yes i am here to revive my blog. after countless complaints lol. OKAE FINE. niao la. niao. niao some more on tagboard. okae niway.. after a damn long break from blogging.. i shall kickstart it with what happened yesterday. yesterday was 7eam.Lachrymose outing day! we celebrated Ron's bday. Time realli flies.. one year ago we were still playing LAN in a private room in e2max. and now, we have 3 idiots who are struggling in hcjc and 1 faggot who is currenlty in army sispec.
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I never ever had any ordinary good frens. never. my frens will never be the guy-nxt-door kinda person ever for some reason. but i never knew it will be so extreme. lol omg what has become of us. it started with an ordinary jap dinner at the ninja restarant @ citylink. den it turned out to be a parody of command and conquer. i swear. i realli have no idea why we have become so god damn intellectual lol. and surprisingly OMG SOME PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY SMARTER DEN I TOT!!!! LIKE j.wong lol.



Wee Yong (right) : Come ron. We must meng pretend to be intellectual and play chess. I heard girls love intelligent guys.
Ron (Left) : Not with ur intelligence =D



One of the reasons why u shud not go army. They make you look like a potato. I swear james was looking so spastic when he was thinking when he was playing chess due to his spastic hair cut LOL. his head was like a total potato.. picture a potato on legs. u have jeriel wong kuan kit.


I dun know why we were so intellectual yesterday. ron was like: i am bored. brb. i go buy a chess set. LOL DAMM RANDOM. den we seriously end up playing chess lol. and i learnt a new way to play chinese chess from wee yong. the general can sit on the car for 3 times in a game. but soldiers cannot ride on elephants cuz they are too short. LOL DAMM CRAP.

Wee Yong: Na Li Bu Shuang?

Couple of the year. For the gay asian man's magazine that is.


Wee Yong: I love to feed my nose ice-cream.
Ron: I love to look pissed when i eat ice-cream.

Hi. We are the 4 from the Chess Club. Our hobby includes going to nice restaurant and leech the free flow green tea and play chess and exchange lame jokes.



CHESS SET OF THE YEAR. REALLY WUN PLAY TILL EYE PAIN. PLEASE DUN GET BLACK AND WHITE CHESS SET! PLEASE GET FANCY ONES.

Command and Conquer. That was what I learnt at dinner. *smacks head*

{8:01 PM}

i had insomnia till 4am + last nite. it was horrible. it was not as though i din try to sleep early. i went to bed early, but i just can't doze off. if u asked me why i had insomnia, i can't give u an answer. i myself dun realli know why either.. it's not as though i am unhappy or anything =.= i just couldn't doze off. u know that feeling, when u get more and more alert as every second passed, u know ur mind, and body's are all tired. but u just can't be able to fall into deep sleep. it's realli frustrating.

i woke up at 6am. feeling kinda irritated and realli realli tired. i think i have really aged. i used to be able to cope with sleep deprivation, i couldn't now. it's the 1st day of sch and i am like almost dead from the lack of sleep. RAR i hate insominia. and it was just painful. to know I WANNA SLEEP BUT I CAN'T SOMEONE SAVE ME RAWR. and i tot i could shake it off, mebe i am just getting sued to it. but as seconds passed in sch today, i found myself getting more and more lethargic, which i would not have felt in the past. zzz i wonder wat's wrong with me.

i know the strength to dig deep in, and work my ass off is with me. but i need to find it fast. i have bio test tomorrow. and i tried recalling what i learnt just now, on the bus. cuz i have been doing some reading. and shockingly i remembered close to 0. it's a sthouhg my memory has failed me. i have sch tml at 6am. i have to mug like at least 50+ pages of stuff? mebe more den that i dun know. some ppl say they have to do it also, no big deal.

try doing it with a splitting headache and a tired mind den. I had this headache that fully bloomed into a migraine, when i hit home. i wonder if this is a joke, GOT SO SUAY OR NOT. INSOMNIA AND HEDACHE ON THE EVE OF A TEST. z...i have the strength.
but i been thinking just now.

u know if u reallli wanna succeed. there's so much to give up on. famous basketball legend michael jordan, shot balls from 3 different spots on the court, 20 times when he wake up in the morning. and let say he shot till the 59th ball and he missed the net, he will redo everything right from A to C again. till he get 60 perfect balls.
beckham stayed back during man united trainings to practce freekicks , and hung tyres in his backyard on a tree. and shot balls thru it when he was free at home. all these are har dowkr. but i wanna question if they are happy,with their life sacrifices. I was tinking shud one realli work that hard get thru life being succfessful, to find life veri unfuffiling, wun it all hbe wasted? like e.g u can be successful, but u might not have frens and family that you forsaken in pursuit of ur goals. i wonder if u ask bekcham if he's really happy i dun tink his answer will be 100% yes. he is successful? mebe in the past. look where he ended up, real madrid on the bench. u mayu argue at least he had a family. but how do u know he married victoria, cuz they were in love? and not becuz victoria love beckham cuz he's loaded with money. mebe beckham in pursuit of soccer given up others. is beckham realli in love with victoria? if yes why did he cheat on her?

den will it be all worth to work so hard afterall? as in u have to strike a balance between hard work and enjoying life and right now i am trying to find tt balance. it's been a long time. and this headache isn't making it any easier. i dun know how i gonna survive tonight.. RAWR..

