sch today, i found myself getting more and more lethargic, which i would not have felt in the past. zzz i wonder wat's wrong with me.

i know the strength to dig deep in, and work my ass off is with me. but i need to find it fast. i have bio test tomorrow. and i tried recalling what i learnt just now, on the bus. cuz i have been doing some reading. and shockingly i remembered close to 0. it's a sthouhg my memory has failed me. i have sch tml at 6am. i have to mug like at least 50+ pages of stuff? mebe more den that i dun know. some ppl say they have to do it also, no big deal.

try doing it with a splitting headache and a tired mind den. I had this headache that fully bloomed into a migraine, when i hit home. i wonder if this is a joke, GOT SO SUAY OR NOT. INSOMNIA AND HEDACHE ON THE EVE OF A TEST. z...i have the strength.
but i been thinking just now.

u know if u reallli wanna succeed. there's so much to give up on. famous basketball legend michael jordan, shot balls from 3 different spots on the court, 20 times when he wake up in the morning. and let say he shot till the 59th ball and he missed the net, he will redo everything right from A to C again. till he get 60 perfect balls.
beckham stayed back during man united trainings to practce freekicks , and hung tyres in his backyard on a tree. and shot balls thru it when he was free at home. all these are har dowkr. but i wanna question if they are happy,with their life sacrifices. I was tinking shud one realli work that hard get thru life being succfessful, to find life veri unfuffiling, wun it all hbe wasted? like e.g u can be successful, but u might not have frens and family that you forsaken in pursuit of ur goals. i wonder if u ask bekcham if he's really happy i dun tink his answer will be 100% yes. he is successful? mebe in the past. look where he ended up, real madrid on the bench. u mayu argue at least he had a family. but how do u know he married victoria, cuz they were in love? and not becuz victoria love beckham cuz he's loaded with money. mebe beckham in pursuit of soccer given up others. is beckham realli in love with victoria? if yes why did he cheat on her?

den will it be all worth to work so hard afterall? as in u have to strike a balance between hard work and enjoying life and right now i am trying to find tt balance. it's been a long time. and this headache isn't making it any easier. i dun know how i gonna survive tonight.. RAWR..

pre-1st day sch.

2007-01-02T08:28:00.000-08:00

i can't resist blogging just b4 i hit bed. and wake up to thje 1st day of sch. it's just too. great an exp not to miss talking. niway.

i spend the last day of the hols in a very meaningfulway today =)

deen it was back reality. SCHOOL.
and can u imagine waking up earli in the morning? GETTING UP TO SCh. WAITING FOR FRIDAY TO COME. like vultures circling humans in the desert. so niway, i reached home to see a spam of messages on my msn, asking me about sch tml. lol everyone seems so sane? and like high? those who never do their homework were sane, they were high bout it. those who did worry bout about what to bring. lol tt's school for you. and there were idiots like james. WHO IS GOING TO ARMY ON JAN 11 GO SHAVE BOTAK. and he comes and piss u off by saying, sian la tml got sch. alot of homework never do. tt's the kinda frens i have lol.

SO NIWAY. I SHALL GO AND SLEEP. FASTER SLEEP. PROJECT SLEEP EALRI. update tml. i know this blog post dun make sense. today was a great day. and i am high by the pre-sch atmosphere. lol. CYA~~

A movie review. And some random flaming.

2006-12-29T08:48:00.000-08:00

I been watching cars for my short breaks these few days. Cars is an animated film. I never really believed animated film can create much impacts on the audience. cuz it's animated it seems to be all the disney stuff~ cars is the 1st animated film tt succeeded in cre8ting an impact.

why? becuz of the non-cliche ending. if mcqueen din help the king to finish his last race, it wud not have been such a great film after all. sorry if this spoilered anyone lol.

=D

I am invincible now. =) nice try though 218.168.224.54.
i wish you luck =D

Tales of a J1 nothing.

2006-12-25T21:57:00.000-08:00

You have heard bout them. Talked about them. And you think they might just be a legend. Tonight, on our weekly talkshow, we shall discuss the topic that all students fear. CUPBOARD MUGGERS.

So what are cupboard muggers?
basically they are anyone tt looks like this:
CASE STUDY ONE

Note the smile. Note how evil it is. Now can u imagine a speech bubble, coming out of the mouth? "HeHe Go home must mug secretly liao. =) for now I must bluff everyone I play dota" and normally they will try and sport a cool! and sporty hairstyle. Like this specimen above. It is to give u the false idea that: Hey, I don't have nerd hairstyle, so i don't mug much. =) DO NOT FALL FOR IT. and such guys are usually afk on msn. u msn him, wun reply one. is to pretend to be online slacking but actually mugging.

Case Study 2

Sample 2 can be easily visible cupboard muggers. Cuz they can be really suspicious character with funny habbits. Example include cross dressing. Sporting an rgs t shirt. The circle one my fren, is a cupboard mugger of the highest class. A question of: Hey are you mugging now?, wud result in a huge vareity of answers like: Nah, playing guitar now. Nah, listening to song now. Nah, I mug also fail one. Fail = A.
BEWARE OF SUCH CIRCLED IDIOTS.

Tonight on our talkshow. We gathered the 2 cupboard muggers. In a show down, in an attempt to see how they would talk to cover up their weaknesses.
Exodus: Ben Ren
pooor: Sample no.2 aka mr bear
Guy with funny face ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h aka cupboard mugger from Johor Bahru
Brackets are not in conversation, are but my expert cupboard mugger opinions

(11:02 PM) pooor: lol yao u heaven mug yet right
(11:03 PM) pooor: heaven mug yet right
(11:03 PM) pooor: say yes!
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: really la
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: HE MUG ALREADI LA
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LOL
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: my homework at hostel (Makes you think he realli hasn't touched homework yet)
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: lih hern
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u sae leh
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: is cupboard mugger
(11:03 PM) pooor: YES
(11:03 PM) pooor: YES
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: he wun tell u
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: if he mug one
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: yalarh
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: he hide few =)
(11:03 PM) pooor: HAHA
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: in the cupboard
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: DEN HE MENG
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: USE CANDLE
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: STUDY
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: me secret mugger lai der
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u noob la
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: ya la he alot of pattern one
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: dun use candle lah
(11:03 PM) pooor: no wonder li hern so hot (draws attention away from himself in an attempt not to show his true colours)
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: use lighter
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: den use what
(11:03 PM) pooor: use lighter in cupboard
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LIGHTER
(11:03 PM) pooor: burn himsel
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: GE LAN
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: burn ur clothes and books rite
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: u ji clever
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: use table lamp dude
(11:04 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u dunnoe my cupboard got inbuilt lamp one meh (Exaggerates condition to make it look false)
(11:04 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: for mugging purpose
(11:04 PM) pooor: i no need light
(11:04 PM) pooor: i am a vry bright young boy
(11:04 PM) pooor: so in cupboard i will glow (JOKE OF THE YEAR)

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Okay haha jokes aside. I wondered how you guys spent x mas. I know some of you all went hard rock, some went to sentosa. lol my frens la. if u dun fall into either 2 category u must realli be a lousy fren. LOL KIDDING LA.You know for me, x mas has always been about noise, and being high and stuff, counting down bla bla. alot of the festive mood.

But i dare say, this year i spent the best x mas ever. lol i know after this line many people will challenge my opinion, telling me: OI U PANGSEH! HARD ROCK WAS FUN. bla bla bla. lol but this x mas was the sweetest ever. It was just a very simple things done on that day, but it was sweet till one could almost taste the saccharine of it.

Baby coloured the world again. Baby made silence so blissful. Baby, I won't let go. =)

Revamped.

2006-12-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

Okay I redid the template. cuz lol the previous one on bleach was too angsty. eh toh.. and i got a c board. cuz many of you all. like to nag at me and to get a cboard. which is driving me insane. so i gave in. before all of you, decided to gather up form a gang called "We-hate-non-cboarders" and splash red paint on my front gate.

so niway. =) There's a reason i have so many BEST frens.
(10:38 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: i dun wan go to sch leh
(10:38 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: u know why not
(10:39 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u tink i WAN
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: cuz must see ur face
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: SIAN
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LOL
(10:39 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: CUS MUZ HEAR UR VOICE

Yes. Lih Hern. Frens for life. (Y)

sometimes, i think, i might be a fotographer born by nature. it's been raining non stop these days. so i quickly took this shot during of of the days when it was not raining. ji beautfifoo yi xia.. just like james blunt's song.

okay ben wang. shall go sleep earli! PROJECT-SLEEP-EARLY!

The Big Book of Questions to Life. Part 1.

2006-12-18T08:45:00.001-08:00

Chapter 1: The Why?

Why do people always press their elevator up or down button furiously? It's not as though the lift will come any faster if u meng spam button, you tink what, playing dota meh?? CHIONG AR CHIONG FOR THE JIANNEST HERO!

Why do people like to spam their AC button on the calculator? It's not as though it will get you any more marks in your maths papers. Neither is it daytona, PRESS THE START BUTTON FOR TURBO!

Why do people play friendster?
Answer: becuz they have no frens =) they need to make frens. LOL i know like 123123534543 people are gonna hunt me but WHATEVER WHO CARES. lol it's like collecting stamps, PLEASE COLLECT FRENS. so your fren will write something good bout you, DEN U APPROVE! den u write something good in return, even thougbh u dun like the person but u wanna collect frens! so you spam something good in return. WHAT A REALISTIC WORLD!

End of part 1

Okay.

2006-12-04T07:36:00.000-08:00

OKAY. SORRY I WENT BACK ON MY WORD LOL.

after constant nagging from fellow frens, beings animals and aliens alike, yes yes ir ealli will revive the blog for good zzz.

i realised why i din wanna blog. becuz.. all these time.. my mood has been pretty good. as in life just keeps getting better and better? i realised, i tend to blog more when i am absolutely depressed, my absence shows how depression been sorta out of my life.

i've been doing some realli spiritual stuff. like erm, let's see picking up my old psychlogy books lol. and erm lazing at the jacuzzi pool of my condo? haha, it's a life of a king man. isn't that what the holiday is all about? living it up? taking walks with fren or frens, hanging out, chilling, fine dining. etc etc. tt's why i say life without sch owns.

u know, i wished i was working now at times lol. cuz school is realli pressurizing they say work is worse, yea i know but sch has tests which work don't. i mean u all had the expereience of studying a lot yet u still flunk badly. i am sorta confident at work it dosen't work tt way though. hard work always pays.

i have alot of aspirations. honestly i gotta admit haha. i got much more aspirations den a normal human. ppl are contented with getting a 5k job, a nice small and cosy house and a normal car and be a happy normal person.

but i guess my competetive nature has shaped me to always want the best? it's like i feel i deserve to give myself a nicer house, a big one. a well furnished one. some nice house where i can throw social parties at will. i realli enjoy them. i mean social occasions. i like things like, a nice ambience, nice atmosphere, good food, good music and a huge group just sits down and chat. i must have been some king in my ex-life zzz.

of cuz tt's not like always gonna happen if i am rich. i actually have my quiet side also. as i divulge more and more into psychology books i realised, i may be both an intro and outrovert. ambivert in short. i nid a quiet side for myself also. i nid to take like long hot tub baths, loan a yatch and go out to sea with like one fren or smthing. and just enjoy some peace and quiet and reflect bout stuff. does wonders for me. i tink i will definitely get a yatch. those with inbuilt kitchen showers bed tv living room bla bla. den i will like travel during weekends lol. or i can get a private plane and drive. okay tt's farfetched.

of cuz life is not all bout enjoying it financially. i come to recognise that. it's realli about living it up isn't it? being urself haha. oh well.. signing off to fix vista lol. i am switching to vista again. yes dun complain to me lol.

Making up for lost time.

2006-11-02T19:39:00.000-08:00

HI! ( DUN BEAT ME) I KNOW I HAVEN BEEN UPDATING ROFL. i got kinda lazy sorry. i am realli becoming super duper lazy rencently. look i am even lazy to get a tagboard LOL. someone get for me please. so let me summarise the entire duration of time after my last post. which seems like an enternity back. so NIWAY. i been doing stuff...

stuff like. eh toh. hang out? LOL. like e.g playing house of the dead 4 with ron the day o level chinese ended. i swear, my hands, my biceps realli felt like coming off, it's that tiring lol. den we went to chill after that, oh the guardian yea. it's a great movie. =) sumpah, u guys go watch wun bluff u one.

so let me. finally reveal the answers to the 20 statements thingy. no more prize. LOL SORRY U ALL MSG ME SO MANY ANS, i also ferget who got how much lalal~

1.I once got hauled into a police station for commiting a crime.

True, we were caught for climbing a 3M tall wall to get into a half-built soccer court.

2.I used to think I could see into the future

True, it's like, i have a knack at predicting stuff. be it playing cards, soccer results, what people gonna do or gonna say lol.

3.I operated a 4-wheel-drive vehicle before. no toy cars.

yeap. i actaullly drove an ATV all-terrain-vehicle in austrailia b4 as part of a jungle trail. lol and the funny part was i crashed head 1st into the tree. the 1st reaction of mine, was from the groin i was like.. OMG PAIN

4.I took an airfreshner and lighted it with a lighter to make a flame thrower b4.
yeap actually is WE. we were burning a ping pong ball lol.

5.I have a theory on how lifeforms on this planet are actually part of an intergalactic reality-tv show, and aliens watch and luff at us.

erm ya i just think so. it's true =)

6.When i bathe, i MUST have music playing in the toilet.
yup, b4 i had my psp i played songs on my hp. now is the psp. music in the toilet keeps me happy when i shower haha. or depends on mood haha i may play depressing songs when i am feeling down.

7.I once stayed up without sleep for 48 hours.
false lol. the longest i can last without sleep is like 40 hours.

8.I had threw water bombs into other people's house, at 3am in the morning.
eh toh i tink i blogged bout this b4. yup true

9.I played night soccer with only handphone lights as a guide.
yeap it was one crazy day lol. and the lights were so pathetic we played ffa. we din care bout teammates, we see a body with 2 arms and 2 legs, we JJJUZZ tackle lol.

10. I once fractured a part of my body before.
FALSE. this had never happened in my life haha

11. I once had a childhood dream of joining a rock band and play around the world.
false. nah never ever wanted to join a band. my musical talents are non-existent.

12. I had risked falling 14 floors, just to climb into the window of my house b4, as the main door was locked.
yeap. true. lol once at 4am when ron came my house to sleep, my parents were asleep and i din have the keys, we tried climbing the windows LOL

13. I grew up listening to Aqua. tt infamous band who sang, barbie girl.
yeah, i was tt childish then...

14. I was obsessed with bicycles in p-school.
nah never obsessed, i just ride alot haha. after dinner i would go riding on the bike,.

15. When i sleep, i hold on to my handphone in my hand
true, i dun wanna miss any calls.

16. I am paranoid about people stabbing me in the neck.
yea. i MUST cover my neck when i sleep.

17. I once lined candles, and lit dem up, in a line to form a word stretching 5 metres
some mid-autumm i did it b4. took me ages =.= zzz

18. I derive pleasure from feeling the bass thump against my heart when i listen to music
i do. lol tt explains why my sound system so exp rite?

19. I only ever completed 1 Role-playing-game in my entire life.
yeah true. final fantasy haha

20. I used to sleep with the lights on.
false haha. i always wanted lights to be off

And Life's. =D again.

2006-10-14T12:38:00.000-07:00

b4 friday i had some issue with my frens. whereby one clique buay gam with another. so i am always like the middle men, the mediator. so i realli felt so pissed off whenever i try so hard to solve problems, people just throw their temper around and make things worse. so i was in a pretty foul mood, till friday. i have such understanding frens. so niway. on friday was hc open house. was not as re nao as last year though i feel. i met up with wee yong and his frens and ron. and we did some realli bai chi stuff, and i tink i luffed till my intercostal muscles are gonna burst tt day.

so niway. my point was that i used to be realli like damm hyper kind. esp b4 i came to jc. and then i got to knew certain introverted people who tend to be quiet by nature, at 1st it felt wierd hanging out with such people, cuz i can't stand akward silences, but den i sorta like understood and started to appreciate the silence at times. like e.g on friday i can tell me ron and wy were both in foul moods, so we went fish and co @ glass house to chill. and mark my words, how great food can change one's mood. i ate to my heart's content (not to mention an empty wallet) and enjoyed the great live band. while just chillign, lying back in the chair watching the liveband perform, talking to one another about life, about problems, with a super laid back attitude. i am starting to enjoy all these. i tink friday shud relali be happy hour nite.

den we went to ben and jerries courtesy of atm yeo. ice cream on the house. it was a reealli fine place to chill @ cathay. it's like they haevf this circular set up with reali reali comfy and cosy sofas where u can totally lie down. den they have this giant tv screen linked to this computer running window media center. and they played MTV whole day and it was realli niec to watch some bai chi shows and have a good luff among ourselves while eating ice creamm. later at 9 the live band came to play okay it wasn't great. but hey, free live music, u can't complain man. i came back feeling realli rejuvenated cuz i was offered many diff perspective on life, on life's problems. so yeah.

i am back to normal. hail. =D

2006-10-11T12:10:00.000-07:00

I am leaving....

Enigma

2006-10-08T11:03:00.000-07:00

tagged by ksiong and gergerald the man.

One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same.

1.I once got hauled into a police station for commiting a crime.
2.I used to think I could see into the future
3.I operated a 4-wheel-drive vehicle before. no toy cars.
4.I took an airfreshner and lighted it with a lighter to make a flame thrower b4.
5.I have a theory on how lifeforms on this planet are actually part of an intergalactic reality-tv show, and aliens watch and luff at us.
6.When i bathe, i MUST have music playing in the toilet.
7.I once stayed up without sleep for 48 hours.
8.I had threw water bombs into other people's house, at 3am in the morning.
9.I played night soccer with only handphone lights as a guide.
10. I once fractured a part of my body before.
11. I once had a childhood dream of joining a rock band and play around the world.
12. I had risked falling 14 floors, just to climb into the window of my house b4, as the main door was locked.
13. I grew up listening to Aqua. tt infamous band who sang, barbie girl.
14. I was obsessed with bicycles in p-school.
15. When i sleep, i hold on to my handphone in my hand.
16. I am paranoid about people stabbing me in the neck.
17. I once lined candles, and lit dem up, in a line to form a word stretching 5 metres
18. I derive pleasure from feeling the bass thump against my heart when i listen to music
19. I only ever completed 1 Role-playing-game in my entire life.
20. I used to sleep with the lights on.

Okai dudes, start guessing. top scorer i treat you drink something. NO BLOODY CHEAPOS LIKE MR LO. !@#!@#

so niway. promos has ended. honestly i dun know how to feel. i felt high at times lol. erm let's talk bout the good stuff. erm promos ended i was free to shop for stuff. is like a avalanche of money waiting for me to spedn wahahah. i like to pamper myself and buy stuff i like. when i buy stuff, i am shuang kuai. i make the decision in less den 3 mins. lol i got this theory bout how the money is only urs, when you spend it. i mean u cannot possibly bring it into the coffin rite. zzz

weerm another thing is that promos ended lol it means. I CAN START EATHING UNHEALTHY FOOD AGAIN WHAHA. okay i am not some maniac who is in love with good food, no. but i must agree eating the food i like makes me happy at times haha. fast food is officially removed from the ban list and for the past 3 days, while my parents were out of country i been eating quite a lot of different fast food. oh well. i wun put on weihgt though i got this realli wierd body system dun ask me why. i just am.

so niway. u know tt feeling after promos. i realli hope the new year dun come. someone freeze time. i am pretty much enjoying myself. u know how good it feels, to just SIT IN UR CHAIR, put the legs on the table, listen to good music. surf the web, chat with some frens. and just luff ur butt off at their stupidity. like e.g james. i swear he's one of the stupidiest guy u can add to ur contact list. in search of entertainment, talk to him lol. u know i love to piss james off lOL. he has a level now. and i am like calling him almost everiday asking him if he wanna join us for gaming LOL and i call him to ask him to go out to eat frm time to time. den tt day he asked me: why u so moody? i said: oh cuz i have so much games to play, i dun know where to start. LOL he jitao, SIAN

i kind thing our post promo shedules is kinda screwed. i mean LATER on, i am going to sch for just 2 hours. WTF? ownage sch. sch of the year. ai i can't wait for fish and co this friday =D. okay sch is fine la. as in can bring self highness. like e.g maf. zzz i still cant believe i played bball in my shirt which i totally ruined by soaking it in sweat.

enuff bout the good stuff. i dun know how to explain, sometimes i feel kinda erm moody during hols. it's not depression neither is it as seirous as being angsty. just this bugging feeling, tt aiyah i have some stuff still unsettled. which is pretty true. but right now, linpei realli dun wanan do anything =.= i just wanan recharge. u know what, i realli give up on certain issues. i mean people reading this shud know or smthing. it's just not worth putting in my effort to solve the issue.

oh well. life is taking an upturn. can't you feel that on coming gush of wind dudes?

hi world.

2006-10-04T12:49:00.000-07:00

hi blog. i din expect i wud post again so soon. i have insomnia currently it's 6am and i can't sleep. i lie on my bed. and thoughts just keep running thru my mind. how i wish sometimes the human was a much stupider animal, so life wud be so simple. oh someone please save me. i tink may be i wun be going to sch tml. my headache hurts so bad it's like it's trying to split my head apart.

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
BLOODY HEADACHE.

Finally. Finally. Finally.

2006-10-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

promos ended. finally. this year felt so different. the content suddenly rose exponentially. i understand what james said when he told me jc is the hardest phase in one's studying career. i get it lol. ai just so glad our promos over. don't you have tt relief that everday not matter what time i come home, i no longer have to face piles of books. i can simply do anything i want. you know i doubt most peoplpe know this but it realli reminds me of my sec 3 days.

b4 i moved house. my room used to be on the 3rd floor. and it's like 3 times bigger. i had such a stunning view. u know at nite as i sat at tt mahogany table, open the windows, feel the night breeze, bring some realli ice-cold drinks, be it ice milo or coke,i would go up to the 3rd floor totally isolated. cuz it's like the top floor. den i wud put my legs on the table slouch back on my roller chair and just watch anime, movies and do watever i like. those were the days... and suddnely i find myself doing the same agian. i put my legs on the table bring in soft drinks, chips and other junk food. and just watch all the anime i stockpiled during promo period. it's realli LIFE.

lol i feel sad for my frens taking o level and a levels lol. i tink i shud stop putting nicks to exclaim my love that promos have ended. it ink i gonna work perhaps? haha sinc ewe have to wait for kenny the kuku to come back frm australia, may as well just work. no idea though haha.

i am so totally bimbo now la. tt time my buddy told me about this anime called my hime. it's main chracters are female la and i tot i cfm will hate it. cuz i oni like those headstrong, poseur male characers. those who saves the female lead at the last min tt kind. but my hime si jsut so bimbo tt time i wathc 3 episodes i just got sick of it and deleted it. and after my buddy reassured me watch on, i will get hooked. i sure did. so mebe those melodramatic anime aren't tt bad after all. it takes place in sch i am sure manny ppl can relate to it. and i was shocked. i actually was moved when the bad guy died. they potrayewd the bad guy as someone was forced to take this road, and was originally good natured. i can't believe i will ever feel sorry for a villian.

and i am totally hooked to this song <33 i sent like 10 ppl all 10 say nice =.= okay why can't they develop a machine or device tt helps u seek the songs it tinks u like. pandora sucks, cuz my taste in music is realli the weirdo kind taste.

i got to catch up with many of my close frens today. i met marcus at 5+ ai promos realli had drived us nuts la. it felt good to just stone. and enjoy the breeze and talk bout life. haha now that promos over, u all can stop bugging me to blog regularly. cuz i will =.= i will be super bo liao i post random stuff =D

enjoy ur exams HWHAHAHAAH

NAN REN NAN ZHUO

2006-09-28T13:30:00.000-07:00

i realised. i mugged 0 today. am i to blame? no i blame no one. it's just one of those days. where u are stone. u have feelings u can't express. like how u can't see to find meaning in life again. zzz. okay so maybe i am becoming pmsy or smthing watevea~

i watched the movie R.V at 3am today. no doubt it was damm bloody hilarious lol. it realli brightened up my mood with all the comical part. but the bottomline of the story is this. a father has a good job, a nice house, a nice family, a daughter and a son. but. he is obsessed with work. so he kinda like drifts away from his children due to work, and for once he promised to bring his family on vacation to hawaii. however the boss insists he attend a meeting, so in order not to cancel the vacation. he took his family on an r.v which is some big bus thingy u can drive around with all living facilities built on it.

during this movie i realised something. nan ren zhen de hen nan zhuo. yea ppl complain females have pms and stuff. okay wait. look at our viewpoint. the main character inthe movie, he has a good job, but he is a busy man with stress frm work. u know the thing bout guys, we must comform to this macho image, to show we are wudi. we nid to come across as suprerior and strong and determined and all the masculine traits u associate with a man. but it's just like, we are humans too. we have our insecurities, and it isn't in our nature to reveal dem.

so often we keep quiet. guys will know wha ti am talking bout, today is just one of those days u will feel moody. for watever reason uc annot exactly point out. for me, i realli dun know what's causing me to be so stone today, mebe it's the promos stress or smthing although many other things are on my mind. but the bottom line is: once in a while nan ren, needs their own personal space also. we need to like shut up, and spend some time with ourselves. that's when the problem comes in. women think we are having some attitude problem. mums start to think we erm like to put a moody black face, so we get lectured for it. but u know seriously. when such stuff hits you, you don't feel like doing anything or saying anything. explaining why i mugged nothing today. and explaining why i am pretty quiet today. anyone of u, watched the movie, the breakup? the couple quarelled over what? over the man not bothering to help clean the house wash the dishes etc etc, after he comes home from a long day @ work. let's draw parallel of it to my life. let's say guys, we have a bad day at school. we got scolded, we got yelled at, we screwed some test, we had long lectures long tutorials. all we want when we get home is just to chill out, and relax, spend soem time with ourselves to recharge. but the moment u get home ur mum nags at u, ur gf says you neglects her, u lose your things, everthing goes against you. resting.

all we want at times. is just to sit down. watch some nice tv. or mebe enjoy a game of DOTA with a couple of buddies, watch a nice movie or some anime. surf the web or smthing. we dun wanna like erm. talk to thrash out our feelings. we just wan some space.

so niway, later on in life. we have a family. we work. and den our family says we dun spend enuff time with dem. yeah u say u must strike a balance between career and family, but say easy, do very hard. i look at dad at times, sometimes the stress from work just causes him to come home from work, take a shower and sit ont he sofa and watch tv. i understand what he is going thru at times, mum complains he erm what moody and stuff. zzz.

den the bad part is why work so hard? isn't it to earn a living for the family. to hope the family has a better life, drive a better car, a bigger house and stuff. we are human beings, not human DOINGS. we need to be, ourselves sometimes. so after watching r.v , i came to this sad conclusion. =.=

NAN REN NAN ZHUO.