{12:48 AM}

i can't resist blogging just b4 i hit bed. and wake up to thje 1st day of sch. it's just too. great an exp not to miss talking. niway.

i spend the last day of the hols in a very meaningfulway today =)

deen it was back reality. SCHOOL.
and can u imagine waking up earli in the morning? GETTING UP TO SCh. WAITING FOR FRIDAY TO COME. like vultures circling humans in the desert. so niway, i reached home to see a spam of messages on my msn, asking me about sch tml. lol everyone seems so sane? and like high? those who never do their homework were sane, they were high bout it. those who did worry bout about what to bring. lol tt's school for you. and there were idiots like james. WHO IS GOING TO ARMY ON JAN 11 GO SHAVE BOTAK. and he comes and piss u off by saying, sian la tml got sch. alot of homework never do. tt's the kinda frens i have lol.

SO NIWAY. I SHALL GO AND SLEEP. FASTER SLEEP. PROJECT SLEEP EALRI. update tml. i know this blog post dun make sense. today was a great day. and i am high by the pre-sch atmosphere. lol. CYA~~

{8:28 AM}

I been watching cars for my short breaks these few days. Cars is an animated film. I never really believed animated film can create much impacts on the audience. cuz it's animated it seems to be all the disney stuff~ cars is the 1st animated film tt succeeded in cre8ting an impact.

why? becuz of the non-cliche ending. if mcqueen din help the king to finish his last race, it wud not have been such a great film after all. sorry if this spoilered anyone lol.

=D

I am invincible now. =) nice try though 218.168.224.54.
i wish you luck =D

{8:48 AM}

You have heard bout them. Talked about them. And you think they might just be a legend. Tonight, on our weekly talkshow, we shall discuss the topic that all students fear. CUPBOARD MUGGERS.

So what are cupboard muggers?
basically they are anyone tt looks like this:
CASE STUDY ONE

Note the smile. Note how evil it is. Now can u imagine a speech bubble, coming out of the mouth? "HeHe Go home must mug secretly liao. =) for now I must bluff everyone I play dota" and normally they will try and sport a cool! and sporty hairstyle. Like this specimen above. It is to give u the false idea that: Hey, I don't have nerd hairstyle, so i don't mug much. =) DO NOT FALL FOR IT. and such guys are usually afk on msn. u msn him, wun reply one. is to pretend to be online slacking but actually mugging.


Case Study 2

Sample 2 can be easily visible cupboard muggers. Cuz they can be really suspicious character with funny habbits. Example include cross dressing. Sporting an rgs t shirt. The circle one my fren, is a cupboard mugger of the highest class. A question of: Hey are you mugging now?, wud result in a huge vareity of answers like: Nah, playing guitar now. Nah, listening to song now. Nah, I mug also fail one. Fail = A.
BEWARE OF SUCH CIRCLED IDIOTS.


Tonight on our talkshow. We gathered the 2 cupboard muggers. In a show down, in an attempt to see how they would talk to cover up their weaknesses.
Exodus: Ben Ren
pooor: Sample no.2 aka mr bear
Guy with funny face ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h aka cupboard mugger from Johor Bahru
Brackets are not in conversation, are but my expert cupboard mugger opinions

(11:02 PM) pooor: lol yao u heaven mug yet right
(11:03 PM) pooor: heaven mug yet right
(11:03 PM) pooor: say yes!
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: really la
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: HE MUG ALREADI LA
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LOL
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: my homework at hostel (Makes you think he realli hasn't touched homework yet)
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: lih hern
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u sae leh
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: is cupboard mugger
(11:03 PM) pooor: YES
(11:03 PM) pooor: YES
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: he wun tell u
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: if he mug one
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: yalarh
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: he hide few =)
(11:03 PM) pooor: HAHA
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: in the cupboard
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: DEN HE MENG
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: USE CANDLE
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: STUDY
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: me secret mugger lai der
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u noob la
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: ya la he alot of pattern one
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: dun use candle lah
(11:03 PM) pooor: no wonder li hern so hot (draws attention away from himself in an attempt not to show his true colours)
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: use lighter
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: den use what
(11:03 PM) pooor: use lighter in cupboard
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LIGHTER
(11:03 PM) pooor: burn himsel
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: GE LAN
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: burn ur clothes and books rite
(11:03 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: u ji clever
(11:03 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: use table lamp dude
(11:04 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u dunnoe my cupboard got inbuilt lamp one meh (Exaggerates condition to make it look false)
(11:04 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: for mugging purpose
(11:04 PM) pooor: i no need light
(11:04 PM) pooor: i am a vry bright young boy
(11:04 PM) pooor: so in cupboard i will glow (JOKE OF THE YEAR)

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Okay haha jokes aside. I wondered how you guys spent x mas. I know some of you all went hard rock, some went to sentosa. lol my frens la. if u dun fall into either 2 category u must realli be a lousy fren. LOL KIDDING LA.You know for me, x mas has always been about noise, and being high and stuff, counting down bla bla. alot of the festive mood.

But i dare say, this year i spent the best x mas ever. lol i know after this line many people will challenge my opinion, telling me: OI U PANGSEH! HARD ROCK WAS FUN. bla bla bla. lol but this x mas was the sweetest ever. It was just a very simple things done on that day, but it was sweet till one could almost taste the saccharine of it.

Baby coloured the world again. Baby made silence so blissful. Baby, I won't let go. =)

{9:57 PM}

Okay I redid the template. cuz lol the previous one on bleach was too angsty. eh toh.. and i got a c board. cuz many of you all. like to nag at me and to get a cboard. which is driving me insane. so i gave in. before all of you, decided to gather up form a gang called "We-hate-non-cboarders" and splash red paint on my front gate.

so niway. =) There's a reason i have so many BEST frens.
(10:38 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: i dun wan go to sch leh
(10:38 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: u know why not
(10:39 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: u tink i WAN
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: cuz must see ur face
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: SIAN
(10:39 PM) .: ExoduS :. //: LOL
(10:39 PM) ®₪( >_< ''')₪™ h: CUS MUZ HEAR UR VOICE

Yes. Lih Hern. Frens for life. (Y)




sometimes, i think, i might be a fotographer born by nature. it's been raining non stop these days. so i quickly took this shot during of of the days when it was not raining. ji beautfifoo yi xia.. just like james blunt's song.

okay ben wang. shall go sleep earli! PROJECT-SLEEP-EARLY!

{9:34 AM}

Chapter 1: The Why?

Why do people always press their elevator up or down button furiously? It's not as though the lift will come any faster if u meng spam button, you tink what, playing dota meh?? CHIONG AR CHIONG FOR THE JIANNEST HERO!

Why do people like to spam their AC button on the calculator? It's not as though it will get you any more marks in your maths papers. Neither is it daytona, PRESS THE START BUTTON FOR TURBO!

Why do people play friendster?
Answer: becuz they have no frens =) they need to make frens. LOL i know like 123123534543 people are gonna hunt me but WHATEVER WHO CARES. lol it's like collecting stamps, PLEASE COLLECT FRENS. so your fren will write something good bout you, DEN U APPROVE! den u write something good in return, even thougbh u dun like the person but u wanna collect frens! so you spam something good in return. WHAT A REALISTIC WORLD!

End of part 1

{8:45 AM}

OKAY. SORRY I WENT BACK ON MY WORD LOL.

after constant nagging from fellow frens, beings animals and aliens alike, yes yes ir ealli will revive the blog for good zzz.

i realised why i din wanna blog. becuz.. all these time.. my mood has been pretty good. as in life just keeps getting better and better? i realised, i tend to blog more when i am absolutely depressed, my absence shows how depression been sorta out of my life.

i've been doing some realli spiritual stuff. like erm, let's see picking up my old psychlogy books lol. and erm lazing at the jacuzzi pool of my condo? haha, it's a life of a king man. isn't that what the holiday is all about? living it up? taking walks with fren or frens, hanging out, chilling, fine dining. etc etc. tt's why i say life without sch owns.

u know, i wished i was working now at times lol. cuz school is realli pressurizing they say work is worse, yea i know but sch has tests which work don't. i mean u all had the expereience of studying a lot yet u still flunk badly. i am sorta confident at work it dosen't work tt way though. hard work always pays.

i have alot of aspirations. honestly i gotta admit haha. i got much more aspirations den a normal human. ppl are contented with getting a 5k job, a nice small and cosy house and a normal car and be a happy normal person.

but i guess my competetive nature has shaped me to always want the best? it's like i feel i deserve to give myself a nicer house, a big one. a well furnished one. some nice house where i can throw social parties at will. i realli enjoy them. i mean social occasions. i like things like, a nice ambience, nice atmosphere, good food, good music and a huge group just sits down and chat. i must have been some king in my ex-life zzz.

of cuz tt's not like always gonna happen if i am rich. i actually have my quiet side also. as i divulge more and more into psychology books i realised, i may be both an intro and outrovert. ambivert in short. i nid a quiet side for myself also. i nid to take like long hot tub baths, loan a yatch and go out to sea with like one fren or smthing. and just enjoy some peace and quiet and reflect bout stuff. does wonders for me. i tink i will definitely get a yatch. those with inbuilt kitchen showers bed tv living room bla bla. den i will like travel during weekends lol. or i can get a private plane and drive. okay tt's farfetched.

of cuz life is not all bout enjoying it financially. i come to recognise that. it's realli about living it up isn't it? being urself haha. oh well.. signing off to fix vista lol. i am switching to vista again. yes dun complain to me lol.

{7:36 AM}