OWNAGE JOKE

2006-09-24T12:38:00.000-07:00

(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: tlel u all one joke
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: u all dun typoe
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: *type
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: ok
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: let mi type
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: we dun type
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: ok
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: we dun type
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: i promise
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: not
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: to
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: once upon a time..
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: type
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: a little girl
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: got 3 guys
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: they commit a crime
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: den kanan caught by the king
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: so
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: I KNOW LIAO
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: the king says ur crime nid to be .. beheaded
(11:32 PM) kir.: .
(11:32 PM) el`jer[1g]: I KNOW LIAO
(11:32 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: .
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: they say dun chop our heads
(11:32 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: den
(11:32 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: den
(11:32 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: LOL
OMG
(11:32 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: give us an alternative
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: SURE DMAM LAME
(11:33 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: den the king says
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: OH
(11:33 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: wait brb
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: BRB??????
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: WHAT THE?
(11:33 PM) kir.: .
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: KING
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: GO BRB?
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: WTH?
(11:33 PM) kir.: lol
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: THE KING
(11:33 PM) kir.: LOL
(11:33 PM) (tu) Sherridiction:: wait wait
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: GO WHERE?
(11:33 PM) kir.: LOL
(11:33 PM) kir.: LOL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: THE KING
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: SO FUNNY
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: GO TOILET?
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: KY
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: THE JKOKE
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: SO URGENT MEH
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: HAVEN'T FINISH
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WE LAUGH LIAO
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: KENNY OWNAGE JOKE
(11:33 PM) kir.: lol
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: HWHAWHAWH
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: OMG
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WHAWHAWH
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: I LUFF TILEL I BAO
(11:33 PM) .: ExoduS :. A: ROFL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: PLS ACT AFK
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WHAWHAWH
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: KY
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: U CLEVER
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WHAWHAHWAHW
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: LOL
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WHAHWHAW
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: SO U THE KING
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WE the 3 GUYS
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: WHAWHAWHAWH
(11:33 PM) el`jer[1g]: OMG
(11:33 PM) kir.: KENNY YI DING COMEDIAN LA

Wind Beneath My Wings.

2006-09-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

I woke up that day and i saw this outside my window. and i took a snapshot of it. I am starting to treasure every part of Singapore, everything i havef here. even the weather. Cuz i know this would be part of the memories i bring with me to cold cold chicago.

I apologise if these few days i seem out of sorts. the promos is bugging me and once again the issue of studying overseas creeps around the corner. That day morning, i was mugging with my bros, and jw asked me if 5 years down the road, all these would be a reality or just a dream. we are like 18 now. 5 years down we will be 23, some of my best buddies may be married, some may be also studying overseas, some i may lose touch with. These few days I been in a really torrid mood, as hard as i try to be that cheerful person I know myself as it's really hard. i just wanna sleep my days away, and pray the promos end faster. at least there's one less thing to be on my mind.

niway back to the subject. den jw threw this suggestion into the air, he said since he know sooner or later we will be like parting mebe we should like hang out less,in case we miss one another or smthing. he used the relationship kinda idea to illustrate his point, like how erm, if two lovers had feelings for one another yet they must part, might as well not even be lovers or else when they part the pain will be excruciating.

den i made this point, i really felt was very valid. I have a best fren, i swear to everyone i am not kidding, absolutely serious. this fren promised his childhood sweet heart in p6, cuz they will be going to diff sch, the girl will be going to china for 3 years as her dad is going to be posted dere, and this guy, will end up going to the same sch as my junior in sec sch, and they made a really dumb promise. that 3 years down the road, they would meet at the same pri sch, same bench they made the promise.
i know this sounds really fairtyale like. but i swear i am not making this story up.
And really, 3 years down the road. they met, and they are happily attached till even now. one of the longest lasting couples i know in existence.

my point being that jw point is not valid. the pain will only heighten the bliss when people are reunited. they wun just die in oblivion. had they not even make tt promise in the first place @ tt bench, they would never be so happy now. heck my fren may be feeling eternal dispair, cuz for now, IF he did not have her, he would already know what he is missing out in his life as they already shared a part of their childhood as a pair. Should such cases really exist, why should we argue against the fact that fate brought us together for a reason. true we may part, but does that mean, we will never see one another in our life again?

the sky is that big. and no matter where we go,we will be under the same sky. looking at the same moon. why should we fear the parting will takeaway everything we shared so far? shouldn't we be enjoying the rest of the time we have together, b4 i leave for chicago and u peeps go on to pursue ur dreams. we should not be unhappy all day brooding bout this matter, it only waste precious times i wanna spend with you. And who says, fairytales don't exist, they do. i believe in them now. although i used to really despise the idea of a real fairytale. fate is a funny thing, we may part for now, but who knows? we may be end up working for the same company or smthing. we could still go out on fridays have our happy hours and stuff.

i share many dreams with my frens. i wanted to go wcg with a couple of my frens, and i told one of my cloeset fren one day when i am back in singapore, and he has his degree, we would go take on the business world. start our own company or smthing. I have dreams i share with people. And i believe true love transcends everything. Be it parental love, brotherhood love, relationship kinda love. it dosen't matter. If it's true, true love will overcome all obstacles. Like how i promised mum and dad, when I am back from my studies, i would work hard and i will like make sure they spend the rest of their lives in comfort. mum always wanted to live in a landed after we sold our last landed property and moved to a condo, her dream and my dream is to live in a landed property. and i wanna fuffil that. Mum says sometimes she dosen't want me to go overseas alone, cuz she will be worried bout me. all i can say is, just believe in love. it will be my source of power. and when the chips are down, i will turn to it and draw my lifesource from it.

which brings me back to the point. without all these that we shared, and if we started to like fear the parting, it won't do any good. cuz u are actually breaking down what would drive me to meet you, whoever you are, at the airport like 4 years down the road. you are actually destroying my source of inspiration in life, instead of what you tink is beneficial to the both of us in the sense of "avoiding so that we will all together feel less pain when that day comes".

I managed to think out of the box. Why don't you peeps think it in this manner. Let say, you only have one day to live, a comet is going to hit earth. can u imagine, you are on the top of the hills, watching the comet descend from the sky,knowing in 24 hours time, you must part with your loved ones. DESPITE knowing the fact, you will eventually part, would you rather die in their arms? or die alone? And for all you know the comet may suddenly divert it's collision course, it's the parallel of me returning from chicago. if at that moment you chose to hide in a cupboard to die alone and tell yourself to forget bout them, instead of choosing to die in your loved ones' arms, would you cherish them after the comet has been divertted? no you wounldn't. cuz u din share that moment on top of the hill with your loved ones, the moment when you thought you were going to die, and the world is going to fall apart. and you just felt like crying, but you know the only source of comfort is the warmth of your loved ones you are feeling. can you imagine how you would feel when the comet suddnely just diverted it's course at that moment? you probably won't wanna let go of your loved ones at that moment for eternity.

All i am asking for now, is to just simply to forget bout the idea of parting. why not all lets give one another a chance to enjoy all the remaining time we have, and let that time, that memory be my driving source in chicago. If any of my frens reading this are still doubtful, i have 3 questions for you.

When's the last time I lied to you?
When's the last time I ever let you down?
Did you ever know that you were my hero?

Will you please be the winds beneath my wings?

A tales of a sec 4 nothing.

2006-09-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

This is gonna make you luff. Warning, do not eat, do not drink. Enjoy

Black moon rising.

2006-09-13T14:47:00.000-07:00

this post should be a post that's suppose to be written tml. but oh well. i was tinking the time now is 5.40. i oni have liek 20mins to sleep? so may as well just blog it now =.=

niway today. i din sleep. hurhurhur. i was watching man u play celtic and at the same time trying to cram chem. i tink i gonna follow this nightstalking strategy alreadi. i will mug tong xiao all the way till the last few days. at nite i realli can mug better with like no distractions =.=

okay i tink u all can call me insane or smthng. cuz recently i really ain't myself. especially since the start of the week, all the insane mugging, i am not the kind that can sit a desk whole day and just mug. but being forced to do so, it's starting to affect my mood. i tink to the extent i may have mood swings. when sch eneded today i was like quite disheartened cuz i knew i go back same routine. mug. z.

i am not the kind tt usually stays up to watch soccer. it just happens today i wanted to mug. so yeah. it's like a side benefit cuz, man u won 3-2 over celtic and it was a pretty entertaining match niway. i can feel the fatigue now in my intercostal muscles alreadi, i tink, by the time lecture is here, the double chem and bio i would have just knocked out totally. mebe i shud pon and sleep at the class bench. oh well we shall see, living on borrowed time sucks. i am gonna oni use red bull for important tutorials.

niway i feel as though it's still wed. u know whenever u stay up tong xiao u always have this feeling it's like yesterday? i tink the last time i did such a thing was when we went crc over night or smthing. hmm. oh well, i really apologise to anyone i like snapped at or daoed or smthing these days. cuz i am getting quite like jumpy. oh well the troubles of a jc student, it realli sucks dosen't it? i tink when sch ends today i will be so unbelievably flat, that i will just reach home and fall asleep. oh well ENDURE.

7 more mins till the time i usually wake up at. oh well. cya peeps around.

A decemberist dream

2006-09-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

i feel really akward. i talke to ron james and wy for a the 1st time in a long while, and it really bring back many good memories. i was kinda disturbed in school today, there was this niggling feeling tt just won't go away.

my mind is more or less made up, yeah i am going to chicago U to study biz,but there's thisniggling feeling tt keep chewing at my mental consciousness today, i was worried that when i came back frm chicago i might have lost all these friends. i mean, people move on, together with time. i realli had a great time last nite, though we did not do anything like meaningfull or play any game last nite, but talking to dem was enuff to make me happy, and to keep me luffing liek a madman.

as i was walking homne today. as i passed this familiar places, where i had so many good memories of, i tink i will be realli bu she de to leave singapore. i realli can forsee myself witha luggage and my room alreadi emptied cuz i cleaned it up since i wun be using it for at least 2 and a half year?

many ppl say true friendship will last 2 and a half year, or even more watever the time ist. but yeah 2 and ahalf year is a very very long time. when i return, i am not sure what things will be like ni more.

it's like i am living everiday, knowing one day i will be living all these wonderful thinggs behind, be i my friends and leave for chicago. i mean, it's like i contracted a terminal diseases or smthing.

RAR!

I am a fish?

2006-09-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

I think i may be going insane lol. i just dreamt, i was a goldfish. OMG?

A cinderella story.

2006-09-05T14:00:00.000-07:00

you know it's 5am now and i should be sleeping but i just feel i have to pen down my current thoughts no matter what. if you are wondering why i am like staying awake, it's cuz i was watching a cinderella story that i donwloaded. yeah the movie came out long ago and i missed it. i just had the urge to watch it yesterday and so i downloaded it.

you know, it's realli amazing how movie's can change one's of life. or mebe i am just an emotional kid, eithier, u have to agree. let me give u a brief synopsis of the plot "A Cinderella story is about a girl Sam Montgomery (Hilary Duff) who is not so popular at her high school. After her fathers death when she was young and not having a will left to her her evil step mum gets everything and makes Sam do everything at the diner. At her school she is picked on by the popular stuck up girls the main bitch being Shelby Cummings, a very wealthy, spoiled, shallow person. her boyfriend Austin Ames (Chad Micheal Murray) and Sam interact with each other through emails and text messages not knowing who each other is. They decide to meet at the school dance but their time together is cut short when Sam has to race back to the diner. As she is running out she leaves her mobile phone behind with Austin finding it. to this Austin tries to find out who Cinderella is and Sam tries to hide her identity...."

sounds like you average bimbo movie isn't it?

u know b4 i watched this movie, my mind was filled with promos promos tutorials tutorials. all this hectic life, this business had numbed mine and i think most of our belief in this disney fairytale. you know disney brought us up to think one day we will like meet prince charming and live happily ever after. not quite the case in singapore, but yeah we were brought up to think that way.

then came along reality. reality seems to enjoy smashing watever false believes you have in life that is built up by disney. reality is what forced you to wake up everymorning at 6am thinking, man today is gonna be a long day at school. i have this test, that tutorial and this lecture. reality is what came along and digested something disney built in you, something called true love. 2 days ago my sis asked me if i still believe in it, without thinking i said no. that's whats reality has done to us.

we have to be actively in pursuit of a dream. you want. it dosen't have to be relationship wise, it can be family can be a career, or mebe where u wanna go after ur current schooling term, which area u wanna study about. it dosen't matter. what u must have is still a dream. it can be the most absurb dream, like u wanna speak to dolphins, but watever the case you must have a dream. once you have a dream, don't let the fear of striking out prevent you from playing the game. just go for it.

you know i realli tink all these heart felt entries will help me in pursuit of my dreams. i can forsee myself in either chicago or michigan one day being so home sick, and i will just view the archives of my blog, looking at memories of my teenage life, recalling all the wonderful times i had in singapore. it's becuz i pursue a dream, and i almost killed it had i not watch the movie. i guess i will be just average joe, i wanna score well for a levels. and not know what to do. for me i tink i beleive in a fairytale again. my last fairytale went up in flames, and if u think bout it metaphorically i tore the book up.

but tonite reminded me that, no matter what happens. even at the darkest hour, when u just feel like digging a hole and just live in non-existence in that pitch black hole, remember: there's always hope. hope for a fairytale. ur fairytale may come tomorrow. it may come 20 years down the road. but remember: it will come.

when i am realli devoid of all hope. i will look back at this post and remind myself, there is something to live for in this life. my very own fairytale. what's yours?

XPC. Building a perfect cube.

2006-09-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

Okay. Alot people been asking me what is XPC. I came up with this. It's something i been planning to do sometime, and only got spurred on even more to work on after I went to Apple's Showroom @ Cine that day. why a cube pc. it's much smaller den ur current pc. well at least most. it wud look damm good on the table. no more bulky pc. and it's capable of high speed processing as well. and the main reason is just cuz it makes the room looks damm solid. Niway this post will be a computation of the money i nid to save. watch and behold. =D

The chasis.
AOPEN XC Cube EZ661-T(D)

The on-board SiS661 chipset supported LGA775 that can install Intel Core Duo, Pentium 4, and Celeron-D processor. Meaning i will get a possible P4 processor installed on it, which is basically sufficiently fast enuff.
There is an embedded SIS 661FX VGA with 15 pin D-Sub output. For greater graphical performance, you can add-on a delicate display card to 8X AGP slot and there is one PCI slot for additional card.
which means basically i can use an external sound card mebe like creative xi-fi xtreme, and den erm for the agp graphic card i will just plug in one of my old geforce 4 mx460. i dun tink i will be using it for gaming. it will be more of multimedia purpose or smthing. which means mebe i use it to liek watch tv or smthing. den store all my media stuff. meaning my room will have 2 monitors. zzz okay watever. now is brain storming phase so i shudn't tink so much. i just nid a computation of price so i can work towards saving for it.

So basically. The specs are as below.

Chasis: AOPEN XC CubeEZ661-T(D) [$319]
Processor: INTEL Pentium 4 3.2GHz (Hyper-Threading) [$177.00]
RAM: KINGSTON 512MB 400MHz X 2 = 1024MB [$75X2= $150]
Graphics Card: Geforce 4 MX 460 [Free of charge]
Sound Card: Creative Xi-fi Extreme [$198.00]
Hard Disk: Seagate 7200RPM 320GB [$170]
Optical Drive: SONY DRU-820A [$70]
Grand Total: 1084 SGD

So with that. i have a target to work towards to =D at least i know how much i need to save now.

Weird dreams.

2006-09-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

u know the past few days were wierd. 1st i dreamt i lived onm this fluffy white cloud. den it could like float. and i could go anywhere on it. i floated on it to go to school everiday, and i went home sleeping on it. not only that. i dreamt it was a mobile cloud house. with walls made of clouds. i could pass thru the walls to go to the toilet frm my room zz. and i dreamt i din have to drink from a bottle, i grabbed a bunch of cloud to eat=.=

den came yesterday. i dreamt i was a thingy. that could breathe in the water. and i lived in this circular orange marble with squarish windows. and everyone in that realm had marbles for head and i was like 0.0 but i realli felt i could breathe in the water ar.. it was like the water was so fresh as i breathed in. just like clear mineral water.

oh yea so niway i got my samsung 19 inch lcd, with 2000:1 colour contrats;2 ms refresh. for 400SGD. worth it? okay la i tink quite worth it lol. my monitor is like giant now, and the colours wah kao damm sharp. oh yea that means i would have to start saving for my xpc again. zzz.

oh well ja neh.~~

Alive and kicking.

2006-08-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

last week been a pretty hectic one. i am just so glad on wed nite, that omg finally di un have anything to do, no deadlines to meet, no tests to study for. to just sit on the chair, listen to good music is hardly an activity i do these days.

i recently found my room to be very unsightly. no.1 i am using a 15 inch lcd monitor like 4 years old and it's quite erm non-stylish? zzz and my pc, how powerful it is, is kinda unsightly with an open chasis and wires sticking out. i was reading lotsa articles on hardware zone last nite, suddenly i have a strng motivation to save $ again =.= the last time i did that was for the psp. well i guess at least now i have something to work towards to lol.

this post a bit the crap ar =.= basically it's just to make a point, i am alive n kicking =)

study so much, for fark? live in singapore, for fark?

2006-08-28T03:09:00.000-07:00

i used to be a veri optimistic fella.i used to believe that a future lies in singapore. yeah some day i make it big. or smthing.

but can u see ani light out of the tunnel? i can't. blame it on repeated failures or this screwed up system. let me ask u. u are studying now. for fark? do you realli enjoy your lectures? your tutorials. mebe some sub are genuinely imnterested in, but do u realli enjoy ALL of the things u go thru in sch? do u realli learn cuz u ARE interested in the subject? okay, so you are chasing this piece of paper which says u got 4As in the a level. so? what u gonna do with that paper?

do u urself know where u are heading. some people dun even know what they want in life. they just study cuz they are broguht up to do so. they are emplanted with the seeds of the thouight "pass or sweep the road" mentality. fuck la. sweep road also nid skill?

i know what i want. i just dun seem to be able to understand why the fuck, am i wasting my damm time studyiing bout stuff like punnets square and stuff when i am not planning to study bout damm bugs and their dumb flying wings and how they got their body colour, which i so-give-a-damm. why can't we just take the subs we are genuniely interested in, instead of trying to make sense of things we are just learning so as to fit tt damm criteria of watever 10 point and watever contrasting subject. if u wanna be a doctor, what the heck do u take maths for?

i mean what the heck. i feel damm no life. i used to be able to come home from sch everiday looking foward to an event that was happening at the weekend, like mebe a get together session to watch a game of soccer, an outing to sentosa or smthing. but no. after u spend like erm ur weekend mugging for some tests, they decided after a test, oh no more test! more deadlines for the students to fuffil. woot? and i was suppose to go out and relacs today and have a nice dinner. thx. we are like so full of life, tell me. what do u do besides studying everiday?

u go to school everiday. u sit thru lectures and tutorials. yeah mebe if u are smart u can understand everithing on the spot. but most don't? we have to depend on ourselves. we self-mug. basically meaning u read everithing from the notes urself, teach urself. den wat's the point of crawling up 6am in the morning when u can teach urself? and how bout when u mugged. but u still can't understand a shit in ur notes. u gave up sleep u endure countless hours of a drooping eyelid but u still can't make out ur notes completely. what do you get in return for ur efforts? A big U sitting pretty on top of ur paper. you are tired. and yea u get home, u take nap. when u wake up, it's like entering the same door everiday. tonite will be a long nite. u got countless of tutorials and deadlines to meet. and when u hit ur bed and fall asleep. u wake up into the same nightmare again. the day starts all over again. lecture. test. tutorials. deadlines.

when was the last time u seriously enjoyed urself. with no pressure. no worries. sat down at some bar or pub or smthing, or mebe at a fren's house watch a gd game of soccer with some gd old folks, or a seoul garden outing where everyone sat around this table and just ate slowly, and enjoyed ourselves. when? last christmas?

so tell me. after all this. study for fark?

A weekend in hawaii.

2006-08-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i blogged zz. i realised during the hols i could blog almost everiday lol. but these days, it's like after all my work for sch, i am too tired to blog after i bathe. i just lie on the bed and sleep.

so niway this week concluded all the damm test. maths and and stuff. i was kinda relieved to be honest. i am glad i din work hard for nothing. so yeah i must admit these few days been pretty erm tiring? which goes all out to have this detrimental effect on everyone's mood. yeah i am affected too. it's like i used to be tired but i can stay high and stuff, but sleeping consecutively at 3am for several days is realli no joke zzz.

so friday was err started out to be realli damm retarded. i ferget the reason for that. but it was so just stone. or was it the fact cuz Jieyong our beloved bro was leaving for abroad that affected my mood. i just din feel like talking to anyone seriously, it's like. damm why must we seperate, i mean we grow up in singapore and stuff why can't we like last for a lifetime and stuff. a band of brothers growing up together, till we get married, till we die till we have kids. but sadly life ain't always going with ur wishes.

so sch went about as it would be. it was realli just erm. mundane stuff. and by gp my brains was basically alreadi all spaced out. nothing seems to be working. i can't even remember hwo to spell complicated. so niway.. after gp. we had to send jieyong off whaat. so i had to wait. and while waiting for the time to arrive. i can't help but just try not to think about the fact that, among my close clique of frens, 1 guy is leaving us 1st. for how long? 2 years. tentatively. but what if he settles dere? i tried to distract myself from all the thinking my indulging in some bonding session. playing a fool , making a scene. okay it helped, but it din solve the problem. i was still affected.

den after gp when things became simmered down. i just sat at the class bench. doodling and honing my art skills. =) it's like a reflex action la, i mean i din know what to do to make time pass b4 i can like meet up with the rest to see jieyong off. so i was like writing and doodling on pieces of paper thx to some furniture who is so helpful in providing papers to doodle on =). yea and i felt better after like talking to several different people b4 i left sch. sometimes i realli dun know what kinda person i am. am i born to be hyper? or just born to be quiet. sometimes being hyper will just take me away, indulge in the present moment, getting all happy and noisy and stuff. but on days like yesterday, it din do the trick. in fact sitting down talking to a fren seemed to brighten my mood. and yea someone told me b4, my identity of hyper of being quiet was like an enigma. no one seem to like know which is the real me. or mebe isit i am developing a split personality. oh what the heck.
the above din realli meant to come across to be deperssing lol. i was realli that moody or depressing. i mean at least like i said, i felt much much much better when i left sch as compared to tt heavy heart i came to sch with. thx to certain individuals that made my time more bearable. =)

so we went to see off jieyong. i mean it was good seeing the old band of people. everyone have not realli changed all this years ar =.=. bryan. was just bryan. tt usual poser and noisy fella. marcus was worse. wth was up with ur hip hop wear? lol. and rinny who liked to be known as r!nni3 as her alias, zzz was just being rinny. The old, act-cutish, down to earth girl except she had grown much taller huh? lol. mebe u were wearing thick shoes or smthing =p. i tink everyone can testify to the fact that rinny must have been a guy in her previous life. she is so damm man, but at the same time she's a female which is such a intriguing combination zzz. in fact come to tink of it, alot of my frens are like that =.= and rinny was damm lame. i was finding the gang of u all, den i cannot find cuz u all obviously was like at the other gate rite. so i called rinny den she was like " no we are not dere yet, u wait a while kaes" den i was liek okay ya watever. den the momentt i put down fone, she came from behind to pull my sch u out. and the guys were even more lame, they went as far as to jump on me. THX MARCUS. THX BRYAN. THX REN YONG. THX TS, THX DADDY TAN. THX GRANPA ONG. bloody hell, i tink i almost sprained my waist.

so niway the star arrived. jie yong had his luggage and stuff. and as we all see him like changed and ready to check in. it was a realli wierd feeling. i tink all of us seem to bemuch quieter and stuff. it's the 1st time most of our cloeset fren went overseas. while we are stuck in this screwed up jc system, jie yong left for law in aussie. thing all seemed so normal as we just sat down and talk. it was like the old days. just tt there was this niggling feeling, one was to leave our grp tonite.

we were all telling jie yong like how we felt bout him as an indivdual. it was something realli sweet to do, as we sat in a circle and everyone just gave their comments bout him. it ink jie yong is the kinad fren who is realli hard to find nowadays. we are damm gam. and it's like he can read emotions well, almost as well as a woman's third sense. he sense some tension he will come in to defuse the situation, like with a cold joke or smthing. and he's the kind of person who will wait for u at a bustop at like 11.30pm just to talk to u when u are down. okay this sounds pretty gay but watever man.

as he stepped thru that gate. some of the more emos one were like tearing. i wasn't that emo, but i had the urge to do so, afterall he's one of my cloeset fren. and as he pulled his luggage, and turned around to head for the gates. we all made a pact dere. that 2 years later, we will all be gathered dere, every single one of us. and we will be dere to await his arrival back in singapore. and den he left. pulling his luggage along, i wondered how he felt as he stepped thru those doors. and he turned around after waiving goodbye to us. it must be lonely realli to study overseas alone.

if dere's anything i was worried bout going overseas is that mebe i will drift apart from all my frens. i realli hope that wun happen and bonds forged over such a long period will not be so easily broken. but i can oni hope and just do my part to stay in touch.

and as his back view got smaller and smaller the grp of us just stood dere quite speechless. it's like we all din know what to feel or watever. but the thing is.
no matter how old we will grow to be, how many kids we have, which sch we go to, where we live in, we will all be under the same sky. and somewhere in our hearts we will all share the same melodies of life.

jie yong. this is to u. take care and study hard. we will be dere waiting for u. brothers for life.

tired

2006-08-22T22:24:00.000-07:00

tired. just plain tired. RAR. i tink i burned out. all i wanna do now is just sleep. till september ends.

sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep. hibernate hibernate hibernate.

Breaking 3 out of the 4 commandments.

2006-08-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

I think this gonna be of the longer posts of this running diary. friday and saturday realli felt as if i was on a holiday. u know that kinda feeling when u are on a holiday, the relaxing feeling u derive from one day's of walking and standing. and ur legs just ache, den u wud take a hot shower, come out to the cold air con mroom, just lie on the bed and rest your tired legs. yeah it's that kinda feeling. it's like lectures are coming hard and fast, the pace is up. Before you know it, u start not understanding lectures and start to lag behind. u say u wud finish up stuff during the weekend, catch up and stuff. but u don't. u procrastinate. den b4 u know it here comes more tutorials. and den along comes ur pw, comes ur tests to study for. so how? so it's like everyone realli feels damm pek chek la, under stress.

so like i was saying this friday and sat felt as if i was overseas taking a holiday.so we had this realli stupid idea. we brought alcohol to school. cuz everyone was feeling so f-ed up. jie jiu xiao chou. so it's like that day was fine la. bio spa was as usualy screy. my eyes damm tired from squinting at the stupid microscope. so yeah after gp, we just drank la, drink beer play cards. woot the oni thingmissing was peanuts =.= so yeah we played cards while drinking, actually the main thing was not to fine something to play, it's to entertain ourselves while waiting for the alcohol to numb our senses and erase all our screwed up and pent up emotions. drinking is bad, yeah but once in a while it's fine. so it's like after drinking u can see the highness setting in lol. people get more talkative, den it's like usually we wun jiao wei but it's like aiyah just let go u get it lol. so we were sayign we nidded to eat something to go along with the beer, so we went to get chips. i treat la, not as if everi friday u can do some crazy shit. so we were like high. i was personally feeling erm, like no worries. like, the brains tell me, hey man, this is life. there's no school tomorrow, stop worrying bout all ur shit just relax. enjoy.

okay i tink mine was reasonable. lih hern thought that if he flapped his arms mebe he could fly or smthing lol. i tink we all needed this hiatus and this drinking session la. i finally understand why people call friday happy hour. it's like working ppl, friday stresed pised everithing just let go on friday go wild, go partee. now understood. i understand the need to drink also. the fact that it's an anti-depressant is realli true. all ur worries, be it big or small is just like SNAP! and gone.

u know that kinda feeling, when u had a realli shitty week? ur gf left you, ur exams all U, u had a tiff with ur close frens, and u just can't seem to do anything right, the bus does not stop for u, he bus takes forever, mum nags like a radio. the universal solution: happy hour friday.

so niway we were saying we broke 3 out of the 4 taboos. CHI HE PIAO DU. so we were eating chips with miss phoenix who is suppose to be my dad's mistress, so after she left it was like all guys again so we talked cock. and shocked when everyone is like so erm high, happy and stuff at ease, talking seems so much fun =.= den we went to spectate soccer. as in people plying in the field, how come it didn't ever occur to us how entertaining it is to sit on the railings watching the play, enjoy the cool evening weather, and just toking crap. was it the placebo effect, the alcohol or isit realli that nice to do so lol. i din know.

so we all felt it was a realli special day. deserving of good food. u know the problem with singapore. it's too damm small, when u wan good food and cheap at the same time the same stuff popup in ur head and it's sian. so we took like 1 hours and 30mins to decide hey, just eat pizza hut. so it was like we all din wanna go home earli cuz aiyah hang out more la. it's friday. how often do u get the chance. esp when ur life is bloody hectic and things just happen. so when it's time to unwind we unwind. kfc had a god damm lng q, so we settled for KFC.

if there were anything to justify CHI in chi he piao du. it was the kfc meal. when was the last time u ever ate something so satisfying for ur taste buds. yeah i eat kfc from time to time. but i never had the chance to EAT SO MANY finger food at the same time. cuz i always solo. I ate like crispy, original chikcne, popcorn chijkcne, nuggets, cheesy fries and earghz it was heaven. alcohol realli makes u like hungry or smthing. or it opens ur appetite or smthing. so we had a table filled with so much good food u don't realli know where to start. so we just sat, and took our own sweet time to work thru the food. and once again. seriously. i dun know why. but i felt happy la. it's like sometimes u go out, but u wun realli enjoy urself rite. cuz it's like aiyah sian diao. but friday was fun. i realli had fergetten everithing bout sch and stuff, n there was like no urge to go home lol. So after we were damm full, we sat at kfc for quite some time b4 it was realli like late at close to 10pm den we decided yeah time to hit home. but u know at that point i was sitting dere just chatting after our meal, it was realli holiday mood. holiday mood as in those u travel overseas that kind. i had the impression i had like erm shopped for a long day, joined the tour grp for some interestin sight seeing and i am just enjoying a goodand entertaining talk with fellow frens, b4 going back to the hotel, watch some tv get some room service play some cards. when i left i felt i was going back to the hotel or smthign lol. u know enterting tt hotel room with room service done, the room smells good the sheets are need. den u just sleep lol. i tink we shud realli do such stuff everi friday. it will keep u sane. as in u wun keep complaining hey screw life, life sucks. okay sch life does suck. i agree lol. but at least it gives u like some meaning in life.

i came home so tired. so tired. i can doze off in front of the computer while doing my pw wr. with blaring musics, mind u. so i was like at 3am. i realli buay tahan liao. i went to bed. and i swore. i fell asleep in less den 10secs LOL. i was that tired. and that's realli seldom. oh yeah i wasfeeling brain lag also. it's like i was a fone camera. when u swing ur fov around, the images will lag and take 2 secs to register. okay mebe i was a little tipsy or smthing.

den i had pw today morning. and den. back to my fantasy holiday again. i went to hardrock cafe for dinner with family. not exactly dinner mind u. it was more of like dinner + supper LOL. we went dere at like 6.20 and left at like 12am. LOL. when was the last time u did something. probably been a long time since u ever done this. hard rock is a realli cool place to go. provided u have the cash haah. the prics dere are quite steep, but it'srealli worth it.

the ambience is amazing. they have this stage, for live bands tt perform at nite, and smack in the middle there is the neon words: The King. Referring to Elvis Presly. and they had this ultra giant big screen that was broadcasting ROCK mtv when we went. and small plasma tvs were found all over the restaurant for conveninent viewing. they had ike past articles on evo of rock music pasted on walls, and the lighting was not fluroscent lighting , more country more warm kinda lighting. and so i thought, till tit changed later.

so niway, the food is realli great. and the dirnks is heavenly and the service is good. the staff asks u everi 5mins if u need anything. that's not the point though the point was that the atmosphere alone was worth it. they had this super power audio system, and they churned out favourite hits like from our era one. den u will be sitting dere eating food drinking ur beverage and just chatting with ur closed ones. it's like u were overseas in some zai resaturant.

so then 8pm came. and yeah they showed live EPL soccer dere. can u imagine if u watched the big screen tv live with ur frens. i realli recommend we head dere one of these days. to catch some big soccer showdown orsmthing. just go dere earli get a nice table and eat ur food slowly, savour everi bite. u knwop the thing bout watching soccer alone and with a grp of frens lol. it's diff.

then the live band came to perform at like 10 45. and i swore, i never felt bass that strong b4. i had my leg against the chair so some jeans was like sticking out. i could felt the jeans move from the vibration of the bass. tt's how powerful it was. but as they played famous hits like five from fight - superman, and etc etc. it was quite captivating as in u just sit dere listen to the songs we are so familiar with being played live in front of ur ears. it's so much diff frm listening to a speaker play it. the ambience. the atmmosphere is totaly different.

as i sat there. i noticed the crowd the people that came in. teenagers mebe in their earli 20s. i wonder if nxt time when i am out of sch, working and stuff. wud i enjoy the nightlife like them. today felt like i was in malacca, sitting at one of the bars
in the streets istening to a live band, drinking beverages.

andyeah it was realli a zai weekend. i felt so liek relaxed. and unwound. it was like the feeling u get after u yell out ur frustrations. so cheers.

the longest day.

2006-08-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

so. it is here. the day all the stress will start piling up and stuff. lectures are going at a hectic pace, tests are coming, tutorials are piling up. but one things that never fails to put a smile on my face. friday. =) so those who r dying of fatigue remember tml is erfiday and tt means the weekend is here. and this sat, woot hardrock CAFE! for diner WITH LIVE BAND some more. can't wait.

tonite. we fight. we come we see we conquer.

A walk down memory lane.

2006-08-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

today just felt special for some reason. i was planning to sleep during CT today, but wtf how often do you get to sit with mr tan. so hence,i couldn't sleep at all. so niway, thats not the point. i met mervyn today haha. it;s interesting how fate works. fate is such a funny thing. little did i know zhixiong and mervyn was from the same tuition class in sec sch, when i was like doing my econs odyssey thingy, i got a call from zhixiong that mervyn was here in sch for the k.i symposium i was like omg? wtf?

so niway i rushed thru the econs odyssey thingy, and i went to talk to this fren i had like not seen in what seem to be such a long time. and i was dere zhixiong was like pointing to me, that's mervyn. i was like where? wtf? where?

den merv said hi lol. and i swore i took 5 secs to figure out its him. he looks so much different now, i din remember his fring being so long in the past and he looks so different in nyjc colours. i was like, HEY OMG U CHANGED A LOT. he was like: U NEVER CHANGE AT ALL. LOL wtf?

i sat down and had a chat with him. and yeah he heard i was still as crappy as last time he luffed. and it's like haha we are all going thru the same thing. he fails subs, i fail subs, he's aim ing for overseas and so do i. u know this thing about old frens, it's so hard to just drift apart la. and yeah we still joke bout the same old stuff, and it just makes u wonder, what a wierd thing life is. i never wud have imagine seeing him at k.i symposium, and it's even wierder cuz it was not me who spotted him, it was someone close to me.

watever the case is, it was one helluva day to remember.

Me. The taxi driver.

2006-08-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

sheesh. i dun know why i am blogging when i am suppose to be mugging. zzz niway, i tink i can be a taxi driver nxt time. i eraised i click veri well lwith taxi drivers zzzz. yesterday went i took a cab down to bukit panjang for pw, i was like chatting with the taxi driver thru out the ride, be it politics, studeis or watesoever. and it's not the 1st time this had happened, whenever i took a cab i will end up talking to the driver zzz. usually he makes the 1st comment den i wud follow suit, i tink it's soem company policy or smthing.

i came to an abrupt realization. mebe i could no longer study at homezzz. zzz i dun knwo why but mebe it lost it's effectiveness or smthing. mebe i shall start mugging at taka's lib =.=

one more day.

2006-08-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

i thought i was fine today. till we had bio, then the cold worsened =.= how u wish there was like this universal magic bullet, which rid u of all diseases. i realised mentality plays a very imporatant role in a person road to recovery. i kept reminding myself last nite that i wun fall sick becuz i been thru worse in chiangmai, where i miracurously cured myself of a flu over onenight. all the brainwashing and stuff, was sufficient to ensure my condition did not worsen. in fact my throat don't even hurt anymore it's just that damm runny nose =.=

today shall be festival of sleep. I must get well by tomorrow. make that a reality. i rarely make requests, my dear body, but for once, cooperate with me. i wanna sing in the showers again lol..

if there's anything good bout falling sick, it's that you feel loved when everyone showers you with concern. =)

Click!

2006-08-09T22:01:00.000-07:00

i watched click last night. or rather this morning. and i realli think it is such movies that constantly remind us to live life the right way, not to indulge in endless piles of homework work work work. cuz the day where u tell urself, one day when i am rich i will stop working and spend more time with my loved ones. if u tink that way, that day will never come. human are greedy by nature. even when u are rich, u wud want more money. look at gates, being rich din stop him from spearheading the creation of vista os.

yea we all like to play victims at time. complain bout how unfair life is, yeah i once told a fren i wud like a life remote rofl. den meng fast foward whenever chips are down. but after watching click i realised mebe nt so afterall. u wud miss out a lot in life if u actually did that. this is something not frm the movie but i came across it the other day when i was bloghopping. it goes something like this. "We only feel down becuz we have to do so in order to know the true meaning of happiness" erm make sense?

so niway, those who seriously haven seen a single of those fireworks festival. please get ur butt down to the city on saturday. it's the french turn to show thier art, and it's suppose to be synchronised with music. so niway i was reading stuff on fotography on fireworks and i was seriously amazed cuz there's actually so much settings u have to tweak ur camera so that the shots will turn out brilliant zzz. too much time? yeah mebe lol.

an tuesday.

2006-08-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

tuesday was great. it all started with school, which is the same every year la. they wud try and brainwash us with ne messages, singapore is good singapore is great. yeah great, so great it's not gonna stop me from studying overseas lol. please tell me i am a great camera man guys, i tink i am realli talented at capturing artistic fotos. look at what i took during combined assembly. mark of an artist. no?

Exactly what you mean, by the sun peeking out =)

here is a closeup. then there were the celebrations which were okay la, i wun say it's entirely boring, since it's like almost the same everyyear. den we had to like sing national day songs, and everyone was singing it rock concert style in the spur of the moment, the idea was just to anyhow sing and move around and make a lot of noise. i tink my shoulders ache due to all the jumping cuz soem buggers beside me, when we linked shoulders one jump so high one jump so low, strain my shoulhders. no wonder now it aches. =.=

then we had the damm bio lect. i was seriously in no mood to pay attention. seriously use ur brains and think who wud actually be at tip top condition on a pre national day celebration. zzz so i just gave up and doodled on my paper. do let me know what you tink of dem =) i am planning to becomme an aspiring artist should i ever fail in life.

then we had 2e class outing. and to be honest, it was crazy, wild, funny and lotsa fun. i din expect so much ppl to turn up la. it's like we are now 3 years apart? we would mebe like expect oni around 10 to appear but it ended up it was even much more than that.

we were mad to the extent we played soccer in the guys toilet. so niway, i played beach soccer till man i was drained. it happens everitiem i do so lol. it's so hard to run on the sand. so i was totally drained of stamina, my feets had blisters from running on the hot sand, one my toenails split and yet i was happy.

it's been a long time. some people never ever change lol. after 4 years we were still niaoing one another over the same things, and everyine one still found dem incredibly funny. esp the animal show bout a certain b loh. it was like the good old times ain't it? where there was no hypocrites, no backstabbing going on. everyone seems to detest jc lol.

and yeah after all this years, it's surprising we could still get along so well. i am shocked to a certain extent haha, i tot we wud sorta drift apart, but i was proven wrong i guess. i luffed till my stomach muscles ached today =.= and for once i slept earlier than most ppl last nite, cuz i was simply so shagged.

i can't wish for anything more. can i?

Final Fantasy

2006-08-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

I just downloaded the final fantasy 2002 concert album. the one where all the most wonderful sound peices are played and sang LIVE since FF1. i am amazed. it sounds much better den the original sounds. i decided to add attending a FINAL FANTASY A CONCERT as part of my dreams.

Can you imagine you. sitting and all dressed up listening to songs that broght back such wonderful memories when u were a child, playing the playstation. all the times u weaped for the male and female lead, the anxiety u felt when u fought a boss character.

oh well i haven't been blogging much been realli tired. realli, frm all the tutorials and stuff.and finally our well deserved break is here, national day oleh. i can't wait to go sentosa tml, been a long time since i had a great game of soccer.

I think i am developing migraines. i often have headaches when i dun nap =.= oh well.
wat a piece of pointless post. =.=

ah da east.

2006-08-03T02:06:00.000-07:00

as i took 67 home today with ben and zhixiong i realised, how near my journey from sch is to my house. i used to take all the way till tampinies, which ben does, den iw ud change to the mrt b4 making my way home. total time spent close to around 2 hours. zzzz

i am such a lucky guy. remember hwo i was complaining a while ago that i had nothing to do. now is i have too much things to do. i used to be like bored on a sunday durin th holidays. now. i have too much stuff to watch lol. it's liek piling up like a homework. ever eince i bought that new hard disk i been piling up on anime, 2 seasons watiing for me now 3 seasons of simpsons. waiting. and i have no time to wathxc zzz. too tiring. i can feel myself burning out now. i wun be like as hyper as last time. it's realli kinda tired lol.

oh well. friday friday. here i come.

i am tired.

2006-08-02T00:02:00.000-07:00

this week hasn't exactly been the same. i dun know how to put it across but maybe it is due to the exhaustion or something but things hasn't exactly been like b4. i tink especially last night, i was realli realli angsty. people who know me usually knows that at nite i am usually in a good mood, but last nite i just couldn't exactly feel high or happy. it's like u got some pent up frustrations u have to vent, but u have no avenue to do so. i was telling a good fren last nite, how great it would be if, we were to like pack our luggage now and leave on a cruise holiday tomorrow. omg that would be so refreshing. it will inject tt much needed vigour into our lives. imagine if we went on superstar virgo, that nite which i felt angsty will instantly vanish. we would be sitting on the void deck at the 13th story, just simply standing dere having a good talk, enjoying the nite breeze and the celestial constellations. we would go for shows, magic shows, play bingo, watch late nite movies, go for supper at 3am, go to the arcade that opens 24/7. just that thought. wow. school pales in comparison.

u know i have this thought. if only humans can hibernate. like polar bears. or smthing. den i can. wake me up when september ends. haha. tt greenday song is realli meaningful, when sept ends, our promos will be over and perhaps just perhaps i can enjoy life again, instead of struggling to cope with fatigue everiday.

i hate to admit this. but mebe my so called "good mood" is going on a downhill trend.i very well know the reason for this. but i dun wanna admit it. i decided to let it go, and i shall stick to it. even if there's a glimmer of hope or nithing, i am not sure if i would take a chance nimore. if there's anything life has taught me, it's that reality is different from the movies u see in the cinema. things do not alawys end with happily ever afters. although that would be like, wow, nirvana for me.

time passes realli fast. u notice we are now in the month of august now. i can still remmeber that the orientations seem so near. not that i mind time passes so fast, i cam alreadi for see myself carrying a luggage. standing at the airport check in. saying my goodbyes to my parents, my dearest frens and stuff. if there's anything i gonna regret bout going overseas to study it will be that i will miss the company of frens i have made thru out my life. be it in psch, sec sch, jc. for now i guess i can't realli tink bout something so far. i shall just focus on tasks ahead of me now.

oh dear oh dear. do wake me up when september ends.

Bloody Insomnia.

2006-07-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

i am something wrong. i am tired. 2 days of no sleep to catch up on past studies related stuff, cuz i basically been sleeping for the past year. i sleep in lects, study last min and stuff. i have chem spa tml. i nid to sleep.

i was so tired after pw today. i was like omg. finally i can go home sleep.my eyelids were like weighing down on me, forcing my eyes toe close. the 1st thing after pw that came to my mind was just to sleep. =.=

but now i can't. i am having insomnia. zzz oh man wth is wrong with me.

sunday oh dear sunday.

2006-07-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

i was like headhunting this psp game GTA:LCS today @ marine parade.i did my market research and the lowest price was like $60 which was standard market price la. so i was like looking for game shops, and i came across one. so i was like how much for GTA:LCS. the uncle went $100. i was like OMG WTF? RIP OFF? that was what's going thru in my brains la i din actually say that lol. do i look like some kid to you like those p6 kids, who wud happily smash thier piggy bank in those movies for thier savings (dosen't it make u wonder why they never ever just simply open the piggy bank from the cap at the bottom? ZZZZ) i tink the uncle tink i damm gullible tt's why dare to call for such a screwed up price. guess what i know how to counter. nxt time i go buy something. i am gonna wear black suit. and shades. i will approach the shop owner. i will tilt my head 45 degree upwards, and i will say in the lowest voic possible: how much for this. damm this sucks =.=

so niway i hadd my hair cut @ another malay barber today. i am realli amazed by malay barbers they are so interesting. the person who did my hair today, was listening to the song Where is the love? which was played over the audio system. so as he cut my hair, he mumbled to himself WHERE IS THE LOVE? OH WHERE IS THE LOVE? and he cut my hair according to the rythm of the song. and they will give u thier fair share bout politics, like various tax hikes and stuff and complain how hard it is to make a living. and i will be like uhh, uncle i dun pay taxes.

it's 2.30am now, i guess i will be back to mugging sequence. if i still dun mug, anorther U awaits me for maths in the promos oh well. ZZZ

ahh friday

2006-07-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

i find it wierd i can never run out of superlatives to describe fridays. lol. as usual friday lessons where =.=. like that. it sums up all u need to know lol. everyone will be like erm expecting the weekend, so u tend to space out in lectures etc etc. but watever the case, like i said time and time b4. nothing beats the fact that you come home all tired from a week of mugging or watsoever

u know like i have been ranting bout how i ran out of songs to listen to. and mind you my mp3 collection is like close to 10 gb. so i have been listening to the radio a lot this week, and guess what i realsied friday is the best day to listen to the radio, i made plenty of good finds today.

u know i one of the books i came across talking bout being successful in life, it claims a man does not need the so called oh so important 5Cs to succeed in the sense, the only C the man needs is confidence. That's all. with confidence anything is possible u can make the impossible possible. i dun know if there's any link related to me but my mood has been maintained at this constant all-time high for like a month or so. but i feel good. it's like every morning i get out of the showers i feel good, i look foward to the day. i am really spoilt for choice. i have too many shows to watch. animes. 1 entire season waiting for me to watch. i downloaded matrix the trilogy all 3 in dvd editions, nto to mention the lake house. zzzzz i realli dun know where to start or if i shud start now since it's like near to 2am. if i watch matrix. i wonder what time i will be sleeping.

niway. i nid to get my stamina back. i was playing soccer with the gang the other day and i realised my stamina is like omg, u can have all the fanciful skills in the world but without stamina it's like nothing. u can't do anything to make people go WOW. so yeah i am determined to regain tt stamina i used to had when we used to play asocer almost everyday. and to do that i will start to run and swim. tml is saturday. i will be swimming @ my condo's pool. and on tue i will be running again. i gonna run long d, dosen't matter bout speed, just make sure i can complete long d. i will run tt old chinese high morning jog routine, cuz i seriously need to stretch myself. and yeah i will alternate between the two, and hopefully i can regain my stamina b4 the day where everyone is looking foward to. SENTOSA!

so yeah tt's all for now. zzz. i realli dun know what to watch. someone help me decide. i shall go toss a coin. either matrix or simpsons or anime b4 i sleep.

mixed emotions.

2006-07-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

i have many strands of thoughts going thru my mind now. today was a fine day, with the "partee" at god's house bringing the monotony of life away. it's much needed la , as in a week is like 5 days long. and to get thru half of it, it's oni right u reward urself on a day lol. and it does the job nicely, never fails to brighten up a week, in anticipation of the weekend. i tink we owe zeqi one for using his premises so often =.= ai hopefully everyone will go off feeling happier after a session of much comedy and humour. one of the more influention books i ever read left this lasting line in my mind: "All you have to do is try and put a smile on everyone's face everyday, and everyone around you will feel much better". so dudes, chill. u oni live life once, live happily.

ai i was havin econs tutorial when something struck me today. i realised subject department heads are often have a lot of substance, not just in terms of knowledge but other little things. for example the econs head department, basically applied the entire psyhcology 101 guidebook on us. i remmebered one of my frens from the army was telling me., if u are a suprerior and wanna reprimand a subordinate. rule no.1 is u must always explain why. 1st u must get the victim on ur side, tell dem that you understand what are the difficulties they face, and explain the reason for reprimanding dem. in thise case it wun come across as an agressive maneuver, instead it will be a neutral one. tt's what wateveer the teacher's name was did today. she explained her rationale and it came across as a piece of advice instead of a scolding which u often show tt bu shuang face when mebe ur most hated teacehr sscolds you.

i am realli tired. there's ednless utorials to do. paretns run realli get how hard it is to get good goades. stress. tt's why we all need a hiatus i gueyss

1 man show.

2006-07-25T11:28:00.000-07:00

last man standing. 6am. 30 mins of sleep and i am off to school. i nid a HIATUS! weekend please.

exponential moods

2006-07-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

okay ji long never upadte liao. too slack lol. ai it's like mebe i hardly have the time now to blog much la haha, or usually it's like the time i blog is b4 i sleep, but nowadays i am kinda worn out.i tire easily. no idea why, mebe cuz i just recovered from tt food poisoning or smthing. it's realli quite screwed up, there's a difference between jumping out of bed last time and now dragging my body across to shut the alarm up.

i dun wanna resort to afternoon naps. i always wake up with a headache after that. i gonna try for today. i am not gonna take any nap at all, i shall be a MUGGER! niway tm l is wed so it dosen't matter if i am all tired out or not. ct session exists for a reason. i keep seeing the wrong things today lol. i was at the lobby of my condo just now and i was buying a drink i mistook green tea for coke, and b4 i knew it i pressed the wrong button zzz. and not to mention today during some chem spa thing, plot graph tt time, i miscounted like 6/9 points zzz. clever boy.

i been listening to the radio recently. dun ask me why, LOL i ran out of songs.. and i came to a conclusion, i prefer class 95 over 98.7 which used to be my favourite station. rememeber the late nite show with glenn ong and all the misfits rofl. it was bbig incentive to stay up late in the nite for. but now hmm 98.7 plays a lot of hip hop and it is seirously pissing me off.

so niway. i been experiencing exponential curves for my mood recently lol. i go to sch still suffering from the monday blues today, and it's like SIAN AR. i shud be sleeping at home zzz. but as the lessons and gradually the day went by it ain't so bad la =.= and each day usually off with myself being high at nite. for no apparent reason LOL. drug addict huh tsk tsk.

and i so need to shopping zzz. i am eagerly awaiting salary day. zzz. 5 more days. HANG IN DERE WALLET.

4 leggedness

2006-07-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

this essay is purely for entertainment purposes.

4 legs. pufferfish.
like how hamsters store food in thier cheek pouch.
a smile worthy of female serial killers.
a wierd obsession with blood.
the more the better.
gush over trickle.

cursed legs. 4 of them.
plotting murder.
plotting torture.
listing targets to be impaled on the flagpole.

like zeus.
hot-tempered.
rapid moooood swing.

like a sleep deficient daywalker.
glides around listlessly.

violent.
bao li kuang.
split personality from usual image.
scythe in one hand
bait in the other
like how the lantern fish fishes

a smile. to be wary off.
the end is coming. =)
you are next =)

freaky friday

2006-07-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

friday was great. i went to the farewell soccer match for everyone's favourite retard lol., and in the midst i had to pangseh some frens, but oh well it's worth it, it's your last week b4 u migrate niway, the world biggest retard. i got rammed in the stomach by a shot blocked, and i thought i was relatively fine. i had kfc for dinner, and i have no idea why, but after around8pm my stoamch starts to hurt. hurt alot. it's like food poisoning tt kinda pain, man it spoilt my friday la. zzzz it was a great day all the way till tt stomach attack, zzz i lied on the bed for like 2 hours but the pain wun subside, and oni when i lost track of time did i i manage to fall asleep.

i woke up this morning with a muscle ache. i have no idea why a muscle ache wud result, but probably due to excesive abdominal muscle activity from all the churning and sutff =.= zzz it was horrible.

eargzh okay another rubbish post. zzz off to stone.

Top 10 songs. Since the begining of times.

2006-07-18T10:23:00.000-07:00

dosen't music heal the soul?
TOP 10 SONGS SINCE THE DAWN OF TIME

10. Iron Maiden - Fear of the Dark
There was this period whereby i was fanatics over metal music. iron maiden is one song that never failed to wake me up, pump some adrenaline into my blood. it starts off slow, like a ballad and it becomes lightning fast after a min or so. what makes it so nice it's the slow build up at the start. I am a man who walks alone.. famous lyrics.

9. Niko - Night of Fire
who the heck will ferget this techno song. it's been around since the dawn of times.
night of fire is the exact kind of music u need to listen to when you are sleepy, or u are feeling high. i used to be crazy over techno, and techno wud sound good then, but today after my passion for techno died off, all the other songs seem to suck, except this =.= it's classic techno. it was para para that made it famous, and if u haven't heard of it b4, u shud kill urself.

8. Sum 41 - Hell Song
Everybodies got thier problems, everybody says the same thing to you, lallalala. it's a very upbeat and catchy song. i have listened to every single song from sum41 and this is the song that simply sums up thier style. upbeat, change in tempos, while many argue that fat lip was sum41's best track ever, i beg to differ. hell song is the kinda song that one would turn to when feeling down

7. Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Californication
jing dian. just classic. one of the best songs u can dedicate in a jukebox. it's like close to 6 mins long? and it's realli the kinda sing along kinda songs. it sounds kinda depressing, not exactly fast but u gotta admit it's addictive. the 1st time i heard it i was like omg wat's the song's name? the lyrics seem to rhyme so well in this song from dun know when. they been around for some time lol.

6. Lifehouse - Breathing
like i was telling my classmate today, lifehouse was famous for hanging by a moment, the song we heard on 98.7 like 5 times a day in the year 2000? i personally prefer breathing though. breathing is the kinda soothing songs, exactly the kind u need for relaxation purposes, and the guitar strumming is realli catchy although it sorta repeats itself over and over. the song i used to listen in the showers.

5. Green Day - Jesus Of Suburbia
ah the song i used to hate so much. but suddenly love so much. =.= i used to hate the song cuz it's like the 1st min wud sound realli crappy to anyone honestly. if u are the kind like me, when u have a new song u wud skip and skip and skip and if u find the song sucky u delete. tt's why i missed out on this song =.= if u beared with it for like 1mins30secs, u wud actually find it a very nice song. and i did tt by mistake, i sorta left the song on and was packing my bag when i heard tt change in tempo of the song at the 1mins 45secs mark. it's like a rock song but at the same time the soothing kind. it's hard to explain, it's the song whewrby after a long day at school, or u are feleing pissed or moody u turn up the volume and blast this song, feels so at home.

4. M2M - The Day You Ranaway
this song sums up the period of time i THOUGHT i was happiest but actually looking back at it now. i wud say i am feeling much happier now. but oh well.,it just means a lot to me cuz during tt period ot time i been playing this song everywhere, i hear it like 4 to 5 times everytime i took the MRT home, especially late at night. the nicest part is the one whereby, oh i remember, date and time, september 22nd sunday 25 after 9 , in the doorway, with ur case, no longer shouting at each other there were tears on our faces.

3. Green Day - Holiday
nothing to say. one of the happiest songs around. LOL. it has this happy aura, u listen to it u will just feel happy. one of the best songs to brighten your day.

2. Eagled Eye Cherry - SAVE TONIGHT
this song. is briliant lol. another mood brightener. let's delllaaaay our misery. this line sorta like persuades u to procrastiante dosen't it haha?

1. Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
i will never ferget this song. neither will i ever get sick of it. it accompanied ever since i feel in love with it the 1st time it was played on the radio. i was like, omg wat's the song name. I can write out the entire lyrics for this song, it just shows how much i have listend to it. it's a depressing song surprisingly. but it reminds you of how u shud remain strng, even if you are alone, cuz essentially the song is about walking down a street alone. i used to listen to this song like twice before i wud retire to bed. remembere how long it stayed on the top 20 list. song of the year =)

a sister's food. and an old song

2006-07-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

u know all the talk bout how one's siblings will suck and stuff haha. ai i realised my sis is not that bad haha. my parents been going on holidays veri often this year, and my sis and me are always home alone.

i remember, march the 2nd, the day when i felt devastated, my sis came into my room and i told her about the incident, my sis patted me on the back, and said in her sweestest voice which i oni hear when she talks to her bf: " dun sad okay, jie jie cook magee mee for u". as i ate that bowl of noodles she cooked, i dun know hwo to feel it's like two extreme emotions, i dun whether i shud feel loved or depressed. as i ate, i had to stop the tears from rolling into that bowl of magee mee. it may be just magee mee, but i felt really comforted. it warmed my dying heart.

eons onward, fast foward till the current space of time. where frequently my parents are overseas, jie is the oni one at home with me. she's currently working while waiting for school to start in NUS, so it's like i rarely talk to her since i have school and her shifts are often till late at nite around 10pm. she comes home all tired and she just sleeps.

but despite all the hectic schedule, she never fails to look after me. jie usually dun have to get up so earli, but she asked me to wake her up so she can drive me to school, i remembered there was this time i woke up at like 2.30pm and the house was alreadi empty on a sunday. and i saw this note by jie: there's food in the kitchen. it's such a nice gesture, especially tt smiley face.

and today. as she came home at 12+ she bought me supper frm 7-11 where she could have chosen to go home straight. my jie can be realli nice sometimes, when she go backs to hostel. i will often find myself often wandering to her room subconsciouslly, it's realli subconscious i wud walk into her room although i expect to see a dark room with no one in it.

niway my day was realli brightened today when i found this chinese song i been longing to find. it's like i dun know the song tittle but today a certain furniture sent it to me, and i was lIKE OMG!@#!@#!@#!@# EDSA e!@#!@#!@#

IT TOTALLY MADE MY DAY LA. the last time i ever felt so happy finding a song is when i listened to boulevard of broken dreams in sec3.

deja vu

2006-07-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

it's deja vu again. like 1 year ago i am once again hooked on this close to 10mins song by green day lol.

"Jesus Of Suburbia" - Green Day

[Part 1]

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the moms and brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

[Part 2: City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to careeeeee

[Part 3: I don't care]

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
[x4]

I don't careeeeeeeeee

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]

[Part 4: Dearly beloved]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]

To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist

So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...

simple plan

2006-07-16T00:45:00.000-07:00

i gonna get a remote. seriously lol. i will lie on the bed to listen to music, it's kinda like a new found hobby. as i lied on bed, i went thru simple plan's discography that i just downloaded, i am surprised i wasn't a fan of them when i was younger, cuz all thier songs sounded so right to me. god must hate me. dun u wonder whether tt's true when u are having a really bad day haha.

u know the something bout live songs. they always get you high. esp the clapping and the ambience the audience creates. i have been spamming lotsa music these few days. and my music collection reached a grand totaly this. lol.

this is why i nid a remote. lol. i was wondering if i can sleep while leaving the speakers on. or nxt time insomnia i can some classical music so i wud doze off or smthing.

i am looking foward to dinner now lol. it's been a long time since i felt such a great appetite to eat something. it's gonna be good haha. sunday oh dear sunday. u rock my world.

memory lane

2006-07-15T10:52:00.000-07:00

he used to have a fren, a fren he could relate to. a fren he could tell his insecurities, his fears his dreams to. but tt fren betrayed him.

wounds that even time could not heal. he tried telling, oh wait he can't even let anyone know. is there any one left who could understand?

shopping spree

2006-07-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

i came home. with like 5 plastic bags. lugging things, stumbling into the door. i went on a shopping spree. AGAIN. not long after i bought those speakers. earghz i am sleepy, lol i dun know why but not enuff sleep =.= oh well niway i had pw this morning so i had to get up ealri so mebe partly the reason why. national library is realli owesome, 13 levels, and 1 level called the imagination room which realli leaves one to ponder what's tt floor for. things went smoothly unless u count the fact that, ee loong was reading the book "history of bras" , when a lady walked passed and was like starting at ee loong lol.

i am confused someone shud realli ride a dummies guide to common social problems. i dun know if i can trust this fren whom used to be close to me but recently kinda drifted apart cuz i am not sure if i can no longer trust this close fren after this fren had social acquantiances that i detested. so oh well zzz.

creative xi-fi here i come.

2006-07-13T02:07:00.000-07:00

06S71 is a class seriously a class with lotsa problems.
1st is the free rider problem. after school today, a bunch of free riders decided to take advantage of the public good, yang zeqi's house. we came we saw, we kena own. the moment step into his house u can feel the aura of intelligence, everyone's intellect suddenly rocketed.

and guess what we found and yang zeqi house.

YES PLEASE USE FAKE WINDOWS XP. please please.

aand then today we saw the crowning of the new champion edmund neo. in todays 1v1, 2v1 competition he won champion out of all the other free riders.

he showed great skill in executing reverse polarity ont the creeps, another jing dian edmund neo in addition to chain frost creeps, and also he showed good use of his brains when he claim he wun fall for the remote mines, which he cliams he know the position. but he fell for it all the same. roars of SONG BO ranged thru zeqi house, seeing a new champion, a new legend being born. I give u. edmund neo.

let the party begin

2006-07-11T11:18:00.000-07:00

let the party begin. woot paretns going on holiday from wed to sunday. which once again leaves me as HOME ALONE KID AGAIN. i tink i am like one of the most frequent home alone kids la. the season of da bao, not sleeping, and blasting of speakers is here. no paretns to yell at me to turn down the volume of the speakers, wat's the point of playing mp3 softly when u have a $229 sound system. eat what i want, do what i want, come home any time i want lol. sometimes i do miss tt kinda life. and it's finally here. WHOOOHOOO

life's been a bed of roses recently. i am really truly upbeat bout life for once, i tink it's about living ur life to the fullest. u may flunk test flunk exam, and stuff but hmm it's how u look at it. i enjoy every day to the fullest, i luff i crack jokes, noisy but yeah, who cares. people may look at u with different viewpoints some condem u for being so hyper and noisy but thier opinion are pretty insignificant ain't it? u live for urself not dem.

rawk on. kick ass of a life woot.

sq

2006-07-10T11:54:00.000-07:00

i am so god darn happy omg. i am so tired. yet so happy. omg omg. today i faced one of the biggest computing problems i ever faced. i crased my vista os with a tamper of the reigtry and by entire os locked itsel out. q cuik revert to xp tells me i expred my 30 day activatime time and i seriously was like WTWW?EQ?@#!@#!@#?!@#?@#

i was ready to smash somthing. i spent 6 hours. formatting 5 times. installing xp 5 times just to crack the damm 30days trialing thing. and finally from 6 pm to 12pm i gaveup. from a pissed young man i became a delrious one. i love to talk to certain people they just make you feel better not matter how pissed you are.

and finally frm 6pm to 3am. at 3am. i finally made the breakthrough. i cracked the windows system. finally. the activaitn system is beaten. and it took me hell of a time and i am so darn tired. i slept less den 3 hours yesteday 3 hours in 24 hours. i am so beat. yet so happy. omg.!@#!@#@!#

insomnia

2006-07-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

i have insomnia. and it's gotten realli bad. i will lie on the bed den i toss and i turn den i cannot sleep zzz. so i resorted to this.

yes. me listening to that. has the world gone mad?

2006-07-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

i just had this realli lame dream. if oni i was the suprerior one in this world rofl.

i wud walk on the road. and i wud jaywalk freely. any incoming cars, i will say "Hasta La Vista, Baby" den i wud click my fingers and the cars will explode. i i will walk across the road without getting a single scratch on my face.

i wud freeze time. so that i can get longer sleep hours. before unfreezing time. and when life is most wonderful and high, i will prolong that time by pausing life.

i will never fear for the lack of time in exams. i wud replace my chair with an arm chair, put my legs on the table and work thru the paper slowly.

thou shall not mug. i will be able to flip thru the notes and everying gets saved fotographically.

neither will i ever eat from that hell hole of a canteen. i wud eat all the fastfood i want, without any damaage to my own body, just a snap of a finger and my order appears.

i wun wear the brown postman uniform of hc. i wud wear black. a black trench coat and shades to school. like the matrix.

i will do what i want in lectures. i can sleep and the info will be gained via teh subconscious mind. i will bring in mocha frap put my legs on the table and listen with ease.

i will camp at HMV for god knows how long and be allowed to sample all thier cds. its suck a hassle to find nice songs nowadays.since i hate hip hop and nowadays it's the hip hop era.

i wanna walk on water. i tink the feeling will be pretty cool.

i will never wanna fall sick.

and i will use the cheat. showmethemoney
i will neve rrun out of money. i will spend stuff all i want. dollar notes will be used as paper napkins. i wanna sleep in this water capsule. with oni my head above water. it will be so cooling.

i will travel all around the world attending LIVE concerts of my favourite bands.

i will replace plain water with coke. so that the human body drinks coke instead of water.

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2006-07-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

let me do an update on life. erm, where to start. oh yeah, this week been realli realli exhausting i am so tired everiday la. z thx to worldcup. i get less and less sleep. oh well nxt week it will be back to rnomal. i wonder if i iwll suffer from post-worldcup blues LOL.

so niway sch had this talk or entrepreneurship on friday. and as usual, wait mebe not as usual. we decided to pon rofl. it reminded me of sec sch days, where we will just mass pon. it has become a different affair now, in jc. it's only the old guard that does such stuff nowadays.

so niway we went to LAN and yeah i eralli enjoyd myself. when was the last time i had this kinda feeling, perhaps at the e2max lan overnight. so niway i realli felt it was worth it. shud cs come knocking on the door. big deal, it was worth it.

recently. i had realli grown to like sch a lot. nt tt i love studying. but it's just a venue of expression and for u to chill. the was this period of time the moment i opened my eyes frm sleep, i will be like sian ar sch. dere seem to be much more motivation goign to sch nowadays. so much to talk about, so much to luff about. all the unhappy thoughts seem to vanished for now.

actually i am realli grateful. to be in this class. i have people i can click with, can chill with, can have fun with. our class bench is so convenient. our class bench is so near to all my frens frm other classes. it's realli much better compared to a few of my frens, oh well all i can sayis just hang on guys. jc is realli short. oni 1 and a half years left, let's endure together alrite =)

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2006-07-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

where were you. when the world stopped turning.
where were you. when i needed you
where were you. when i needed support
did you stay up late at nite just to make sure i sleep in peace.
i did. u din.

did you ever even bother bout how i felt?
you probably thought, the world revolved around you.
and now, when we crumbled tt support we built.
and now that the smokes are about to clear, and the skies is blue.

u show remorse. and regret. isn't it too late?

i alreadi found comfort in life. i have people who care.
all i can say is, life is fair.
and i am eternally grateful for that.

..

2006-07-05T23:17:00.000-07:00

I have a question. u can be pissed with ppl. u can be pissed with ur paretns. bout what the hell do u do whan u are pissed with urself.

nice fail maths dere. barrage of of careless mistakes to yeild an ungraded. NICE ONE.

new xp

2006-07-05T15:41:00.000-07:00

this have gotta be a new experience. blogging b4 sch =.= so niway, the past few days have been a blur, thx to the world cup. i reached home today. i was so damm tired after staying awake for 40 hours of no sleep, i bathed and i just fell onto the bed and sleeped till dinner. i woek up, ate and den went back to sleep LOL.

den i woke up around 10 for about 2 hours, den i went back to sleep again LOL till 3am. den after the france match, which they won (song bo ronaldo?), i went back to sleep and woke up again at 6.10 to go to sch. zzz life realli feels wierd when u sleep discontinuosly. i tink i have to wait till the wc ends, den my life will be back to normal, i am leading a life of a burglar now. same sleeping patterns that is.

lala off to sch.

wierd feeling

2006-07-04T12:55:00.000-07:00

i am blogging at halftime of the 3am semis match. i tink i am going nuts. tml going to sch oops. i mean today. gg. i haven sleep since last nite. i din even take a nap. tt wud mean i wud have to go without sleep for like around 40 hours, and the oni time i can get to sleep is when i get hom from sch on wed.

alallala. someone seriously. save me LOL. i dun know how i gonna survive in sch. lalalala.

Joker Genes.

2006-07-03T11:34:00.000-07:00

lol. i enjoyed myself today. i had an outing with the camp folks and omg how long have we not seen each other? everyone seems to be doing fine now, that's zai haha. i am glad no rifts between us just cuz we are now academically driven.

niway someone asked me today, why i am now more cold. hmm, i am sorry if i gave anyone the wrong idea, but it's just that, after certain experiences in life, you tend not to trust people so easily ba? i mean i know wat's going on and stuff, i just pretend to be stupid and act dumb becuz i am trying to figure out who is trustable, who is sincere, and whom are the leechers.

i am sorry if u feel offended in the process. it's just that once bitten twice shy. i will be like veri warm with u, IF i know you veri well and i know for sure u are trustable. so please do understand. people grow after life experiences, i do. i learnt tt it's not so good to reveal one's insecurities so easily to people. mebe i was too naive in the past.

so niway. i figured out something. i tink i got my joker genes from my grandma. my cousin has a girlfriend called amanda. and my ah ma cannot speak english wah or rather her english veri louya la.

ah-ma: dan zhe e-lewen wu lai bo? (english: later amanda (pronounced as eleven got come not?)
mum: is amanda. i still twelve ar, eleven.
cousin: ah-ma, umm si buay magee mee eh seven-eleven la. (ahma, not u buy the magee mee that 7-11 la)

rofl. a funny family. a funny kid LOL.

i love sound.

2006-07-02T09:51:00.000-07:00

i realised soemthing bout my speakers today. it performs best when u play rock song. den u can hear the bass. hard to epxlain how niway.

so today i spent half the day out of the house lol. it ink someone was trying to tell me something today. i used to aspire to be a psychologist a lot. den it kinda chagned over the last 3 months. i used to have no sense of money. i dun care how much i spend i dun care how much i have in savings. practically i just spend as i see deem fit. till recently. i started to have material wants. lotsa of ddem. econs term as unlimited wants.

so i started to change. i oni ate 1 meal in sch, at seriously why wud i wanna eat more at tt screwed up canteen zzz. not waste money ar no. and i stop buying drinks. once in a while, it's fine but ya it can save up to a lot. not to mention, i will tink twice bout buying brain freeze at the 7-11 on my way home. i realli transformed lol. i plan my finances. whenever i wanna buy something i will print the entire price list out and compare prices, surf forums for the best deals, walk from db to orchard and back again to find the cheapest price. i will plan the way i spend the cash, i will plan how much to save for the nxt month so i can get what i want and stuff.

zzz wierd eh. ppl do change haha. i had a nice talk with my cousin today. my cousin is 24 this year i tink and he just finished his studies in chicago. he used to be one of my favourite cousins cuz he took great care of me when i was young till i went into chs and he left for chicago.

so i talked to him today bout studying overseas. i was the kind who wanted to stay in sg for uni. but after a talk today i saw his point. and mum and dad's point. he's going off tml to america again, to work at jp morgan. A WALL STREET COMPANY. how great is dat. i realli admire him a lot. he earns 60 000 USD, and including bonusses a year which is usually another 60 000. u know how much is that? 20 k sgd per month.

i am inspired. i wan a career like that. like i said i have a lot of dreams. a penthouse condo over looking the sea, sports cars, latest home entertainment and stuff a nice house a nic family. and to have that i nid a strong career. like dad. so i tink my mind is more or less made up.

i tink i might actually wanna go overseas and study. cuz i am a dreamer =)

haircut?

2006-07-01T21:18:00.000-07:00

i nid a haircut. and damm. i ferget to go to cut my hair yesterday. i dun have tgime for that todayz. niway bRAZIL IS OUT SONG BO???????????????????????????????????? SONG BO. BRAZIL IS OUT SONG BO.

france do knock out portugal for me. revenge will be sweet. screw portugal. bunch of f-ed up divers. i will be going out now. holidays have been realli jammed packed with activity.

Heartbroken.

2006-07-01T11:19:00.000-07:00

wo hen xing tong. i saw england getting knocked out of the world cup so cruely b4 my very eyes. and i felt they totally do not deserve such a result. they deserved to go thru. fuck portugal. fuck the refree.

why the bloody hell did u send rooney off for. fucking eat money la. i was so damm bloody pissed when the refree sent him off. FOR WHAT. for pushing christino ronaldo, and not to mention. rooney and ronaldo plays for man utd. ronaldo obvious came in and said something to agitate rooney. rooney shoved him on the chest. yes tt was wrong. but did it deserve a red card? no. it shud have been a yellow. i was so pissed at that moment i almost yelled a string of vulgarities in front of my mum and dad. rooney shudn't have been sent off. not so earli in the game. fuck the refree for this.

that was not all. they had a valid penalty claim a handball claim turned down by the pajiao refree. i felt so sorry for beckham. he was injured in the 2nd half. and mebe it was not tt seirous. but england subbed him off to play lennon aniway. cheers to lennon he played well. but captain beckham, for all his running and biaing was subbed off. he can no longer personally play a part in the game. his injury was not tt seirus, as he could still jog off the pitch. but the next moment the camera showed his face. he was in tears. to see a grown man. 30 year old crying.

i tink i can understand why beckham cried. as a boy he was seent off in the 98 world cup against argetina, for a challenge on simeone. he redeemed himself in the eyes of the england fans with a string of good performances soon after. soon he had the status of eng captain. he is 30. he may not make the nxt world cup any more. i am sure he felt absouletely heartbroken when he knew he could no longer contribute to a team he loved so much, a team he ran his hearts out for. i was sure, the pain of the injury din cause him to cry. it was his love for the country.

i shouted till my voice was hoarse. everytime england missed a shot, i howled. 10 men vs 11 men, they still created a string of good chances. thx to gerrard, lennon, heagreaves who all ran like their lives depended on it. they hang on. england. endure 1 hour of defending at the cost of the red card. and den it came down to penalties. the moment lampard missed the 1st one. i tot. this is it it's over. but part of me, still prayed for robinson to save the nxt penalty. and yea he did. i hurled out of the seat and yelled SONG BO. i felt england was through, they had 1 penalty advantage. but gerrad. he missed. i dun blame him. he played his hearts out.

and when ronaldo scored the last penalty to see protugal thru. at that moment. it was like i was realli heartbroken again. the feeling was the same. u could only. sit dere and watch. u couldn't do anything. how i wished i could be on the pitch. i swore i would whack the refree into pulp. heck, even as a man united fan, i felt like beating ronaldo up. i sat in the sofa in disbelief. i realli realli felt sorry for england. for the entire team. who played against all odds to hang on to the penalty. oni to lose. football is just so cruel. the last time i felt so devastated was when man united was knocked out of cl by benfica.

france and brazil is nxt. france. win it for me. beat brazil. den go on and beat portugal for me.

Straight to Curved.

2006-07-01T01:21:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 3pm today. post blocks felt great haha. i paid off my sleep debt incurred during tt week esp on thurs eve where i slept oni for like 3 hours without napping in the noon and on friday itself, where i din take any naps and stayed up to watch soccer.

to be honest. i am excited. i can hardly wait. england is gonna play portugal tonite. many people expects england to fall. logically speaking i would be part of the grp tt thinks england is gonna be booted out. but being an england supporter since 1999, i beg to differ

woman have accurate 6th sense. i have a feeling that england will pull through. not becuz they have suprerior and nicer attacking football den portugal. is becuz of passion. england players play with passion. and one person who displays quality to the veri best is steven gerrard. i am not a liverpool supporter. but i respect gerrard for how he single handedly inspires the entire liverpool squad. hwo he single handedly dragged liverpool out from the grave to becoming champions in the cl finals against milan.

he plays with a spirit, a competetiveness matched with roy keane. if he realli plays with tt kinda vigour tonite. i feel it's the key he will be lifting england to play well. and for god sake. peter crouch. please remain on the bench. tt's the oni way we can win it.

many people support brazil. i bloody hate dem to the core. the knocked out england in the 02 wc. FROM A F********* tyco ronaldinho free kick from 40 yards out, which was suppose to be a cross INSTEAD of a shot on goal. screw brazil they been dominating too long. girls support dem cuz of thier attractive jersey colours. WHATEVER. if u watched soccer long enuff u will know how arrogant the bunch of dem ar. esp when they make media comments. it's sickening. zidane. please knock dem out. i will be the one yelling and screaming on the couch when barthez pulls off wonderful saves, i am sure he will be kept busy today.

okay enuff bout soccer. today is the 1st day after blocks. and to be honest i feel rejuvenated. veri erm well rest. i have so much time to do leisure stuff now la it totally kick ass tt kinda feeling.there's no urgency in life lol. i can talk to people for timeless period t's like i dun have to do tutorials nor memorise chunks of info. i can put 2 legs on the table and just lie on the arm chair and watch simpson episodes and luff myself silly. rock on. post blocks.

p.s england. magic please. i will be ur happiest fan tonite.

A friday not to forget. =)

2006-06-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

i dun know where to start. there's so much i wanna say. so much i wanna cover. my brain feels formatted, after the blocks it's like WHooHOO no nid for the brains anymore, and degradation is kicking in rofl. i had my share of fun today. it was erm. ya fun lol. lotsa fun. suddenly after the bio test i felt so damm relieved. it's like seriously, feels good after the pressure's been building and building esp after last nite where ater 11pm nothing registers alreadi. the brain went mia.

IT feels so good. to be home. just lying in the arm chair. listen to some good music. AND NO NID TO MUG NO NID TO SLEEP EARLI NO RULES NO NOTHING OMG. friday never felt so good in a long time.

imagine this. u come home from school. all tired. after a veri mind taxing test, u just feel exhausted. u enter your room. sit on the chair. and you listen to music. from this.

THE CREATIVE I-TRIGUE 3600

to quote my fren who went shoping with me for this. bass loud enough to cause staionery to vibrate. music never. ever. felt so real. and nice. yes it's WWAAAAYYY OOOVVVVEERRR my budget, but it's money well spent. all the money from saving anc scrimming in sch like not buying drinks and stuff. worth it =)

i am realli motivated to save more in the future. there's till so much more about this friday. but my mind currently mia. it's high on drugs. can't blog much. the bottom line is. it's friday people. HAPPY FRIDAY HAPPY HOUR!

HIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2006-06-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

I AM SO DAMM HIGH LA @#!@# RAR. i had lotsa fun in schhol today. such irony. it's the block tests after all rofl. MY brain cells feel depleted. the red bull dinr ealli help. i am suffering withrawal symptoms. the oni time i was awake was during the papers which is good.

so niwaaaaaaaayyy, TML IS FRIDAY! SONG BO? time passed so damm fast la. and we were still dreading the block test not long ago. OMG OMG OMG FRIDAY NITE FEVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. FRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IS HERE WOOOOOOOOOT.

FOUR DOWN. ONE TO GO.

block test? what block test?

2 down 3 to go. 2 days left.

2006-06-27T11:57:00.000-07:00

just b4 i make my way to the living room to catch the game between france and spain, another day is concluded. there's oni 2 days left b4 the big friday nite fever. and i can bearly wait.

sch has a mystical healing factor. i used to hate going to sch when i am feeling moody, but i was actaully looking to going to sch for the gp paper. i it's one thing when u talk to people online and another when you talk to them in real life. it's like in real life, i seem to be able to get my idea across to dem, especially certain incidences over the past days, not realli incidences but herpshaps findings that i find shocking and hurting.

it dosen't matter now niway. i am still on a high mood. i am still hyper. and it's all thx to this realli amazing bunch of support i have received frm a closely knitted bunch of frens. i realli can't imagine braving a storm without them, that night i found out of certain stuff i was quite pissed cuz well no.1 it was hurting no.2 i felt diggusted at the acts behind the scenes of some people.

but this grp of frens, kept me sane kept my cool ensure i din blow up b4 the paper. i was fine after a good sleep and i am gglad for that. it's not worth it to screw up a paper ain't it, especially when tt grp of individuals aren't realli like worth screwing up for.

after gp today. i went to have lunch with a couple of buddies over at chinese high. it felt right, it's like yeah back to normal haha.

well i just wanna say a big thank you to those who showed concern in oen way or another. i may have not replied you cuz i was seriously not in the right state of mind to do so so please accept my aplogies. yes it was hurting, it was degrading. but i am glad i found out the truth. at least i can go to sleep everynight telling myself, jason you made the right decision. i prevented a major disaster from occuring in my life by choosing the right path to take.

thank you. =) it's the small things you do that matter.

Sleep does wonders.

2006-06-26T16:21:00.000-07:00

this is a post b4 the gp paper. erm sleep does wonders indeed. i am more calm and reserved. wait i am still on the brink of insane happiness. but that dosen't mean i am dropping charges against those farkers. i can't believe how superficial people are getting nowadays, esp AHEM AHEM.

okay niway, people been asking me wassup. let's just say some farkers wanna degrade me. weave tales. if you are so good at it, go library and read story books to children la , kum lan quit sch sua.

as for this so called "FRIENDS". FRIENDS GE LAN LA. they pretend to be on gd terms with you, but they are siding the opposition. spies ge lan la, now not fashionable liao la, u tink what taiwan jian die meh. farking bo liao la, get a farking life can. get involved in some things in life mebe u wun be so farking bo liao, and mebe u can be termed as "GOT LIFE" instead of the i stay at home to watch tv and mug and gossip when i am free.

yushu was right. it's realli damm kum lan. our we the only ppl with lives here? so today marks day one. the day i reserve my judgement and stop trusting a certain grp.i no longer know how to trust, but it's the best i follow my instinct. revenge will be sweet for i am an anarchist.

A perfect song for farkers out dere.

2006-06-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

let me dedicate a song to those superficials ones alrite =)

Bloodhound Gang - I Hope You Die

You must die I alone am best!

I hope ya flip some guy the bird
He cuts you off and youre forced to swerve
In front of the beatles tour bus
A bookmobile and a mack truck
Hauling hazardous biological waste
The light turns red you have no brakes
And hard copy gets it all on tape
So you can see the look on your face

Die die die die die die die
Die die die die die die die

I hope your pinto begins to spin
Takes out a disabled vietnam veteran
Mows down a nobel peace prize winner
And maybe some orphans having christmas dinner
Perhaps even the british royal family
And the rabbi thats clutching the bottle-fed puppy
And we cant forget the newlyweds
And those jerrys kids are as good as dead

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

the countdown resumes.

2006-06-26T07:21:00.000-07:00

i am still looking to friday btw. i ain't sidetraccked. so the countdown resumes. 3 days left. bring it.

btw to those who showed concern i realli appreciate it. all i can say now is a thank you. which sounds so superficial but i am realli sorry i am kinda pissed rite now i can't tink of what to tell you peeps.

nice backstab dere.

2006-06-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

you all know for urself. what u did. what u heared. what u react. and whether u farking twisted the story. i am not a normal guy. i dun take things lying down. u wanna play? i play. u wanna be plastic? fine we all can be plastic.

this is a step too far. and to think u ALL are frens. all my ass la all. fark all of u. i am farking pissed now after finding out the truth. a truth i long suspected. u all just picked on the wrong guy to mess with. tsk tsk.

so i shall play along. with u all. u know who you are. =) if u are farking feeling guilty for being so close to me and yet siding with other people yeah fark u. it's u. and if u farking twisted the story. fark u too. i will play along. =) dun worry.

u farking dun know the limits. i saved face for u. but ur farking mouth must go tell everi farkers in town. u tink what? pasar malam? fark u la, lao tian you yian. let me find out. and those who know. still pretend
PRETEND GE LAN LA. GO FARK THE WALL LA. u think veri fun? how farking old are u. almost an adult still so farking childish. u know what suits the term. bimbo is a term too easy to describe. oh wait. u all dun even fit under tt criteria ain't it? someone shud be getting mirrors for u all.

i dun care if i am making enemies. you guys started the game. there will be only 1 winner. and it's clear it's who. we shall see bout tt shan't we , farkers? =)

HIGH HIGH HIHG 1/5

2006-06-26T01:01:00.000-07:00

1 DOWN. 4 to go. block test? what block test? i am so darn high now la rofl. i love sch. sch rocks.i tink if's dere anything i can survive on it's on people rofl. it feels good to be jiaoweing like old days. like i said i can't wait for friday. the money above is beckoning me to spend it. i can't wait. RAR@#!213 i tink i will high till i go nuts on thursday nite. i am alreadi semi nuts. i can;t close the mouth. i keep smiling
zzz. BLOCK TEST SMLJ BLOCK TEST ROFL BRING IT#!$#$#@

$$$$$ $$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$!!! morney money! MONEY! MONEY MONEY!

FINALLY THE BLOCK

2006-06-25T20:33:00.000-07:00

my fren says i am crazy. the nearer exams get my mood rises exponentially rofl. i tink's it's true i am on the brink of yelling out of happiness. BLOCK TEST LEH SONG BO. ROFl after block test there's so much to do la omg. i alreadi downloladed like 3 full season of simpsons episodes waiting for me to watch. i can't wait for friday. i will be going shopping whoohoo. and not to mention eswc starts. not to mention the qtr finals of world cup starts, OMG. so much to do so little time. block test? what block test? bring it.

as times stands. 11.30am. the day of econs paper. 4.5 days left. GOGOGOGO

Life is a matter of heng suay.

2006-06-24T21:26:00.000-07:00

They always say. life is a matter of heng suay.

BUT SUAY ALSO SHUDN'T SUAY UNTIL LIKE THAT RITE. I BROKE THE GLASS DOOR OMG. i fell down den my knee langa the glass, den the glass broke. zzz wtf? i tink i can join world wrestling federation liao zzz

niway dad watched the game with me lsat nite lol. u know like in simpsons bart and homer often spend tiem together, and they enjoy one another's company, dad is one of the guys u wud enjoy watching soccer with. he woke up at 3.20am to watch the extra-time match between mexio and argentina.

and the thing bout dad is he often make funny comments.
son: ai, mexico has more stamina, ta men xia ban chang bi jiao zai
dad: dui lor, ni kan na xie argenting (chinese for argentina) de player quan bu pang pang de, hui pao meh?

rofl dad. SONG BO TML BLOCK TEST SONG BO WOOT. 6 more days woot.

all i can do is stand.

2006-06-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

was kinda bored so i adobe this. korea is out i kinda sympathise with them. the 2nd goal shud not have counted, zzz the refree realli kayu one.
my dad watch soccer with me rofl at 3am. i wonder how he make it to work tml.
7 days left. aren't u excited?

The return of the bittorrent king.

2006-06-22T13:02:00.000-07:00

After the entire day of configuration of my port, firewall and testing out utorrent azureus, tornado and all the rubbish bit torrent clients, to counter the slow bit torrent downloads, due to what reason u all know la hor AHEM AHEM. some moon hub wun admit. so yea i been getting less 10kbps download on torrent. and finally at 3.45+ finally. the return of the bit torrent king.

as the block test looms. i am getting more and more excited. i can't wait for nxt friday to come. i will go shopping. ogm. omg just the thought of it. i am drooling alreadi. BRING IT ON BLOCK TESTS. come my lady come come my lady~~~ i can't wait for it to start. to end. omg. i tink i am morbid. i gonna love it on friday it will be one of the highest friday i ever had lol.

niway. DAMM I CUT MSELF WHILE SHAVING. WTF. shaver a man's best fren my ass la.
zzz pek chek sia. tt's it i gonna get manual shaver =) i give up =.= i wonder how dad survives with the electronic ones. zzz.

jia you for blocks guys. 8 more days. till liberation and i will be here counting down daily lol.

I ran out of titles.

2006-06-21T13:57:00.000-07:00

so england once again disappointed it's fans. hai as usual la what's new. zzz

i reckon the upcoming tests and exams are making everyone crazy rofl. i am am getting some realli wierd diaglogue with ppl now adays and it's realli entertaining this is the reason i keep chat logs lol.

niway b4 that

cute ain't it? i am a pro fotograher.

A tales of 3 guys at the kopitiam.

[06:13:34 PM] .: ExoduS :.: james
[06:13:35 PM] .: ExoduS :.: u j2
[06:13:39 PM] .: ExoduS :.: u write picture story right
[06:13:39 PM] kewl: ?
[06:13:40 PM] .: ExoduS :.: for gp
[06:13:42 PM] kewl: ya
[06:13:47 PM] kewl: i still got bring color pencil
[06:13:53 PM] kewl: j2 gp the format change
[06:13:56 PM] kewl: must add pictures
[06:13:56 PM] .: ExoduS :.: oh
[06:13:59 PM] kewl: and speech bubbles
[06:14:03 PM] kewl: u better brush up on ur drwaing
[06:14:04 PM] .: ExoduS :.: colours /10 rite
[06:14:05 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ya
[06:14:06 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i know
[06:14:10 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i always fail the colouring part
[06:14:11 PM] .: ExoduS :.: hao
[06:14:12 PM] .: ExoduS :.: hai
[06:14:16 PM] .: ExoduS :.: english so pro also no use
[06:14:17 PM] .: ExoduS :.: james
[06:14:17 PM] kewl: or else u sure get low marks for artistic
expression
[06:14:20 PM] .: ExoduS :.: give me some gp tips please
[06:14:21 PM] kewl: fei
[06:14:27 PM] kewl: use good color pencil
[06:14:31 PM] kewl: the watercolor those type
[06:14:33 PM] .: ExoduS :.: erm what brand one
[06:14:34 PM] .: ExoduS :.: oh
[06:14:35 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:14:38 PM] kewl: then ur sharpener
[06:14:42 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:14:45 PM] .: ExoduS :.: wat brand ?
[06:14:45 PM] kewl: must be those fast and efficient
[06:14:55 PM] kewl: u got find la
[06:15:06 PM] kewl: bras pasar there got alot of such shops
[06:15:08 PM] kewl: u must find those
[06:15:08 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:15:10 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i will
[06:15:10 PM] kewl: u have feeling with
[06:15:14 PM] kewl: if u not feeling
[06:15:20 PM] .: ExoduS :.: my picture compo damm zai one
[06:15:26 PM] kewl: u cannot release the ultimate potential of the
color pencil
[06:15:28 PM] .: ExoduS :.: u got any nice phrases to start with?
[06:15:33 PM] kewl: got
[06:15:34 PM] .: ExoduS :.: it's a sunny day
[06:15:39 PM] .: ExoduS :.: and mr sun is out to work
[06:15:43 PM] .: ExoduS :.: james is at home watching tv
[06:15:45 PM] kewl: ya
[06:15:46 PM] .: ExoduS :.: when suddenly
[06:15:47 PM] kewl: good enough
[06:15:49 PM] .: ExoduS :.: a burgler comes in
[06:15:52 PM] kewl: this is paragraph
[06:15:56 PM] kewl: not nice phrases
[06:15:57 PM] .: ExoduS :.: got nicer opening not
[06:15:59 PM] .: ExoduS :.: like more artsy
[06:16:02 PM] kewl: ok
[06:16:03 PM] .: ExoduS :.: describe weather one
[06:16:42 PM] kewl: Today, it rained cats & dogs, cr was about to leave
home, when a lightning strucked
[06:16:45 PM] kewl: like this
[06:16:47 PM] kewl: u must draw
[06:16:51 PM] kewl: the cat
[06:16:52 PM] kewl: and the dog
[06:16:56 PM] kewl: like this u can cscore higher
[06:16:58 PM] .: ExoduS :.: OH
[06:17:00 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay okay
[06:17:01 PM] double u, h,: chun rui
[06:17:09 PM] double u, h,: i teach you how to write
[06:17:11 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:17:13 PM] .: ExoduS :.: must give me
[06:17:14 PM] .: ExoduS :.: the artsy
[06:17:15 PM] double u, h,: picture compo is not like that
[06:17:16 PM] .: ExoduS :.: expression
[06:17:18 PM] double u, h,: j1 picture compo
[06:17:20 PM] double u, h,: its like that one
[06:17:20 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:17:23 PM] double u, h,: they give u one big picture
[06:17:26 PM] double u, h,: then got give u numbers and lines
[06:17:34 PM] kewl: play bingo ?
[06:17:35 PM] double u, h,: 1:___________________________________
2:____________________________________
3:_______________________________
[06:17:37 PM] double u, h,: like that
[06:17:37 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ROFL
[06:17:41 PM] double u, h,: LOL
[06:17:43 PM] double u, h,: shao primary one
[06:17:48 PM] double u, h,: last time primary run my picture compo
like that
[06:17:49 PM] double u, h,: LOL
[06:17:53 PM] double u, h,: shao for e retarded kids
[06:17:53 PM] kewl: shufu
[06:17:54 PM] double u, h,: then i failed
[06:17:56 PM] .: ExoduS :.: PLAY BINGO
[06:17:57 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ROFl
[06:17:57 PM] kewl: last time i primary school
[06:17:57 PM] double u, h,: caused i used full sentences
[06:18:01 PM] .: ExoduS :.: PLAY BINGO KI LAN LA
[06:18:02 PM] kewl: my handwriting damn ownage
[06:18:03 PM] .: ExoduS :.: PLAY 5 stones la
[06:18:04 PM] .: ExoduS :.: .
[06:18:06 PM] kewl: i cannot write on the line
[06:18:07 PM] kewl: :)
[06:18:09 PM] kewl: u know
[06:18:10 PM] kewl: PETS
[06:18:13 PM] kewl: if u all still remember
[06:18:16 PM] .: ExoduS :.: international 5 stones competition
[06:18:18 PM] kewl: then got give u some long lines
[06:18:25 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ya
[06:18:25 PM] kewl: i always fail the handwriting part
[06:18:26 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i know
[06:18:27 PM] kewl: :)
[06:18:27 PM] .: ExoduS :.: no
[06:18:28 PM] .: ExoduS :.: it's called
[06:18:30 PM] .: ExoduS :.: penmanship la dumbo
[06:18:33 PM] kewl: .
[06:18:34 PM] kewl: oh
[06:18:34 PM] kewl: icic
[06:18:37 PM] .: ExoduS :.: duo nao
[06:18:38 PM] kewl: last time they dun have such word
[06:18:39 PM] .: ExoduS :.: no wonder u in ijc
[06:18:44 PM] kewl: ya
[06:18:47 PM] kewl: i best in ijc liao
[06:18:50 PM] kewl: heng
[06:18:51 PM] kewl: :)
[06:18:52 PM] .: ExoduS :.: eh
[06:18:54 PM] .: ExoduS :.: james
[06:18:54 PM] kewl: i am the top 1%
[06:18:57 PM] kewl: ?
[06:18:57 PM] .: ExoduS :.: are u pro at bingo?
[06:19:00 PM] kewl: nope
[06:19:01 PM] .: ExoduS :.: or 5 stones?
[06:19:02 PM] .: ExoduS :.: can teahc
[06:19:05 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i wan learn 5 stones
[06:19:06 PM] kewl: when ?
[06:19:09 PM] kewl: after ur prelims la
[06:19:11 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:19:12 PM] kewl: i teach u zai zai
[06:19:14 PM] .: ExoduS :.: okay
[06:19:16 PM] .: ExoduS :.: we demon huner
[06:19:17 PM] .: ExoduS :.: hunter
[06:19:19 PM] .: ExoduS :.: close eye play
[06:19:22 PM] kewl: fei
[06:19:25 PM] .: ExoduS :.: listen to sound of the stones in the air
[06:19:27 PM] kewl: i am blind not deaf
[06:19:28 PM] .: ExoduS :.: den we catch
[06:19:36 PM] .: ExoduS :.: like shuang tian zhi zhun
[06:19:38 PM] kewl: that one got guidebook
[06:19:38 PM] .: ExoduS :.: i am yan fei
[06:19:51 PM] kewl: i show u my manual u scared

[06:22:27 PM] kewl: kennyy damn mature
[06:22:30 PM] kewl: just now he online
[06:22:32 PM] kewl: he kepe nudging me
[06:22:35 PM] kewl: he use the normal nudge
[06:22:37 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ROFL
[06:22:38 PM] .: ExoduS :.: HAHA
[06:22:41 PM] kewl: then he keep on pressing
[06:22:54 PM] kewl: he super matur
[06:23:00 PM] kewl: ron
[06:23:00 PM] .: ExoduS :.: 21 year old liao
[06:23:04 PM] .: ExoduS :.: mebe he play magic cards u know james
[06:23:05 PM] kewl: want to cs Ji XIAAAAa
[06:23:07 PM] .: ExoduS :.: like those ahmad
[06:23:07 PM] kewl: .
[06:23:08 PM] .: ExoduS :.: at the alley
[06:23:11 PM] kewl: .
[06:23:12 PM] .: ExoduS :.: he play magic cards
[06:23:13 PM] .: ExoduS :.: LOL
[06:23:15 PM] .: ExoduS :.: yu gi oh cards
[06:23:17 PM] .: ExoduS :.: pokemon cards
[06:23:34 PM] kewl: ascully
[06:23:39 PM] kewl: at night he hug pooh bear one
[06:23:44 PM] kewl: thats why can sleep until so zai
[06:23:49 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ya
[06:23:51 PM] .: ExoduS :.: he 21 year old
[06:23:53 PM] .: ExoduS :.: in army camp
[06:24:05 PM] .: ExoduS :.: he must hug teletubbies to sleep
[06:24:08 PM] kewl: no no
[06:24:11 PM] kewl: ppl play ps2
[06:24:12 PM] kewl: he play bear
[06:24:14 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ROFl
[06:24:15 PM] kewl: like those
[06:24:17 PM] kewl: stage the act
[06:24:17 PM] .: ExoduS :.: BARBIE DOLL LA BEAR
[06:24:23 PM] kewl: he solo control all the creeps
[06:24:27 PM] double u, h,: halo
[06:24:27 PM] kewl: then got play
[06:24:30 PM] double u, h,: i'm bimbo teo
[06:24:34 PM] double u, h,: muackS
[06:24:34 PM] .: ExoduS :.: hi~~~~
[06:24:36 PM] kewl: lol
[06:24:36 PM] .: ExoduS :.: toodles~~
[06:24:39 PM] .: ExoduS :.: kenny
[06:24:40 PM] double u, h,: LOL
[06:24:41 PM] kewl: eh
[06:24:44 PM] kewl: we together send sms
[06:24:46 PM] kewl: spam him
[06:24:46 PM] .: ExoduS :.: no
[06:24:47 PM] .: ExoduS :.: kenny
[06:24:47 PM] .: ExoduS :.: play
[06:24:51 PM] .: ExoduS :.: barbie doll in camp
[06:24:56 PM] kewl: we tell him
[06:24:56 PM] .: ExoduS :.: make den go to eat party
[06:25:08 PM] .: ExoduS :.: den go shopping tt kind
[06:25:13 PM] .: ExoduS :.: or mebe he play masak masak
[06:25:16 PM] .: ExoduS :.: pretend he some top chef
[06:25:17 PM] kewl: no la
[06:25:18 PM] .: ExoduS :.: den he cook
[06:25:18 PM] .: ExoduS :.: .
[06:25:23 PM] kewl: he in camp
[06:25:24 PM] kewl: do manicure
[06:25:27 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ROFL
[06:25:31 PM] .: ExoduS :.: ya he ask his man
[06:25:35 PM] .: ExoduS :.: help him polish nails
[06:25:46 PM] kewl: then another man to hold the hair dryer
[06:25:51 PM] kewl: then another to pull grapes for him

.. i realli have lotsa lame frens. oh well. it's gonna rain soon as we speak at 5.15am ahaha, it's gonna be a nice night to sleep. oops i mean morning. what a rubbish postz =.=

Test? simi test?

2006-06-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

remember mum used to tell u. dun hang out with frens who slack too much. and yea i do have lotsa slacker frens. in fact frens i am close with are all slackers. those last min study type. seriously and honestly i have nothing against ppl who are hardworking or what ppl term as muggers. i am a mugger also lol.

i was just pondering just now. if let say i listened to mum and hang out with studious people. there will be something veri important lackign in my life. u guys remembered how when test or exams driven u to desperation, it's always these bunch of frens who are the 1st to brighten things up.

remmeber how u always get back ur paper. den u see a miserable fail f9 mark. den u look around you. ur best friend also fail. den as another fren walk back from receivng the paper,there's a smile on his face. u think he aced. den he burst out luffing saying, song bo i also fail. den as more and more of these people in ur clique u will be like, fail big deal? LOL den instantly things wud get so light ghearted. cries of "aiyah heck care, la tonite. DOTA", cries of "BOND WHO AND WHO" , "heck la go eat 1st", " see my face, you think i care? lol"

den the people who fail will all mass outing. go eat ar, go play lan ar, movie ar or watever la everyone will alreadi forgoetten bout the result b4 the day ends lol. den tt's how a sadist tradition form. everyone will have this favourite saying, after the test. WAH THE PAPER SIBEH EASY AR. WUN FAIL. NONO WUN FAIL. den when we get back the paper when a person announces he fail, machiam hero all cheer for him lol.

and we will have this tradition of. bond the highest mark guy LOL. of cuz not the muggers la but the highest mark in the clique den we bond to relieve stress lol. sadist tradition owns.
but looking back ar, dun u miss those days? where everyone will be like. test? SIMI TEST? DOTA 1ST DEN SAY LA.

now kinda diff. of cuz got tt kind tell u everiday aiyah no nid mug dun mug, i never mug den silently go mug kind. this kind we term silent muggers lol. and in the past. this kinda ppl kena despise. i mean come on la, u reali tink we kindergarten meh, u say u dun mug get tt kinda result credible nt i ask u. for god sake, if ur results so damm good, use ur brain think for a moment. u tink ppl will believe not. u got substance just tell ppl u mug la, scared what zzz =.= ppl bu shuang come qie la.

so let say if i had mugger frens. i probably will be damm zibei lol. cuz all always a1 tt kind den u fail no one console omg. constant depression.

and how bout those eves of tests where u alreadi cramped so much in ur head and nothing goes in. only to realise ur frens also feel the same way, den we will be all like aiyah heck la dun study den all chat online zz i spent my entire exam period online last year. and so did my friends =.= exam still online that kind.

den we will all complaina nd discuss what we wanna do after the papers. it's a ssort of motivation tt keeps u going. u tink bout the fact tt the exams are over, instantly u feel that u have to endure keep going, and eventaully u can enjoy.

but this year. being in different classes. things seem kinda different eh?

Hasta La Vista, Baby.

2006-06-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

hi. this is the operating system i am currently using. Windows Vista, the newest operating syste after XP, what can i say. erm the graphic interface is breath taking? rember the show minority report, they had this comp screen with a gui. imagine ur com, has the ability to do that. that's vista for u. glass effects for borders of window, like tinted glass like that, a class of it's own. it's nothing like XP's. so well niway this change in os has gotta make me the 1st in hwachong to use a vista os.

seriously. installation a lone took 6 hours. it took me 3 hours to find a problem around the
installation becuz gates disabled dvd emulation wtf? but it's worth it la haha. it's b-e-a-utiful. i wanna have an advantage to use vista since beta. cuz i have a fren who used xp since beta and now he's an xp god, and he repairs com for cash. =) i wanna do that during the hols too. i am suddenly uptight bout maaking money. i have so much stuff i wanna buy. i wanna make my room into the best mutlimedia center. creative surround sound speakers, a 300gb, and after tt i gonna get a 21 inch lcd LOL.

niway i was talking to my bestie last nite. liike around 2am cuz i was doing vista installation and i was using laptop to tok kok.

WARNING. os = operating system. and everthing said is just made up by 2 kids with no life.

.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we shud go write an os
make few cash
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahah yeah man
even for fun also dam zhai
we run our own os few
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
dun nid beat micorsoft
just capture
1% of the entire world pc smarket
enuff
.
jiu few cash liao
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha LO:L
wtf
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
imagine
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
if we were millionaires b4
we even get out of hc
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
COME TO SCH IN SPORTS CAR
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
HAHAH
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
i meet u at mrt everiday
we drive to sch
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
if i can learn c++ first thing i do is heck school com
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
few attention seeking
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
our cars
2 of our cars
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahhaa meet at mrt drive to schoool?!
hahaha
zhai
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
= all the teachers car add up X2
.
mebe x10
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAHA
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:

the most esp in sch now MERCEDES NIA
BIG deal
we shao lamborghini
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
i get mclaren
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ya
also can
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
u get lambo right
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
nah
i tink i will rx-7
lol
.
i will mod la
the original one damm pai kua
go mod
den own the staffs's car jiu song
den lecture
we listen ki lan
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we bring our butler inside copy notes
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAHA
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we sit dere tok kok
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
u still wan take lecture
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
the leturrer shout
OI U ALL 2
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
woah lao
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
WHAT IS THE ANsWer
we stand up
say cya later
and leave
LOL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAH?!
WTF
oh man i noe
u noe the board of directors
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
LOL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
we buy over their company
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
OH YA
DEN WE RUN
LOl
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
that means we own hwa chong
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ROFL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAHAHA
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
YA
yA
DEn
NO NID STUDY
LOL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
yeah lar
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:

ROFL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
lagi best
u see
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
wtf
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
if we got $
everthing posible
ROFL
tt's why la money imprtant now. u got $, everthing comes naturally.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
yeah lar
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
tt's why la
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahah
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
money
impt
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
yeah money most impt
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
everidya
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
money give u things u wanted
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ppl talk to u, ankak bola
sorry
no time
i got some client to meet
another day honey
we coem to sch in suits
.
with brief cases
.
lunch we drive car go orchard eat
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha
wtf
aiya maybe u drive u like dirving
i get chauffer drive for me lar
hahaha
u like sports car
i gt 1 sppors car and a rolls royce alternate
limousine rolls royce
inside get refrigerator 1
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
no
sports car
u drive
damm seh one
.
few manly aura
.
rofl
.
u drive not seh
u never drive
FEW SISSY
few gu niang
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
haha sports car i drive
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
few mommy boi
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
rolls royce chauffer drive
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
wear sun glasses
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
drive to sch?
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAH
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
seh?
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
convertible
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
den we despise
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
rember get super zhai sounds system
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
the hc carpark
we built 2 lots
park dere
we tell hc
sorry
we dun wan park with cheap cars
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
HAHAHA
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
later ur car scratch ours
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
wtf
u noe we can be like the dam rich china man
we go take baseball bat
smash teachers car
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
nono
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
they come kp we zhijie give them cheque n say
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
like tt not cool
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
we buy ur car
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we must cool
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
o.O
hahaha
icic
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
must cool not paikia alamak
=.=
snoobish can
but not ah beng
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
oh icic
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
yea den we dao classbench
we bring our own sofa dere
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAH
wtf?
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
den install
42 inch
lcd
we make it a see thro room
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
eh buy fish tank lar
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
with glass proof windows
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
buy fish tank over
hahah
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
dun
tt one
ugly
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
put ur lcd inside
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we build ourselve
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
woah
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
u know
the
spot behind our class becnh
the hill
ya
we built a green house dere
with bullet proof glass
see thru
so ppl can see
=)
den we put air con dere
den oni we 2 got keys to go in
42 inch lcd
a jacuzzi pool
2 coms
ps2
xbox
enuff
oh and a caterer to cook
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
woah
wtf that 1 is zhai
wtf
LOL
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
yea damm song
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
tat is zhai
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahah
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ROFL
SONG BO
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahhaaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
dao the sch admin
fish tank ge lan
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
ai dun have key liao zhijie retina scan
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ohya
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
fish tank can eat shit liao
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
voice activation
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
haha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
.
fei
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
lol
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we wear leather jacket
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
shades
armani shirt
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
i go around nude lar i dun care
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
black leather brief case
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
i dun wan wear shirt
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
shao matrix
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
i guai lan
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
okay
or
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
wtf u like pai movie
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
u can hip hop wear
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
woah this is gd story line lar
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
fei
i go write la
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
next yr projects day we film this liao
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
sure tops eller
ROFL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
okays u go learn binary code now3
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
okay
we make animated movie
a story of a bear
and his fren
,
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
HAHAHA
wtf
show u muggin binary code first
hahah
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
we will call it
BEAR STORY
niway
maybe
will sell
den we reali become rich
ROFL
rich men still mmust have what u know
cool gadgets
we bring the lightest laptop newest hp to sch
monday to friday
everiday change fone
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha
wtf
my fren tell me laptop gt ferrari 1
i gonna buy that if i gt money
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
ya
ya
acer
the red one
dun
tt one
damm gu niang
red colour
we go for
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
oh issit?!
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
the less den 1kg one
vaio
sony one
less den 1kg
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
ohoh
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
few paper thin
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
that 1 coool
.: ExoduS :. SCREWN U BILL GATES. SO RICH BUT DUN KNOW HOW TO PROGRAM. SCREW MICROSOFT!@#!@#!@# says:
zhijie put tt one in briefcase
den we get dogs
to help us
scan worksheet
den
all our hw
all in laptop
all pdf form
.
go sch
1 laptop
enuff
all notes
in pdf also
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
haha c the muggers bring file to school
the bag dam thick
we dam seh carry 1 laptop
dun bring bag
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
fei
den we ask dem
eh
u all carry what
they say
books
den we say
oh books. right right.i
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
haha
viao gt touch screen nt
i schocked when i saw
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
oh tablet pc
can
we can get that also
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha issit
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
ya
no nid la
we got dogs
take not for us
go lecture
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahhaa
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
got 4 guys in suits
follow us
open door
dust the seats
.
vacuum the audi red seats for us
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
recess 1 hour we take helicopter to batam for cuisine
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
ya just for fun
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
audi we pluck out 2 chair make into massage chair liao
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
den late nvm. no ttecher dere to kp
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahah red seats cannot make it
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
OH YA
ROFL
YA YA
zhijie
recliner
lie down tt kind
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
yeah haha
then teacher speak into mike we wear headphone listen
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
ROFL
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
okays maybe nt hahah but relciner dam seh
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
fei but i tink
even
if we do this ar
we also will study well
.
study
cuz
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahahaha
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
our environment
yi dian noob
few pdf notes
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
lol
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
like u
everiday
dun file stuff
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
i like the laptop idea
haha yeah lar
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
zhijie open laptop read read read
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
yeah n can go anywhere with thin laptop wtf
zhijie heck school server liao
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
no nid lor
we
set up
own server
we get
t1 line
our own isp
few 1gig upload download bandwith
.
OH YA
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
haha
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
WE USE IT IN THE GLASS ROOm
fibre optic cable yi xia
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
WTF
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
den our download SLOW
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
fibre optic
siao
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
SLOW
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
xiao
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
we click the movie dl
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
hahaha
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
den we blink the eye
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
LOL
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
finish
DOWNLOAD COMPLETE
den we put on 42 inch watch with surround sound
omg
noob lifestyle
.
tiffany and co says its maybeline says:
woah
dun need eat canteen food also
shuang
.: ExoduS :. OMG WINDOWS VISTA ROCKS. says:
fei
got ur own caterer la
u wan anything
get butler
DA BAO!

just 2 guys with unrealistic dreams.
niway helping fren do an advert. anyone intersting in forming a band, or looking for a guitarist please let me know . i have quite a pro fren interested.

THE HOLY 1k. 1000. SPELT WITH 3 0s

2006-06-18T14:00:00.000-07:00

OMG. WTF. 1k. IS FINALLY HERE. OMG. KOREA 1 - 1 FRANCE OMG?! omg my sixth sense is damm holy. let me go thru the entire thing. today i read the newpaper when i was on my way to do pw. i was watching the preview, 1st up was croatia vs japan, brazil vs australia. these 2 i made a note mentally will be hard to bet, since if u say brazil sure win, not realli czu they din realli perform veri zai in the match previously they oni won 1-0 frm a kaka goal. so if u say they win the odds for 1x2 was $1 pay $1.10. so it was not a realli a gd bet so i kinda say this match no nid see. den japan and croatia u see japan ar, siao siao one.,sometimes zai, sometimes all neng ka peng, all eat dirhhea medicine. so out. what attracted me was. a 1x2 draw on korea, $1 pay $4.

i was at bkt pangjang lrt den marcus called. he ask me check the odds, and say go for what i say, gan gan zhijie korea draw. i stil can't ferget what korea did in 02, knocking out giants italy, omg this team has a lot of fighting spirit and a stamina that seems to never run out. so this year, their previous match, they alreadi showed tt kinda spirit. ang jung hwan thier miracle substitute always seems to save thier butt whenever the wall againist them note ang jung hwan was the one that knocked out italy. i will never ferget tt match ROFL. a golden goal in extra time, and all the korean supporters in the entire stadium were yelling the roof down "HEY AM-IGO" something like tt it's suppose to mean somthing on korean. so back to rreality.

the $4 was veri tempting and i said i sensed an upset so i told marcus just put korea. and i followed uit. at 1st was 30. den after pw, i read the papers again den i keep having this gut feeling korea gonna show this realli gd performance today, and in addition france totally sucked in the last game with a goalless draw, so i upped to 60. the brazil and the aust match was close but it wasn;t a match i was like totally bothered b out la cuz brazil aiyah sure win one.

so niway at 3am. i went to watch alone in the living room. 10mins + henry scored i was like. okay tt's it. i tink mebe i go sleep. den i rememebred tt ang jung hwan saved thier butt twice in the 02 italy match and the previous game, and i checked he was on the subs bench. and when he won the game in the 2 match he was also on the subs bench so i was liek okay let's see what korea can do. and yea they showed a lot of grit a lot of detertemination. trademark korean football, defend in pack, attack in pack. press the opponent hard, deny space. such grit woot. but they din realli come close to eqaulising la. i went to bathe at half time, still having a strong feeling something is gonna happen later. 70mins and korea still ahve not had a decent chance, although they almost completely shut down the france attack with good pressing. and then. here came the moment. ang jun hwang subbed on.

subconscioly i was tinking. yeah mr ang, it's up to u to save my $60 and i was confident he will. a cross from the right frm a speedy coutner attack from korea, saw a header knocked down for united player park ji sung to put the ball past barthez. and at tt moment. i was like. SONG BO?!?!!?!?!?!?!! IT"S SO TRADEMARK KOREA LA. MAKE A COMEBACK LATE IN THE GAME. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE WE SEEN THAT MAN. AND THE KOREAN FANS who had been cheering for 70mins non stop with the trademark HEY AMIGO, repeat with drums. u guys shud hear it live. it's something to behold. louder den the commentator.

and to quote the commentator the korean fans were testing the suspension of the stadium lol. all of them were cheering and jumping to the beat, like rock concert like that. at this moment, WTF IS THE BLOCK TEST MAN LOL. why study when such stuff is out dere LIVE. such grit. such determination.

not to mention. a $60 that i tot ran away. after 80mins of disappointing game play. suddenly turning into a $240. bringing me. into the. 4 digit regions. 6th sense. i love u.

1 guy. 1k. lotsa moneh =)

Shoppieeeeng therapy.

2006-06-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

A himbo's wish list

Gillette Shaver.

I hate the electronic shaver. u guys ever used it for the 1st time god damm it it stings la. it's damm pain when u use it for the 1st few times, u will get torn skin and stuff now i gave up on electronic shaver. the hair wun come off nicely la den u must use it at wierd angles to get it to shave cleanly. ZZZ sian. i tink manual still the best. clean efficient. as long as u dun cut urself =.=
SGD 50+

The new mazda rx-9 not released. OMG FINALLY. they decided to make it look like a sports car. rx-8 was so family kinda car la it looks so corny, not streamedline even, and it's realli realli like a family car. finally some improvement on the rx-9

u see those movies they always say go date best got car rite. it's not to kek seh. imagine if u drove u dun have to take bus dun have to squeeze mrt. JUST GET INTO THE CAR AND DRIVER LA ALAMAK.

SGD price unknown. not released. at least 200 000.

VAIO® TX770P/W NotebookVGN-TX770P/W
I NID A NEW LAPTOP. A SMALL POWERHOUSE. something sleek. Your premium mobile companion, the VAIO® TX770P/W Notebook is ultra-portable at 2.76 lbs with standard battery and long-lasting with 4 to 7.5 hours of standard battery lifE. Intel® Pentium® M Processor Ultra Low Voltage 773 (1.30GHz, 2MB L2 Cache) =) tt's some speed demon. and holy 7.5 hours of battery life. OMG never will be rides on the mrt unproductive anymore. Simei to Jurong? no problem.

MAXTOR DiamondMax 10 300GB (6B300S0/16MB) Serial ATA-150
I NID MORE SPACE. MORE ANIME. MORE TORRENTS MORE GAMES MORE EVERYTHING.
SGD 175.00

Creative L3800

Mum says i can get any audio system i want. =) she said i she sponsor if i stop using headset LOL cuz she's worry i will go deaf if i keep blasting music. so i was tinking having an xtra qiang sound system frm creative wud have no harm wun it? with remote control. can listen to mp3 on da bed =) and moreover my room is enclosed one. meaning the sound enclosed will be zai. imagine if i blast. woohoo the neighbours also buay tahan one. think MINI DISCO! Check this funcion out:
Wired Remote Control
Conveniently change the volume and bass, and switch I-Trigue L3800 on or off with the wired remote control. It also comes with a headphone connector and Auxiliary-In - perfect for connecting your MP3 player.
Wireless Remote Control
Control I-Trigue L3800 from across the room! You even have easy access to key functions of the Zen Vision media player or a Zen Sleek, Zen Sleek Photo, Zen Micro or Zen MicroPhoto when it's connected to the speaker system. Change music tracks, the volume level, and even turn the player on or off quickly and easily.
Something to die for. OMG
PRICE: SGD 269.

TOTAL CASH REQUIRED CLOSE TO 201 000. CONCLUSION. Ocean's Thirteen. Forming a team of top crinimals to rob a vegas casino. interested applicants please, msg me.

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i am becoming more and more wierd. lolx. after pw was around 6+ and i still have to go robinson to get dad's belt as a father's day persent. this year no sis to deend on cuz she's in camp. or some cosmetic camp or some beauty contest or smthing DUN KNOW WHAT LA LOl. just some cosmetic contest. so niway, this year i am suppose to get something for dad. i had robinson voucher la so hmm i wanted to take 960 from cck area to bugis. so at the traffic juncture just nice the bus come, lol den i chiong. just nice i reach the busstop. it went off. i waited for like around 10mins still no 960. so i was looking around the area la, the bukit panjang shopping complex or smthing. i saw starbucks. so i went to get mocha frap =D, caffeine keeps u happy u know haha, i ain't suppose to drink btw, i just recovered from cough but aiyah who cares =.= i veri long never drink liao i have a craving for it. so niway i bought mocha frap and i came out of starbucks. and den. i saw. 960. just leaving. OKAY TT"S IT.

since i was feeling kinda a bit the rich. i zhijie hail cab LOL. i told the driver i wanted to go cityhall mrt. so erm ya he took me dere la. den i was supposed to finish muggiong my bio chapter on the mrt. i can't believe in spent like 1 hour on the mrt still cannot mug 1 chap wtf. so niway i was suppose to mug on the cab la. i end up stoning and spacing out. i seldom appreciate being alone la but i was happy on the cab lol. i was listening to music and stoning out thinking bout random stuff. den suddenly i felt like walking. as we drove past dhoby gaud i got the cab driver to drop me dere LOL. so that i can walk from dhoby gaut to cityhall mrt.

it was nice la. i mean u walk alone evening time, with music in ur ear, thinking bout stuff, at 1st i was feeling kinda vexed la but after tt theurapatic walk from dhoby gaut to cityhall i felt much better. i reached raffles city with tired legs. not to mention tired arms for lugging a laptop around. =.= i finished my mocha frap, and i bought another one on the way. it's realli bliss la to be able to walk alone, enjooy ur favourite drink, looking at the city sights, listen to music =) who cares bout the block?

haha but i hate shopping alone though. i went robinson. at raffles place. i was like. . . . . all female stuff cosmetics lipsticks on the 1st floor so i was alone what. so i went and everyone was like wondering why this kid alone in robinson. buy lipsticks meh? lol it was kinda paiseh. oh well niway i went to pick up dad's belt =) a black belt from marks and spencer. and by now i was alreadi feeling kind happy alreadi, tok bout shopping therapy. zzzz. den i walked around raffles city looking at the gift shops and stuff lol, it was realli tt kinda relax walk kind without any aim.

so i took the mrt home. lol on the way i took away macs. at 1st i was considering to take cab again. but den i decided i wanna walk more so i stuck with the mrt.so here i am, after spending one day with me and myself alone, lolx, mebe solitude isn't that bad after all i just hate the shopping part only lol. mebe if i was a female it wud have been a better situation. =.=

so niway. thx to my gd fren who decided to pangseh me and let me shop alone today cuz someone had to go somewhere. z. ah well. =D

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u ever wondered why ppl like to press the on button of the calculator so furiously when they use it just to clear the screen, not as if u press many times will get the answer faster LOL. and how ppl press the lift button repeatedly for many times, it wun make the lift go faster ppl either. wierd ppl eh?

Sleep within the PPC curve.

2006-06-17T23:03:00.000-07:00

i have a problem. i went to bed at 5.20am last nite. and i can't sleep. my sis woke up at 5.40 =.= to go out to work. and i was like 0.0 okay... eventually when i fell asleep i woke up 30mins later, light sleep kinda stage so i din realli catch much sleep. i woke up at 10am, go read the newpaper, den i went back to sleep again ROFL. i woke up later at 12pm and i read the papers again, soccernet a while, check the fixtures today and stuff i ate lunch. and here i am 2pm. going to get cahnged and go out for pw soon. and btw i haven kept to my mugging schedule. oh well i will squeeze some time out, some day some where lol. oh ya niway, last nite's game between italy and usa, a 1-1 draw was by far the best match so far in the tournament. yesterday was david kill goliath day, so many upsets, prior to this ghana beat czech 2-0. great day. the italy match saw 3 red cards, 3 yellow cards and lotsa drama and rough play, it was like watching world wrestling federation =.= the refree's red card machiam free one, anyhow red card. cock refree sia.

niway 6th sense is a realli amazing thing. kenny was asking me to put 100 on czech, he had kangtao. something nagged at me in the back of my mind not to bet yesterday lol. i just knew today, no can't bet haha. and prior to that i had some fren who told me not to bet so the signs were kinda dere eh? i held back my cash, and yeah it turned out to be one of the wisest decision ever lolx.

OKAY ENUFF OF SOCCER. i know someone will get irritated again zzz =.= niway i have such a craving for so much stuff now la. i wanna buy so much stuff. i tink later in the night i gonna compile a wish list, with pictures and stuff den i claculate the total cash required, den i will start working towards tt amount of moneh lol.

i was chatting with yushu these 2 days. and it kinda reminded me that, ai i missed the days, where when tml there's a test. everyone will be online mugging. it was so darn hilarious to the extent that ar, if tml is a test on bio, a lot of content everyone will go into this nutcase state. den everyone like veri high like that, all type in caps den crack lame jokes lol. =.= it shows how much stress the bio test places on us. just felt like old days lol, i wud always be the lsat to sleep in class together with him =.= and tml when we come to sch in the morning. the 1st instinct is: throw bag on floor. POM! sleep on ttable. rofl. den i wud always sleep in reading period. ALWAYS. eespecially when we were suppose to read a chinese magazine called ya zhou zhou kan. asian weekly WAH KAO TT ONE UNBEARABLE MAN. who wanna know bout china politics gawd. i wud always pretend to be reading den i lower my head and sleep ROFL. the advantage of sitting behind, and simon wud always do the same LOL.

or we will go toilet during reading period den take our own sweet time so that we can miss as much of reading period as possible lol. most of my best frens i noticed, all are tt kinda stay up late den mug together one lolx. zzz it's turning out to be a great influence on my life lol, i am turning into a night owl. even after all these years, although we not in same class or watever, but it's still like old times la haha, thank god for instant messengers.

niway, my house the sofa all kena move away cuz my paretns wannt revamp the house. so my living room is like realli barren now. empty. i shud take pic later and post rofl. like changi prison like tt sia. oh well time to get changed, den go for pw den come back watch world cup zzz rofl. the life of a 17 year old. best. i MUST NOT GO OUT. I MUST STUDY FOR BLOCK. DUN JIO ME OUT PLEASE. dun tempt me. lolx.

i need sleep. zzz. i need red bull. but i cannot drink. cuz i just recovered from cough =.= what a nonsense posst lol, ai later den do the wishlist thingy. =) moneh moneh moneh.

What if life was just a dream.

2006-06-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

Note: I am fine. =.= it's just something i was pondering on the bed when i woke up today.

What if, i woke up the next sunday. to realise, all my 17 years in this world was just a dream. perhaps the guy called jason u people knew off, was just a creation of some suprerior being, or entity controlling this universe. It was programmed i would meet other creations, be it what we term in the human world or real as just "friends, families, love ones, sweethearts, strangers". to the entity above, we will just be like batteries, in little small casing and pods.

what if final fantasy VII was right. there is something out dere realli called life streams, and they track the existence of us, in this made believe world. perhaps we are all just part of a reality tv show to aliens, an earth is the studio and there are cameras all over hidden in this realm just for the entertainment of some alien race.

and what if, i woke up. on the sunday. the last day of the holiday. i open my eyes, and the ceiling that i always wake up to, is no longer dere. and the block tests that everyone were all so concerened about just evaporated.

what if, i was able to escape to the center of this entity. perhaps via lucid dreaming, or open an alternate dimension, just to escape to the real meaning in so called our "life". perhaps i will reach the center of the earth, and there will still be a 7-11 there. with the usual slurpies. and she will be there. another creation i am supposed to be paired off to, in this case, does that mean the 7-11 had no meaning? it was just a studio, a platform. for whatever is fated in my life to happen. that would mean, life will just be a white room. and things wud just occur within this 4 white walls. to the entity, our life is just like a colouring book. we all exists as stick figures. but he or she chose to colour our lives, add all the ornamentatl effects, think about the 7-11 concept.

and if, it's possible for u. to escape from the colouring book, and for once see the real existence of everything in this world. perhaps, the upcoming blocktest, will not seem ever so important, neither will it matter if u just failed at something. becuz perhaps u peer into TRUTH and u see that in the end, in this so called "life" in a dimension we live in, u wud still succeed ultimately. u will still live in a big house created out of binary codes, have a wonderful family,live thru the rest of ur life with no regrets, till the moment the entity decides to pull the plug on you. and there goes the source of life, u are just another used up battery.

but that is if u peered thru the colouring book, escaping this current dimension, getting pass this invisible cage that keeps us here. but perhaps till the day i die, i will never get the chance to take a peek at the colouring book, and neither do i know when i will hit my expiry date. all i could do, and what we all should do. is just enjoy life. to the fullest.

becuz what if. one day. u woke up in a room. with just 4 white walls.

i don't get it.

2006-06-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

i don't get it. why england has to play so conservative. they have such an array of attacking options la. the game between den and TnT just concluded. any england fan tt watched the game wud have been disappointed although they won 2-0. come on u took 81mins to break down the defence of a team relatively unknown on the world stage? perhaps the saving grace had been the last 10mins, where i saw for once, the real potential of england. i saw steven gerrard coming foward to power home tt 2nd goal, tt's more like it. tt's more england for u. oh well england, please prove us wrong, can u pelase do a spain? and owen, i feel sorry for u. u worked hard and done well but u had to be substitueted off for both matches at the 60th min mark.

alrite enuff of the world cup. people are alreadi starting to suspect if i have gone nuts. my past post have been all bout soccer, and i been toking bout soccer all day long on msn. heck even the 1st sms i receive in the morning is about soccer. my fren msged me at 11am, waking me from sleep asking me if i betted for today matches and ask me for tips. WTH. okay so for once i will stop all these soccer talk lol, i tink a lot ppl are getting irritated.

niway, like i said previously i have scrwed up my sleeping time lol. i sleep at 5am everiday after the last game of the world cup so tt means i wake up in the afternoon everiday. and due to this new medication i am taking, something like a steroid.. dun ask me why doctor say must take for bronchitis zzz. niway it makes u hungry very easily. this is what happened yesterday. i woke up at 1pm. i had breaklunch, mum cooked porridge and i was full. at 4pm, i was hungry again. i made 4 slices of cheese sandwich, and btw 4 slics is 8 loaves of bread. niway tt's not all. at 6pm i was hungry again and dad da baoed dinner back and i finished everything.... WTH LA. my mum says sthe drug is like steroid burns a lot of carbo , but i realli veri hungry leh. today after lunch i felt hungry 2 hours later. wth? den i start talking bout food with my frens?

niway guys. i tink i decided to get maxtor 300gb of harddisk space. if not realli not enuff curren;t 80gb mp3 alone takes up 15 gb alreadi. and not to mention i watch so much anime. i realli not enuff =.= if i get a maxtor 300gb i will almost have 4x the current space. and i nid to get a new mouse the mouse feet has worn off.

niway i tink my sleeping posture has some problems i always wake up with a neckache.. aiyah block test coming, sibeh the what leh. pek chek is not the word. dun know how to say lol. i gonna do this tml. i will buy handcuffs, cuff myself to the table, den i give my mum the key. i tell her to unlock me only at meal times.... i will den throw away my keys to the house so i cannot go out. i nid more time, anyone sell dem? not the time magazine btw.

earghz. i shall go and bathe now. can't do anything. oh yeah it's gonna rain liao at 2.30am wootz. i love rainy nights the temperature will be great to snuggle in bed lol. <3 greenday. i just downloaded thier 700mb big discography, 157 songs since they started omg. niway i realli becoming bimbo. DIE, why am i using <3. i wud probably use the term "kick ass" in the past. i shall start trying to type in proper english from now on, so i wun become a person with styrofoam brains. but it's quite shocking to see where styrofoam brains can u land u in eh? e.g some high post up dere. *AHEM AHEM* oh wells politics, i am sure my best fren wud know all bout it eh? relacs, one day we will get the molatovs out, i will help u arson dun worry. i am trained in jihad war camp.

A grown man. Crying.

2006-06-13T11:28:00.000-07:00

CHAMPION OLEH OLEH CHAMPION OLEH OLEH OLEH OLEH! STAND UP FOR THE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL NEVER FERGET THIS DAY I SWORE. 1999 MAN U VS BARYERN MUNICH THE HISTORY MADE. MAN U WON THE TREBLE THE 1ST AND EVER ENGLISH TEAM EVER TO DONE SO. AND THEY HAD BEEN DOWN 1-0 TILL 90th mins. i will never ferget the spare refree flashing the injury time 3mins left. 1-0 down to man u. i felt like killing myself. everitime man u missed, i will be banging my fists on the floor. i felt like banging my head la. omg i wanted man u to win so badly, so did all the other man united players. this was our only and possible shot every at champions league glory. today i saw the video again on youtube i will post the link later. i cried. it felt just like yesterday i was p6 again. i cried with tears streaming tt kind, not tear is realli cry cuz i felt so touched. let me rlive the moment i just have to share it.

GUYS IF U HAVEN WATCHED THE VIDEO GO WATCH, IT'S ON YOUTUBE. EVEN IF U ARE A GIRL A GUY NEVER WATCH SOCCER B4 GO WATCH MY FRENS WHO ALL DUN WATCH SOCCER WERE ALL TOUCHED WHEN THEY SAW THE VIDEO. GROWN MAN CRYING. TT'S SOMETHING.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojIgo-SraK0&search=champions%20league%20final%201999
it donwloads damm fast trust me go watch my frens were all emotional after watching this.

Peter Schmeichel, Gary Neville, Denis Irwin, David May, Ronny Johnsen , Jaap Stam, Phil Neville , Henning Berg, Wesley Brown, David Beckham, Nicky Butt, Ryan Giggs, Jesper Blomqvist, Andy Cole, Teddy Sheringham, Dwight Yorke, Ole Gunnar Solskjaer, Roy Keane, Paul Scholes.

one line up i will never ferget. the best football i cud ever see from man united. and they won the fa cup, in stunning fashion. remember arsernal. 1-1. man u down to 10 men against 11 world class 11 arsernal man. schmeichel saved the penalty from bergkamp and at tt moment u just felt that this year it's man united. they had a super human effort i expected penalties. ryan giggs took on the ENTIRE ARSERNAL DEFENCE, den termed as the best arsernal defence ever, marshalled by keown and co. he dribble past 5 defenders ran the length of half a field to score. tt's something. ryan giggs i salute u.

and united won the premier league. and now left the big finals the champs league the most prestigious cup in europe.
man u if they win it, they will be the 1st english and now currently the only team to win the treble. fa cup, premier league, champs league.

i set like 7-8 alarms tt day i remember, i had sch i was in p6 but who gave a fuck bout sch when there's such a match to be watched today is history and i wanted to be part of it. i woke up so did my entire family. mario basler scored in the 6 mins, leaving EVERYONE STUNNED. and bayern started to defrence man u could not find a way to break thru at all not a single hole. i remembered banging my fist on the floor till it bruised, i will never ferget tt jesper blomqvist missed a shot in the 86mins, and den i tot tt's it the dream is gone. the incredible dream finally came to a stop. i was alreadi sinking into depression it's like i felt so so so sorry for my beloeved team. they came so far try so hard to lost to a mario basler free kick. 89th min, i will never ferget this moment. it was about to reach 90mins. the final min of the game. man u is still 1-0 down.normal teams wud have just gave up. not the red devils they din come so far for nothing. coming back 2-0 to beat italian giants juventus and, later 3-0 down to come back and beat inter milan not to mention killing barca on the way. not this time not man united. they never give up. the ball was in possesion of bayern. solskjaer and sheringham was substituted on for blomqvist and another guy i tink it was butt in the 80th min. beckham giggs yorke cole sheringham solsjker so badly missed keane and schoels the 2 midfield talisman. niway as i was sayin baYERN LOOKED TO WIN IT with the last min of game to be played. solskjaer gave pressure to a bayern defender and the defrender conceded a throw in to man united. at this time the 3rd official flashed the injury time. there was gonna be 3mins left in this game. and man u is a goal down losing to a bayern goal in the 6th min. beckham wanted to take the quick free throw , gary neville say leave it let me do the long throw. and up came jaap staam running from 1 end of the field to the other a defender, currently attacking it shows how desperate man u were. man u got a corner out of it, a bayern defender cleared it with haste. beckham ran to take the corner. and at this moment ALL THE REDS BEHIND THE GOALPOST STARTED MAKING DAMM LOUD NOISSES EQUIVALENT OF COMMENTATORS VOLUME ALL STANDING UP AND YELLING GO MAN U GO. GO BECKHAM GO. up came man u goalkepper schmeichel, 1st stam now even the keeper is desperate running fron 1 end to the other although he can't do much, but defintely at tt moment i felt if man u din win , i realli wud be so kek sim they so bia still lose. bayern cleared the corner but giggs picked it outside the penalty box and struck it. sheringham steered it in. and at tt moment can u imagine. going from totaly desperation despari frustration to estacy> MANCHESTER UNITED IS BACK IN THE CUP FINALS WITH JUST 2 MINS LEFT.and at tt moment i tot, it's gonna be penalty. all the bayern ppl cud not believe thier eyes, they sat on the ground stoning, kuffour cried i will never ferget that. sheringham and they all celebrated in front of the man united crowed beckham was waving his hands up and down shouting to the man u fans, COME ON COME ON. schmeichel did somersaults at the goal post and seriously alex ferguson looked like he was gonna die of happiness all the substitute rushed onto the field and ALL THE GROWN MEN STARTED ACTING LIKE KIDS. NEVER EVER B4 ALL THUGS EMBRACES. EVERITHING CAME. den the game resumed. with 1 min left. b4 injury time and penalty. and it's at this moment i wud never ferget beckham a guy who usually ain't so bia he ran all the way with the ball b4 releasing neville on the wing, and neville crossed for ANOTHER CORNER. beckham went to take it, and at this moment U CUD ALMOST FEEL IT ALL THE FANS WERE ALREADI IN ESTACY HEAVEN IT WAS NOTHING U CUD EVER EXPERIENCE. A CORNER FROM BECKHAM AND SHERINGHAM HEADED IT DOWN AND SOSKJAER SCORED FROM LIKE 1 M OUT. EVERITHING AT TT MOMENT WAS A BLUR. I WAS SO HAPPY I CRIED, I JUMPED , I YELLED LIKE NEVER B4, ALL MY NEIGBHOURS EVERONE IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD WAS YELLING SCREAMING SHOUTING AND DERE I WAS FROM TOTAL DESPAIR TO TOTAL HEAVEN. THE ENTIRE BENCH ERUPTED, FERGUSON ALL THE SUBS BUTT, SCHOLES KEANE ALL RUSHED OUT TO HUG SOSKJAER. THEY ALL WENT TO THE CORNER FLAG AND ALL COLLAPSED INTO A HEAP. YORKE RAISED BECKHAM ON HIS SHOULDERS, AND FERGUSON EMBRACED SOSKJAEAR. THE BAYERN PLAYERS ALL SAT IN DISBELIEF. AND TT MOMENT UNITED LIFTED THE CUP. WAS THE BEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE. SERIOUS NOTHING COULD EVER COME CLOSE TO THIS EXPERIENCE. NOTHING ABSOULTELY NOTHING. WATCHING THE VIDEO AGAIN ONLY MADE ME REALISE HOW HAPPY I WAS DEN. UNITED U ARE THE BEST. I WILL NEVER FERGET TT NIGHT. IN NOU CAMP.

GUYS IF U HAVEN WATCHED THE VIDEO GO WATCH, IT'S ON YOUTUBE. EVEN IF U ARE A GIRL A GUY NEVER WATCH SOCCER B4 GO WATCH MY FRENS WHO ALL DUN WATCH SOCCER WERE ALL TOUCHED WHEN THEY SAW THE VIDEO. GROWN MAN CRYING. TT'S SOMETHING.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojIgo-SraK0&search=champions%20league%20final%201999

AND DEN THE SONG PLAYED SING UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP FOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRR THHHHHHEEEEEEEEE CHHHHHHHHHHAMMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNS
AND AT TT MOMENT I KNEW. I WAS PART OF HISTORY. I WUD ALWAYS REMEMBER 1999. TILL THE DAY I DIE.

Linpei's Dream House

2006-06-11T21:55:00.000-07:00

hi welcome to limpei's house. in this issue let linpei tell u bout my dream house. lol sounds damm beng niway. i often have dreams bout how my house will look like in the future, so today bo liao went to design yi xia yi xia. behold, my cribe!

THIS is the overview of the 1st floor.

Firstly, what is a house without fancy cars?

LAMBORGHINI. IMAGINE IF I DRIVE THIS TO SCHOOL OR WORK OMG. i will be parking in the staff carpark in jc2? and btw lamborghini's doors dun open horizontally, they open vertically, bat mobile style, can u imagine driving to school in that?

like i said ar. i will never grow up one la, there's always this inner child within me, so hence the entrance to the house will be surrounded with cutesy stuff to remind me, yea i am still young! NIAN QING!

this will be my living room of the 1st story. there will be a 42-inch plasma lcd mounted onto the wall for minimum space consumption, and together with it will be a surround sound home entertainment system, with starhub cable network, hbo, mtv, soccer, espn, u name it i have it. there will be the latest gaming console on the coffee table, be is ps3 or xbox360. an aquarium beside the tv =) i have always loved ocean life lol, so it must be a salt aquarium with artificial lighting i enjoy watching fishes.

there will be an electronic keyboard. i swear when i am free i gonna learn a instrment to play for leisure =.= i love music a lot but i can't play any instrument at all. =.= zzz wierd eh?

just out of the living room will be an indoor-basketball court. since most of my frens play bball no harm having one rite? LOL u all can like come over any time u wan to play ball.beats standing in the sun to play bball.

there will be a gym on the 1st floor to keep in shape. not healthy how to enjoy riches? how to enjoy life? lol. and there will also be a tv dere =) i can watch tv while i work out.

this will be my dining room. it will be able to host 13 ppl? remember those days with those castle ar, prince ar kings ar stupid looking ppl in helmet ar, they always sit on these long table with a lot of food. and me, limpei will sit at the end of the long table. cuz watashi wa is the host and is also the king. cuz i am RICH.

desert will be readily available on the fireplace topped up by swensen's.

another angle of the living room on the 1st floor.

this is the kitchen where cooking will be done. frm left to right, there will be expresso machine, since i am like a caffeine junky it wud be convenient to have one readily available. a food processor machine for lazy ppl like me to cook faster =.= a stove followed by a microwave where i can make my pizza for supper =.= as for the char bor statue dun know la put shuang one. mum usually gets pissed when she cooks dun know why LOL. put the statue dere mebe make her see liao more shuang not so easy pissed? LOL. or mebe my wife or smthing...zz =.=

the old fashioned fridge. where i hunt for food or coke.

let's move on to the 2nd level. the 2nd level will be the place i hang out when i grow out of my teenage phase which i highly doubt will occur if i am rich =.=

here's an overview.

the living room MUST have plenty of room to slack. top of the range sofas, with a super recliner for total relaxation after a day of hardwork as the boss at some multinational company.

same thing all living room MUST HAVE 42-inch lcd with cable. i tink i will grow to love the tv a lot when i grow older. tt's what happened to dad. he loves the television. WITH SURROUND SOUND! so that when u watch those movies, got those zai 3d-sound effect explosion kinda thingy.

home entertainment system. at time su just wanna lie down and listen to some music, hence the top of the range sound system, allowing total relaxation and a chess set to keep me sane.

this is where i sleep nothing much.

OKAY THIS IS THE REAL THING THE 3rd floor is where linpei at my current age wants.

u see the starshaped thing in the middle? it's an ALIENWARE JUKEBOX. u turn it on and blast music thru out the entire room. there will be a para para machine on the right, for what i dun know for fun la ah duh. i just love eurobeat at times =.= note the surround sound system, with speaker mounted across the room.

this is the place. my home ground. alien ware pc with 1 terabyte of space ensuring i will never run out of space for downloads. a laptop becide the pc so that i can chat while i game which is what i always do =.=

a gaming console in the lounge.

like i said la kiddy what. so must put this kinda act cute stuff =.= zz

this will be where i sleep at nite. i wud off the lights and leave the aquarium lights on. i will doze off observing the fishes.

this is where i will be found mugging. with music of course. explaining the hi-fi on the table.

i will have this room in the 3rd floor

A jacuzzi with surround sound with 42 inch cable tv. i will lie dere after a long day in school to chill out, soaking in the warm water, watching tv. imagine watching world cup in the jacuzzi.

all toilets.

MUST HAVE TV SET. TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED.

toilets will have themes like those in greeat world city. e.g this toilet will be themed seashell. seashell toilet bowl, bath tub, washing basin.

DART BOARD! for venting anger.

ai basically tt's it. estimated around 5 million required. ZZZ OKAY I PRAY IT RAINS CASH ONE DAY.

chocolates. earli mornings. insomnia. and some tkss band practice. WTF?

2006-06-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

today is a veri toot day. i can't find the word now but seriously it sucks WTF LA I ONI HAD LIKE 3 hours to sleep. and guess what's the problem again, NO AIR CON LA AH DUH. my parents keep nagging me to sleep earli so i got kinda irritated so i zhijie went to sleep around 2+. AND I CANNOT SLEEP FOR LIKE 2 hours la. guys u know u always lie on the bed den u try and sleep the harder u try the more alert u feel. after these tortorous 3 days without air con and earli nights, i decided, i could no longer sleep earli. i alreadi finished my evolution frm a mere human to one tt is adapt and night stalking. my brain veri veri the heavy now la it's like only 8am? when's the last time i blogged at thist time. i could not sleep since 6am, and i lied on the bed playing 1 hour and a half of psp, b4 getting up and presto my sis is also awake too.

tt's realli rare since it's like a day where she dosen't have to work and i dun have to go to sch.

niway i wanna brag bout this new arm chair i purchased just yesterday finally, an arm chair aka computer chair aka mugging chair aka a chair i sit on everiday. and god it's beri beri beri the comfortable.LIKE MANAGER CHAIR LIKE TT SIA. u sit on it u will be liek omg i am king, den u let ur head rest on the high backrest it's super wudi comfortable like, u know u go lido watch movie tt kinda seats =.= okay this chair will definitely ensure i will be able to focus longer, be it gaming or mugging or watching anime or smthing. so damm comfortable la. 10mins liao and i still dun wanna go get breakfast thx to this near chair. now i will never have to get up from this chair wor, it's a roller chair so i can roll myself out to the living room to watch world cup or watever it is =.= OWNAGE CHAIR.

niway i realised i started to speak like a h lian liao die. omg u see my post it's sounds damm bimbotic. WTH LA. i losing intellect. veri soon i will be eating food to make myself feel better, go shop for glossy bags, start using watever as my personal catch phrase. die la kena influence by frens =.= jia lat. nxt time i will be using ah lian lingo o msn. heYx yO y0. heheX, now yew d0!nG w@t ar? i berchi bor3d neHx.

sounds familiar? yeah i know certain ppl who start using such lingo liao ZZZZ. OKAY NVM. if u are guilty yea it's probably, stop being a joker =.= u are being a bad influence on me. ARGHZ veri angsty.

i tink i will go swimming later =.= SHOCKED MIRACLE CLAP PLEASE. no la cuz i haven been realli slack these hols, sorry i daoed everyone on msn, including those tt asked me for tips. PENG. i was out. THE ENTIRE DAY. long story zz i din enjoy myself, the oni productive thing bout the trip was tt i learnt how to beat takumi on akina with rx-8. and not to mention my armchair.

niway i tink i am a realli gd pirate la i just comptled download sum41 discoghaphy which includs all their songs to date, and finished dlding to full albums of all amerinca rejects. bit torrent just gotta be the best invention ever.

niway holland looks promising. and for someone who has made $300 so far. i back dem to get into the top 8. they will be beating argentina just watch. thier attack is a bit the strong. haven u realised all holland teams, past or present have oustanding wingers. last time was overmars now is this fag from chelsea named robben, i hate him cuz he plays for chelsea other den tt he's a good player =.=

okay enuff of worldcup i tink it's driving everibody mad. yesterday i was with my faamily @ parkway parade at 8pm 1 hour b4 the game, there was this unholy traffic congestion in the carpark WTF ALL GOING HOME AT THE SAME TIME TO CATCH THE GAME. and my dad the usual sleepy head WOKE UP AT 3.30am to watch the ivory coast vs argentina game with me. and we were like cheering when drogba scored. me and dad loves to support the underdogs lol. mum told dad she knew he woke up secretly to watch the game, LOL. they say NS unites man, soccer must bond man together den =.= OKAY SOUNDS GAY CANCEL CANCEL.

crappy post no focus. told u guys i turning into bimbo. muacks muacks hugs hugs toodles for now =.=

money it's all bout the money.

2006-06-10T11:11:00.000-07:00

i was plannign to make this post during 3.45 am where it wud be the half time of argentina vs costa rica. okay i know my life is realli disorganied this few days, due to the world cup and not to mention the fact the doctor diagnosed me with mild bronchitis WTF? and now i can't sleep with the air con i have to sleep with the fan and natural breeze WTF IT"S DAMM SUCKY LA I CAN"T SLEEP. I NID THE oLD FASHIONA 18 degrees celcius where u will just feel just nice hugging a bolster and covering urself with a blankie.

wah damm tired la. i kinda irritated with my parents, my mum EVERITIME NAG ME GO SLEEP EARLI GO SLEEP EARLI CANNOT SLEEP HOW TO SLEEP I WASTED 2 hours lying on the bed from 3-5 last nite and i can't sleep at all la. i am the type tt nids to be tired out, battery flat den can sleep i not machine on off button to sleep.

damm shagged la. it's like marathon man the world cup no sleep marathon. heng i din watch sweden wah kao tt match 0-0 a bit the upset but now ENDURE 3am to 5am got some good show.

ai realli la world cup 4 years one time but screw ur entire body clock ur daily routine up. and my mum was nagging that i shud move the com out of my room YEAH RITE MAN AS IF I WILL LET U DO THAT. she say wat generate a lot of heat at nite cannot sleep wat garbage =.= cannot sleep is cannot sleep got nothing to do with a whirling pentium 4 chip.

den u know u wake up in the morning without air con is gong gong one damm blur la. it's like semi-unconscious tt kinda feeling. lala still got 10mins more b4 the match, it better be good =.= if not i half time go zzz liao.

sorry if i daoed anyone these few days. world cup =.= bo bian. must sleep at ungodly hours, do ungodly stuff zzz.

i dun know la now i blog ar, the brain machiam styrofoam a lot of random thoughts come to mind =.= like picking of random words from the dictionary like that. and the odds for ivory cost is 6.2 rofl ji hao siao. niway the match starting liao i go get comfy on the sofa. cya guys =.= later must sleep without air con again. HAI

It's here.

2006-06-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

finnaly. 4 years. the world cup. is here.
it's starting 24 hours from now and i can't sit still alreadi. so much is at stake.
all the passion all the glory all the drama. it's here. and i will be in frnt of the tv watching.

niway i feel like a kid again. wait i never left the kiddy stage =.= i just had to keep up with my current image. a 17 year old. i am still the same kid inside. this week just sums up my entire feeling. not a single moment i felt bored or down or moody. i was preoccupied with so many stuff since the week began. training with the team, the movie with james they all, den on wed i went down to ksiong house for bday celebrations. the week has been awesome hasn't it ? =) and what better den to end it with the opening of the world cup.

i will never grow up. tt's why i wana drive sports cars and only sports cars when i grow up. okay wat a nonsensical post lolx, reflective of high spirits. lalal`~~~

tittlesless

2006-06-05T09:47:00.000-07:00

what can i say? LOL
it's been a great day.
=)

I take what i said back previously

2006-06-04T13:34:00.000-07:00

i can't rememeber when was the last time i got so emotional watching a movie. i just did watching bruce almighty. i teared till my eyes were red, it is such a relevant movie that i shud be watching now. bruce plays god in the movie whereby he is god and he can make anything happen except things tt go against freewill e.g love. his fiance left him as bruce was misunderstood to be 2-timing when he wasn't. he had all the power in the world becuz he blamed god he blamed god for every bad thing tt happened and one day this god allowed him to be god and see how hard it is to make everyone happy. and 1st he was damm glad he was god he could do all sorts of stuff, till his fiance left.he decided to give up this god post cuz it was simply too hard for him, when he met god for the lsat time, he realised his fiance have been praying every single day for him every nite b4 she sleeps that bruce will be well. and all bruce does all along is self-centered he is just worried bout his career and stuff. god den asked bruce make a prayer now, he said he wanted his fiance back and god asked him, are u sure?

Bruce: No. I dun wan her back. I want her to be happy. IT dosen't matter what that means. I want her to meet someone who can love her as much as i do, and provide for her for the rest of her life. All i ask is for grace to be happy.

it made me realised seriously, who am i to ask for things.What makes me thing i used to deserved *, mebe god made things this way so we wud be happy later in our life.

he went on to say, all the things bruce did was just magic. a real miracle is what everybody can do. like a mother raising a child from young till the day she pass away, tt's a miracle.

i wanna be a miracle too. so god please help me

i tink i am sounding like an x tian now, btw i ain't =.= i just relate to this movie very well cuz prior to these i used to blame god for everything just like bruce.

sick and tired of this shit.

2006-06-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

i got all worked up over the same problem again. god seriously stop toying with my life b4 i go join some god damm jihad grp.

i am all worked up cuz i can't do a single shit bout the problem that has been plaguing me for at least half a year? wtF?

u just feel like thrashing ur room.
exhaust all ur physical strength,
pumping all the blood to ur head.
till ur eyes feel the strain
and u just wish like collapsing star-fish on the floor.

u wanna erase everything
but the brain ain't no maxtor
why the fuck did we do to deserve all the pain and suffering?
why the fuck do the evil doers get away with everything and live happily ever after?

u exit the showers at 3am,
entering the cold ice airconned room from a steamy bath,
tt used to be like my life.
everything was full of warmth red, passion
till ice age struck.
and life was just life.

u had lsot the ability to fly
to soar.
it's as if without it, life just seem so unappealing
sch sch sch.
tt's all bout life.

u hit the pillows every night,
unable to figure out the root of the problem
and u just wish u wud tear the pillow into shreds
to appease the frustration
why must i be the devil?

i dun wan pity.
i dun wan empathy.
all i wan is my old life back.
is that too much to ask for?
why the fuck are people born billionaires den?

why must i carry a mask everiday.
i ain't no v for vendetta
but i have to assume his role
when isit possible that i could finally bare my soul
show the real me?
i ain't a clown.

i do joke
i do smile
i wanna make people happy
just to escape from my own troubles
but it gets harder and harder each day

i dread sch.
i wish this hiatus wud last for an eternity
but it wun
soon life will be back to the hellhole once again.
and just when u thought u glimpsed hope
god just had to click his fingers to extinguish ur lamp

when will this cycle end?
till bruce almight realli become god?

i just wanna say.
i am realli tired.

Movie marathon.

2006-06-03T13:58:00.000-07:00

hi i am blogging 4 hours after i made the last post. cuz i just watched the 2nd movie today which i downloads, she's the man after hearing that it rocks. i was feeling kinda lethargic just now b4 i watched the show and it's quite the opposite now i feel kinda alert and reflective.

the plot goes like this, this girl had a bro who happens to leave for london. she had a ex-bf who plays soccer, btw she loves soccer. her sch female soccer club got closed down and she wanted to try out for the boys team but the coach kinda despised females. she kinad dumped her bf who was the guy's captain and he agreed females can't play. she left for a rival sch which her bro studies for, and acted as a guy in her bro's place for 2 weeks. within this 2 week she was roommate to another guy and the guy happened to be the soccer captain as well. in the end both of them became a couple even though after this girl told the guy she pretended to be a guy.

den i realsied something it's plot is surprisingly similar to the hot chick where this girl becomes a guy. i was luffing hard during this movie as well, both are excellent comedy films, but this film realli ain't tt superficial. she's the man, just reminds me once again how interpersonal r/s isn't just tt superficial, it's more of a spiritual level kinda thing.

i mean the movie realli highlights the essence of guys. i dun know how to say it but i am a guy and the movie realli potrayed the main guy character well. we have things that we are also afraid of, although most of us wanna act macho and stuff cuz if we revealed our soft spot either we get despised by the majority of the males for being sissy, or we are afraid ppl will view us as weak and we will get runned all over.

life realli ain't bout boasting to ur guy frens like hey i have like 20 gf man, and yesterday i dated bla bla bla. as potrayed in the movie. mebe if the world wun so superficial, then the world wud be a realli much nicer place to live in dun u tink so?

The greatest moments in my life.

2006-06-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

hanging out late today made me realised tt actually the life i am leading is much more colourful den a lot of ppl i know of =.= actually there ain't much for me to complain about. oh ya i watched x-men today and seriously i am kinda pissed tt cyclops and proffessor x was killed so earli in the movie. wth? cyclops only appeared for less den a total of 5mins on screen and he was killed. AND HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THE MAIN CHARACTER, well at least one of dem. Scott Summers, aka cyclops, is team captain of the x-men if any of u bother to read the comic, how can u have the team captain down so earli. AND KILLED BY HIS LOVER SOME MORE WHAT KINDA RUBBISH IS THAT. and it's fine if he died, JEAN KILLED PROFESSOR X HER MENTOR FOR LIFE SOME MORE WTF. i sweared when professor x died, it's like such an ingrate la x looked after her for like her entire lifetime? other den that the story is great =) and guys please tell me why, the bird man, or the guys with wings appeared for less den 10mins, yet he is on the poster as the main characters =.= zzz

niway back to the main thing. suddenly i felt life meant so much tonite as i was walking home late. i recounted all the things i have done in my life and it's almost uncountable. let me list. i am realli such an adventurer.

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1. I got hauled into a police station with some of my frens for climbing into a soccer court thwat was not open to public yet, mind u the wall was liek 3 metres tall. everyone around was like looking at us, they siao ar? when the policeman hauled us out i was tinking zz this is it mebe i will get my 1st black mark. sorry la tt time naive ma.

2. I had my 1st stayover party at p6 and it was so much fun i will always be so exhausted the nxt day but i will have so much fun and luff so hard my stomach muscle aches.

3. I played night soccer, in the dark with only street lamps for lighting. it's realli cool cuz at nite it's cooling so u can play barefooted without getting blisters on the court.

4. we made waterbombs, some filled with wierd stuff like detergent and coffee powder and lobbed it over neighbours roofs and gates @ one of my fren semi d house. part of the thrill comes from the fact that we throw and bailed, and mind u it was like around 4am. it's like those covert ops stuff u see in movies we had to sneak around and make sure coast is clear den throw and bail. okay mebe we went abit too far with this but i dun deny it was one of the most exciting stuff i ever done in my life.

5. i witnessed the most dramatic soccer match of the century in 1999 when my beloved devils beat munich.

6. i was watching CNN live reporting bout the 9-11 incident when there is PSLE maths paper tml.

7. i went to akltg one of the camps tt changed my life for good.

8. I ate supper at some 24 hours coffee shop with my buddies.

9. We made prank calls to someone everyone despised in class, and we took turns imitating different roles. ROFL.

10. the hours i spent in my old house, bringing my laptop to the third floor (my bedroom) to watch anime and tok crap on msn when there's sch tml, and my mum thought i was sleeping. it's realli amazing that i was never caught doing that b4.

11. dancing at white x mas party where they played some really loud music and ppl went nuts and started jumping and dancing. linkin park - in the end LOL.

12. scoring in a soccer game with a bicycle.

13. smeared clay with some buddies in psch on the guys toilet mirror, and some idiot went to backstab and tell the teacher. she found out and made the ENTIRE class stay back till she found out the truth, sadly she never did, the power of brothers =) no one was willing to backstab one another.

14. water rafting in aust. it's so damm cool to sit on a raft den u tackle the rough waters. with ur raft facing the danger of capsizing. i realised i like stuff tt involved dangers =.=

15. hot air ballooning in aust. u go so tall and feel so good.

16. snorkling near the great barrier how u wish we have such clear water in singapore it was so clear we can see the bottom. OMG.

17. watching the last episode of full metal alchemist b4 and sch and crying becuz ed sacrificed his life to save his brother.

18. holding hands. something no longer possible but qualifed as one of the most magical moments in life.

19. having my 1st LAN stayover in a private room

20. hosting a BYOC party.

21. the day i assembled my cpu. BY MYSELF. CLAP PLEASE.

22. the day i recived my psle and ALL THE THINGS TT HAPPENED ON TT DAY. the time i spent with my frens, buddies, it was something to be rememebered.

23. watching the sunrise. it's something to behold u see the light of orange illuminate the clouds, den it will peek thru the clouds den it slowly rises and at tt time there was no heat at all, in fact it's cold from the night

24. watching the meteor showers (2 in fact) in singapore. one at changi beach. it was a super experience, the night sky realli has a lot to offer in terms of entertainment.

25. i witnessed the lighting of the esplanade. the entire city will be dimmed, all the light will be off, like the outline of the suntec towers, all dimmed. den at 12 00 fireworks went off and the esplanade was lighted. i saw the fireworks at close proxmity.

26. i was directly under fireworks b4. DIRECTLY under not beside DIRECTLY under. this happened in one of the forest in australia. wghere we had dinner in =.=

27. in a car going at more den 110kmph+ the speed as u peer from out the window is breathtakign u can feel the inertia la u can't keep ur back upright u will be like attracted to rest on the seats.

28. i sat on a roller coaster, a hang one, and i opened my eyes thru out the entire thing. and no i din feel dizzy after that i felt thrilled. i tink i am addicted to danger and thrill i tink i will be a stuntman when i grow up.

29. i practiced to flip in mid air foward and land on my feet on my fren's bed LOL.

30. not sleeping for 36 hours clowning around with my buddies.

31. sleeping in my house's living room, having the aircon on my laptop with me and watching soccer with drinks and tidbits. eternal heaven.

not to mention a lot more rubbish i done in my life time.

life owns.

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I sinned.

2006-06-01T11:57:00.000-07:00

niway b4 i mention how i sinned today. haiz. veri depressed. i sinned hai. i SCRUBBED MY TABLE AND MOPPED MY ROOM FLOOR TILL IT WAS SQUEAKY CLEAN TODAY HAHAH! I ROCK. i totally kick ass at cleaning. den i on the air con and went to bathe den i came back i was like OMG SHUANG! i tink i am the kinda guy who is veri contented with life being simple lol. i tink i am going nuts i take everything as an adventure. i was kinda excited at cleaning my room? wth? something's realli wrong.

niway =( I SINNED. i so totally regret it now. how i wish i didn't do it. i wished i could turn back time. how i wish my stupid darn brains wud have thought bout it more before acting.

but now everything seems so hopeless now. there's no way i could reverse the situation. as i bathed i wished i could drown myself. b4 i slept the image kept appearing b4 me. stop haunting me for god sake.

i sinned, for eating kfc for dinner.

The sleep deprived kid.

2006-05-31T12:02:00.000-07:00

i finally realised why i like to sleep late. it was not planned so that i can train for the world cup, where everyone will be sleep deprived zombies while i am my usual self.lol i realised it i the showers at around 3am just now. it applies for sch days also lol. i was bathing when i realised that i was actually eager to finish bathing, wash up and go to my air con room.

it's den i realised i love something bout the night. the night is peaceful =) everyone is asleep. and after i bathe and washup i feel good, i enter the air con room it's like heaven. i put on the headphones and listen to some realli quality music and it's at this moment i realli enjoy solitude. at this moment i am probably the only one left online unless james and co. haven slept =.= but niway. if i am alone for once i can like do what i wanna do. i can surf ppl's blog, surf the net check out the latest games etc etc, and it's usually this time i take my time to blog which is currently what i am doing now haha. cuz i seem to be able to think and reflect better at this time span. oh well sorry if i have been kinda dao online these few days, i know i closed a lot of windows =.= paiseh i spent my time doing a lot of stuff on the com. =.= like this afternoon i spent the entire time figuring out dlding via irc xdcc bots. omg guys this is even better den bittorrent i can download games at like up to 100kbps flat rate with no nid for me to sacrifice update rates at all.

oh well niways to my bro marcus, take it easy. not worth ur time =) i gonna get the person a mirror for bday present tsk tsk. well he asked me this realli thought provoking question. is everything that is happening now fated? den i thought it's possible that IF there realli is some divine being, he probably made everything fated. meaning it's fated that i am thinking about this thing now and is fated that people will tink life is fated. =.= okay kinda confusing lol. OR it's possible to take it that people THINK that things are fated so as to console demselves. like e.g if u failed an exam it's probably cuz u din study but u wanna tink it's fated so as to console urself and u will fall into victim mode. i tink it's okay to take it that everything is fated to ensure u wun sleep into depression =.= if u were to blame urself for everything that went wrong u probably will feel veri low.

or even better, like psychologist suggest u gotta rephrase a situation in order to feel happy bout it. for e.g if ur gf dumped you, u can't be thinking oh god what i done wrong bla bla bla. instead u shud be tinking, OMG SHE LEFT ME GREAT! (okay i know this will make you out to become some big jerk, but oh well it's better den feeling down =.= don't we all wished we read this a bit sooner eh?) no.1 i can save $ DUN HAVE TO SPENT. WHOOHOO, i can buy watever i want. i can use the expenses on her for extra LAN, electronic devices MOVIES ANYTHING! 2. OMG I HAVE SO MUCH MORE FREE TIME. THERE'S SO MUCH TO DO SO MUCH TO ENJOY. I WANNA GO SKATING, I WANNA WINDSURF I WANNA PICK UP A NEW GAME. u get my point =.= 3. finally i have spare smses for my other neglected frens dun have to be constantly 24/7 keeping my thumb on the stupid 9 digit pad.

so oh well marcus i hope u see some light after reading this. =.=

niway james sent me this live version of bad day by daniel powter and god it owns =.=
i can't wait for the world cup to start it will be so addictive again, everyone will be talking bout it all the soccer junkies like em will be glued to the tv, it's a month where gf, wives get DAOED HAHAH. score one for the team. niway it's indeed something to wait forward to and take the monotony of life away.

niway i tink there's somethign realli wrong with me. just nwo i was looking at some website den suddenly my eeyes felt watery and the room started spinning i closed my eyes and everything seem to move in accelerated motion zz =.= den i figured out my eyes was probably tired so i had this erm eye patch thingy just tt it's filled with gel. so what you can do is u can put the eye patch in the freezer den u wear it over your eyes which is something i did for the 1st time ever since someone gave it to me for my bday =.= oh well niway it worked! LOL i opened my eyes to feel so refreshed, my eyeballs felt cold haha and it's like i was damm alert. zzz damm hwo come i oni figured it out now, it could have saved me on so many occasions la.

niway i am proud to annouce i own at saving cash i saved like $200 LOL. in 1 month tt's zai rite haha.

god darn my paretns not at home. the room is total chaos. =.= i swear i will pack my room tml it's getting so messy it's starting to irritate me. and i can't wait TO EAT FAST FOOD! GOD DAMM COUGH GO AWAY. kfc is oni like 200m away from my house la =.=zzzz
long john and macs are 10mins away from my house and i can't wait to devour all of dem. there will be this day i am healed i gonna eat mac for breakfast, kfc for lunch and long john for dinner MUHAHAHAAH. okay i tink i geting kinda insane now. =.=

guys i gonna play sims 2 den i gonna model my house after my future dream house so i will be inspired to make cash everytime i play the game. wahahha.

i am catching x men this sat nite. and for once i am looking foward to a movie =.= zzz. i can't wait for sat nite haha.

Dreams.

2006-05-28T11:54:00.000-07:00

I had some really wierd dreams last nite, and mind you i ain't tt kinda guy who dreams everiday i tink i only dream like a few times in a month. niway i dreamt i was back at changi airport and i was returning from some faraway country from a successful time span of studying dere. den suddenly, after collecting my luggaging my vision turned into that of infra-red radiation, as in i could not see ppl's features but i could see thier body with different layers of thermal energy being given off, as though i am those aliens in those wierd movies. oh well niways my vision focused on this warm red being and suddenly i felt ecstacy. and it's like my life is realli fuffiled and i would have no regrets if i died at tt moment. i dun know if it means anything but it kinda was in parallel with my idea of success. I wanna settle down, earn big bucks and have a fuffiling family. but on the other hand who dosen;t?

niway i just would like to say i miss my parents. they went on holiday on sat. and at 1st thought i was kinda erm happy cuz hmm no parents = no rules at home ma. but ai i kinda miss the presence of dem only like after 2 days. i miss my mum nagging at me, i miss dad asking me if i have enuff $ for sch tml.

do have fun in czech. mum dad.